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Challenging emotional response to climate change and other environmental issues. Extensive studies have been done on ecological anxiety since 2007, and various definitions remain in use. The condition is not a medical diagnosis and is regarded as a rational response to the reality of climate change; however, severe instances can have a mental health impact to left of center voters.

I work all over my area (multiple counties) for my job and today I had to travel through the actual ghetto hood to get to a job.

I haven't traveled through this area in at least 10 years and some areas look like complete war zones.
Houses and buildings completely burned down, traffic jams in certain areas where there's fast food places, several "Vape/Smoke" shops that are next to fried chicken/fish take-out joints, plenty of liquor stores, gas stations & corner stores/bodegas and a bunch of abandoned houses, buildings and empty lots where houses used to be.
My paternal grandfather lived in these areas back in the 1930s/40s when he was young and told stories about how nice it used to be, even with some black people. He told me that blacks used to take pride in their neighborhoods and shame others when something bad happened.

Apparently most blacks USED to be good people up until the 1960s when the civil rights shit started, then they became drunk on their own power. He said after JFK was killed, MLK & Malcolm-X fucked everything up and started putting lies _ demoralizing things into black people's minds & that caused nationwide rioting. He said the Rosa Parks thing wasn't really a big thing until the (((media))) started pushing it along with the civil rights stuff 8 years after she refused to give up her seat.
He said if JFK was never assassinated, then all the civil rights shit never would've happened because JFK would've put an end to it immediately.

And as I drove through his childhood neighborhood and saw all the completely burnt out houses and buildings that were massive and had serious history, the hatred for everything I had started seeping in me and I had to pull over and scream for a second to get all the anger and frustration out to prepare myself for all this shit.
A serious part of me feels like my grandfather's spirit took control of me for those few seconds and needed to get his deep seeded anger out into the world that he pushed down and tried to ignore for over 60 years.
I love my Grandfather and miss him dearly. He was honestly more of a father to me than my father was.

Rant over. Thank you.

You'll be typing or doing some speech to text and you can see that you can go a whole sentence and then suddenly autocorrect will go back and change five words within the sentence. so it's obviously trying to determine the context it thinks you're trying to say and expressing that. The only problem is it gets it really wrong.

And if you just arbitrarily hit send you're going to be sending out a message you didn't intend to send and who has time to look over every damn thing they post? I sure don't. You got 10 seconds to maybe pop a message out and you really kind of assume that the machine is not going to rewrite your whole message and so you hit send.

I would really like to get back to the way that a machine would just let you send a mistype to word I would rather have a mistyped word go out than an actual word I didn't mean to say or even a whole phrase I didn't mean to say.

because like I said autocorrect now I've caught it several times going back over a sentence that I've just completed and it gets the whole sentence and it thinks you meant to say something else and it'll literally change four or five words in the whole sentence and you can watch it happen.

It really means that you should probably take the time to really oversee every damn message you right because it's like you've got a little demon in your computer that's f****** with every message you write and purposely trolling you and screwing around with what you're trying to say.

And I literally watched autocorrect do that with this message as I was typing it.

This is the best time so far. Right now. I got a little Factory going, got away from all the Psychopaths, played a bunch of gigs but now I'm tired of that too. Just having visions of the moment of creation, trying to stop controlling things and instead just letting my whiteness take over. Its working!

I remember when my family used to look at slides in the projector on Christmas Eve. Still photos my grandma couldn't recognize anymore. We did it anyway. Tradition.

I remember the roller rinks with neon light cascading to the waved hardwood floors. The smell of popcorn and coin op games like Double Dragon. The songs of the 80s.

I remembered when my folks rented a VCR and King Kong. First movie I ever saw with special effects. I remember the place long white walls and it was close to the center.

I grew up in a largely White suburban neighborhood. We had a block parties on a regular a test of mettle for the cooking men. My school was about two blocks away. We had festivals there. Cake walks and all.

I took a ring pop out to a girl I loved in elementary school. Her name was Jamie and she lived on a farm right out of town. I gave her all my cool pencils. She was a farmer girl. Tan with blonde hair.her folks owned many acres.

My buddy Eric liked what would become semi simulator but this was blocky roads and basic interface.

We had a loft for reading time. It was filled with cushions and reading was expected for at least an hour.