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That's kinda fukt up. Ya think about it.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=1%20Peter%204:14-16&version=NASB

If you are insulted for the name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of glory, and of God, rests upon you. Make sure that none of you suffers as a murderer, or thief, or evildoer, or a troublesome meddler; but if anyone suffers as a Christian, he is not to be ashamed, but is to glorify God in this name.
1 Peter 4:14-16 - https://www.biblegateway.com/passage?search=1%20Peter%204:14-16&version=NASB

Some of you know that our enemies hide shit in symbolism and wordplay, like how the biggest mafia in the world comes from a Mediterranean country whose name starts with the letter I, and the people who blackmail our politicians with P tapes come from a Eurasian country with a 6 letter name with the letters R, S, I, and A in the name, but I don't mean Italy or Russia.

Why is it that the Greek Gods Zeus and Hera were transformed into Jupiter and Juno? Why was the most famous leader of Rome the usurper Julius Caesar? Jewpeter, Jewnose, Jewlies, Khazar, Kaizer. At some point the ruling elite always get replaced. Why is the black cube of Saturn/Satan at the Kabba in Mecca and why does it unfold into the cross and appear as a hex when viewed isometrically?

2000 years ago there was a man whose initials were JC who became the lord and savior of his people through a crossing, but was betrayed by a friend he trusted and killed by a group of Romans in the middle of the month that begins spring. In one version of the story, the man died at 33 in 33; in the other, the man died at 55 in 44. In one, Brutus, the other, Jew-brutus or Judas. This allegory was used to foretell the destruction of the temple of Jerusalem, predicting the future just like Back to the Future.

The deified father/son emperor team of Vespasian and Titus were crowned emperor and deified by hellenized jews. They sacrificed the temple in Jewrusalem to fulfill the prophecies of their messiah coming to show them how to take over the world. He taught them how to fulfill the promise of Abraham that the jews would rule many nations, to emulate the trickster Jacob, to accomplish what Joseph and Esther did and take over nations by infiltrating and subverting the ruling class, and to steal foreskins like David. By creating belief systems like christianity, islam, communism, libertarianism, central banking, and many others. To divide those belief systems 3 against 2 and 2 against 3, controlling the conflicts they create and even creating their own opposition to control it.

But by the time they replaced Roman paganism with christianity, real Roman Paganism had already been dead for centuries, replaced by Saturnalia. But I don't know whether they replaced the government first or subverted the religion first. Maybe the economy? They are sand merchants, but they're also kabbala wizards and silver tongued snakes.

I have been reflecting quite a bit for Easter, specifically on my flaws and how I can be a better Christian in the coming year.

One of my greatest flaws is laziness/sloth. I have, in the past, tried to overcome this in the most human of ways - motivational videos, podcasts, whatever. Be your best self, get up at 4 am, I tried really everything. Sometimes I didn't recognize the overarching flaws of laziness and saw it more as something unrelated. My diet is bad, or there's some environmental factor that's making things too hard.

Now I'm a single mom (widow) so fatigue comes into my mind often. But that isn't it either. It's just that I'd prefer to be vertical, reading an old Stephen King book or watching a documentary about the Spanish American War.

Laziness helped me avoid many things. Then one day, honestly as I was driving and thinking for the umpteenth time about how to conquer my laziness, I realized it was a lack of faith that was keeping me a lazy sack of shit.

I had no faith that the things I was avoiding in life would work out. I had no faith the God I'd devoted my life to, in my mind, would actually help me through anything hard. I had no real faith Christ would lead me through any darkness wrought of a risk or chance I wanted to take but was too lazy to try.

Faith saved me, and brought me out of this Hell. And it was a little living Hell of inaction. Now, I can see when my sloth is overtaking me and ask God for both forgiveness and strength.

I believe this is one of the sins and issues that we face in modern society that makes life very difficult for white people. It's so easy to give in to laziness, because why try if we think our efforts won't work? But with God they will. With faith, they will. We can overcome the awful hand we have been dealt. We can take the temple back. Faith is the start, waking up is the start.

Feeling less guilt for your laziness is also the start. Laziness has been thrust upon you by Satan and a sad, sick society. Sometimes what you think is sloth is not as well, like being late to a stupid Jew-run job that you hate.

Have faith you are more.