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Now if yall could show me yalls nudes quit being little bitches

You know life is a series of events. There are things you look forward to. When these things come along I savor every second but it’s never enough. Then when it’s over I feel like it was always over. I feel like I was never there. Like I lived only the memory. Sometimes when I’m having fun I can only think about how this will end. Like being stuck in a perpetual memory of things that were fun but I can’t really hold onto. It makes me feel like one day I’m gonna look up and it didn’t matter. Cause it never really existed. I don’t know if I’m explaining it very well. I’m trying to. It’s only a recent thing in my life. I wish it would stop

I’m a little fucked up so excuse my rambling. So I went to a dumpster to throw some shit away and there’s a Christmas tree lying there. Still green. Then I started thinking about Christmas trees. We chop em down and put them up in our houses on display knowing they’re done for. They’re dead, and we killed them. Corpses on display. I have a jalapeño plant. It’s winter and it’s gonna die. DIE. I have this feeling that every life feels death and pain. I think ever living thing has consciousness, I think we just can’t hear their screams. I look at my plant, I keep watering it even though I know it’s fucked. Is this cruel? I have sympathy towards a plant. Am I nuts? Sometimes I would talk to it, thank it for the peppers. Apologize if I didn’t water it for a while. I didn’t used to think about these things but on one of my acid trips I started contemplating it. Like leaving a dog alone all day. They’re pack animals. It’s cruel to leave it alone 12 hours a day. If you get a dog and you’re gonna fuck off and work I’m of the opinion you should get 2 dogs so it has a buddy. Yea I fucking forget where I’m going with this. I guess I’m wondering if yall think I’m crazy. I don’t think I’m crazy. But then crazy people never think they’re crazy. I feel very logical and loving. Let me know what you think you fucking faggot nigger loving pieces of shit fuck you. 🥰

It wouldn’t take long to eat but in that time I can drink more so I just don’t eat

I’m drinking and driving and this cop is tailgating me. God. I wanna fuck with him so bad. I have a shirt I throw it over the six pack. But then I’m like I don’t wanna spill my beer so I just slow way down. Man why does this gotta happen while I’m sippin beer. I want to brake check them so bad. Of course I don’t cause I’m only slightly retarded. I wasn’t even driving slow when this faggot started tailgating me. Fuck you I bet it was a nigger cop. I bet it was a monkey in uniform. Can you imagine. Dance for me monkey. Anyways. I had this event happen and it had to go unresolved so I’m venting here. I already got a couple duis I don’t feel like dealing with that shit but the other part of my brain is whispering hey why don’t you flip him off while you brake check him. Idk what I’m talking about. I just really wanted spicy. What I did- I slowed way way down and just watched them tailgate while I sipped my beer like a fucking cia agent. God I’m so good. Why you gotta be a dick bro I try to be sympathetic to the police cauze your job sucks and then your tailgating me while I’m already speeding. Fuck you nigger

So a few years ago I was forced to punch a guy in the face. (If you dig you can find my post, I’m fucked up I ain’t doing it) He went down hard. I remember thinking “did I just kill this fuckin guy?” He’s layin there with his eyes wide open. Skip to current day, yea turns out I almost did. Anyways I was drinking on my balcony and him and his gf started talking to me. Bro wtf. I should have gone to sleep hours ago but turns out they’re both nuts. She’s a wicken or whatever the fuck. They’re happy I didn’t press charges. I guess when I hit him he got a brain bleed and had seizures. They’re showing me paintings n shit. I got work in the morning which sucks cause I wanted to keep digging into these fuckheads lives. I don’t even know what to say right now lol wtf bro.



Edit—- the cops and emts showed up their apartment. I was cracking jokes. Dick heads though. I told em I couldn’t find my phone and none of them wanted to dial it. If I’m being honest I was hoping they died. They didn’t….ah fucking whatever

I love these birds

I get that it’s useful, but when it comes to pleasure, no not only porn you perverts(send me your nudes) but anything. Any movie any song. Any photo. Any book. You wanna order something? You wanna learn something. Anything you want in the world, no effort required. Plugging in feels like some weird version of mental heroin. Here I am on upgoat for no reason cause I’m a junkie. I think we’re slowly turning into some new thing, some robot ai thing. I’m fucked up right now but it’s possible to never leave your home. You can get anything you can work. You can order whores food drugs hell you can order a wife. You can live in a box right now if you want to.

I remember a time where it was legal. And I was a young lad. I took a hit then I took another hit and I turned into the letter S. My friend turned into a dolphin. Some other stuff happened. Where can I get my hands on this stuff.

Iv come across this video so many times but I must always watch

Those few and far between that put in some random phone number and save you 5-6 bucks you don’t go unappreciated