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There is a concept in modern churches that to be like Christ, one has to erase their identity. You can never question, criticize, or do anything contrary to the perceived way the church has decided you should live your life. In my own life, this has caused me to resent the church for how they approach this ideal. This has also caused a LOT of issues with prior Christian friends who hate me asking pesky, annoying questions.

A lot of times, people talk on "behalf of Christ", on subjects without really knowing what He would do. I've seen Christians condemn other Christians for not being Christ like enough. Ive seen the church condemn free thinkers for asking too many questions, admonishing the US for having too many rights, asking that Christians act more like slaves, complaining that people don't want to waste their entire lives at the behest of an overly demanding church, complain donations are down whilst they openly trash the country, trash peoples' efforts by undermining their own skills. if someone can barely make ends meet, how is guilt tripping them into donating gonna help them? Enter the prosperity gospel. Now you can be even more broke, but at least you can feel like you might not be broke later. Don't budget, God will provide. Ironic, since God provides and then you throw it away to greedy anti christ pastors.

Seriously, you'd think the church wants slaves, not converts. Any time someone has an achievement in their lives, they have to have humility and thank God. I can thank God for helping and showing me the way, but i dont think pride is what the church thinks it means. i even asked a pastor if pride is a sin wouldn't it also be a sin to be proud of your own kids? He had no answer of course, just that i took his teachings out of context. How fucking convenient, I must have heard it wrong. It couldnt possibly be that his teachings were retarded nonsense. Of course if pride is a sin you also cant be proud of your own people, your race, your accomplishments, your achievements, your nationality. You have to live your entire life being beholden to everyone else, helping them, going out of your way to fuck yourself over.

Seriously, if you were to have a "servant's heart" (their words not mine), your ENTIRE life would be spent catering to the church. At the height of my serving, I literally had no life outside the Church. It was absurd. And on top of this, the Church uses its flying monkeys and enablers to spy on you at every turn. They didn't give a shit about me serving, but when i told them to get bent, they got all worked up about it. Instead of seeing the people who helped them, they arrogantly assumed they were entitled to free labor and payments.

There's only so much you can counteract at once, but holy shit, I weep for this new generation of men having to deal with these hyper entitled spiritual Narcissistic cunts. Some gems from the couple's counseling I had to endure:

This one guy was running his own business and had to travel for part of the year. The complaint was that he should GIVE UP his business and become a W2 employee because wife felt lonely. Did the wife try to find new hobbies? Fuck no. They 100% blamed the man who was furnishing her entire lifestyle to be around more. As always, here comes the church siding with ... the wife.

Another guy said his wife was too verbally abusive. Based off how the wife was talking, and based off prior experience, I completely understood what he was talking about. Was the church's response to find ways to ensure she could speak without being hostile, and self reflecting on how her actions can be perceived by others? Fuck that, it's the man's fault. The guy got told he needed to cater to his wife some more because fuck you! See when women decide to act like rabid cunts, its the man's fault because wife is always right. Even when she's dead wrong and clearly bitching about nonsense, you gotta just listen and believe! Ephesians is outdated, were all about progressivist bullshit now. The woman will be even more hostile and violent, as she's been enabled by a church that her horrid actions are now justified.

They had a guest speaker come in about "refuge" work in some middle eastern shithole( I suspect its either Egypt or Syria, he didn't say). Their primary problem was the border control of the country as kicking out anyone who was there illegally. Did the church stop and reflect if breaking laws of another country was a Christian thing to do? As always, self reflection was nowhere to be found. Not that they were ever welcome before, but the complaint was the country had decided to institute the death penalty on people smugglers. Typical jewish behavior, subvert a nation than SCREAM when that nation kicks you ass to the curb.

And there's many more such instance, these were just the more apparent ones. I highly highly doubt there is much that can be done for these relationships. Through the church enabling them, these womn think they are gods amongst men. Everything they decress is gospel. Their requests are demands that must be met. They dont want a husband, they want doormats, men who grovel to them. This has cemented my idea that modern churches are some of the most evil, vindictive, spiteful places in existence.

I'm no longer welcome at this church and was told my "advice" was problematic. I know im not perfect, and as i got more redpilled and older I held to my convictions. I realize that i was conditioned (and to a large degree, I accepted these conditions making me complicit). I made amends of my behavior to the kids, apologized. But now that Im awake, the road to help others is riddled with back stabbers, traitors, yes men, and all kinds of horrid influences. And yet, i will never give up the fight, and will never back down.

Some of the gems I heard at my church service today:

* we are all judeo christians. Fuck you, I dont swear allegiance to jews, and find i incredibly insulting that a pastor wants to FORCE me to worship kikes.

* Race is only skin deep. As my grandpa would say, no way can one look at a nigger and a White man and say they are the same race.

* Chinese propaganda and censorship is A-ok if we have control over it. The chinks really care about their own people.

* Pray for israel, they dindu nuffin and theyre getting beat up by big mean Iran (no mention of why this is, just dont ask questions)

* tithing is works based, and tithing = big praise from Jesus. Fuck you, dont ask questions, put the money in the plate

I think of a man, and I take away reason and accountability.

I was talking to some of them and mentioned the Balkan wars, and what happened in Africa with Rhodesia. I was talking about how when the going gets tough, niggers will kill, rape, steal and not be on your side. The church I go to is convinced that savages will not devolve back into their savage ways, and that through the power ofd universal reconciliation, a nigger who kills you who is "saved" can still go to heaven .... needless to say i dont go to that church anymore.

These morons would rather cuck for inferior savages than have an ounce of self reflection on what's going on around them.

I was talking to my neighbor about dogs. I had mentioned that when I used to own a dog, I would sometimes cook the small mice and stuff he brought back to me, and then give it back to him as cooked food. My neighbor is now disgusted at me and thinks im some kind of deranged serial killer in hiding.

I'd love to retire somewhere now that I'm older. I see the new generations, and I can't help but seem like they hate me for no real reason. And yet, for all the damage in the US, i would prefer not being here when these people snap. Who'se got good ideas?

Something I have heard MANY times, and i have yet to understand how this works? If the sinner is the one committing the sin, how exactly does one detach the sinner (the person) from the action? Almost every time this is used, its used to excuse and wring away the shittiest, most henious behavior.

worst part is there's idiots out there who will actually read this crap. Then they wonder why their wife divorces them or leaves

Doubtful the article isn't biased, but an interesting trend

There's this idea boomers had it made, and that we were all just chilling in pools, being handed jobs left and right, and who knows what else. Most boomers are just like anybody else, the had zero representation in their country just like now, they still paid taxes on everything, and their rights were still eroded. Crap may ha been cheaper, but so were wages. Houses were nowhere near as lavish and fancy as now.

You think the boomers had any say on those jobs being shipped overseas? Why are boomers being held to this absurd standard as if they individually had to fight for the rights of the next generation, when its been shown the new generation has as little voice in their own election process?