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I've gone sober six times and never made it 13 weeks. People try to tell me I'm obsessing over the 3 month line but I'm telling you something happens after 85 or so days that makes you comfortable with drinking again. Very dangerous time and I have been feeling it these past couple days to be honest. Probably the heat. This Florida heat is intense and you know it's gonna be here until November.

Alcohol seems like a faraway vacation instead of a recent everyday presence. It looks remote and not threatening. In that delusion I feel like I would control it this time. But if I have one, I will drink for a year straight. I know it from looking back at all the times I was sober and in control and started drinking 2 per night.

Yeah you can do 2 per night, but probably never skip a day (guaranteed), and then there is a big night somewhere. Then another big night. Then boom it's been months and you have a 10 per day habit, sometimes 15 or more. As soon as you realize you have to ramp down again you remember that first drink after 80 something days sober, it's very funny except a lot of people die.

Edit: Thanks for the Voat aa meeting I have a long way to go and am still pretty much a drunk faggot

Today I had to do a Costco run and of course they were slammed. The checkout lines were very long. Suddenly I hear some bix nood sounds and look over to the line next to me. A sheboon had just come up to the front of the line and a White Costco employee was explaining to her that the line started way back there. The sheboon asked to be allowed to check out anyway since she only had one item. The employee said sorry, but she had to get back in line. Bless her heart for standing firm. The sheboon walked away with loud lip smacking and mumbling. I know she was relying on White guilt to allow her to just cut in front of 20 people in line.

Then to further irritate me, this obese red headed woman in front of me said, “why wouldn’t they just let her go ahead since she only had one item? I would have!” Please. Does she think this animal would have done the same for her?

https://slaynews.com/news/germanys-migrant-poster-boy-jailed-raping-own-mother/

He unleashed the shocking assault on his mother shortly after being released from prison for a drug-related offense.

Upon the return home of his mother, he threatened her with a knife, the court heard.

He then told her he would kill her if she refused him sex.

Clipped from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLWzgOWF0Ps