I dunno if you goats have this or not. My childhood and teenage memories feel like they expanded and lasted for years. 13-18. Five years and so much changed. My mom lost the battle when I was 18. Cancer.
Time started progressing fast. Every day was largely the same. Money, paying bills, tax rates, 401k returns, moving up the ladder. Getting groceries, cleaning, just to sleep and do it all over again.
Friends change. Lose touch. Reestablish contact and you still have that bond buts never gonna be the same. They have kids now. They also have shit going on. So they can pay to sleep. No going back.
Summer memories in a photo album may be all that's left. Can't go back. That place is gone and so is the town. Infested now.
Older now. I still feel young but the face in the mirror says otherwise.
Ya start asking did I waste it? Questions like a rolodex appear in your thoughts while you try and sleep.
Ya start asking is this as good as it's gonna get? I worked my life for this? For my struggles, paying taxes, being a good citizen. This is the payoff?
Now that my complex has off the boat Africans roaming around I'd figure I would use some jew tricks while my lease expires.
I have the Venezuelans activity nervous about the Africans and they're all installing extra security. They're installing new cameras outside as I type.
Told them via translating apps it's becoming dangerous here due to this. Stirred up a lot of fear. Told them about the genocide they caused to whites.
As a lot of you know fetanyl is largely manufactured in China. Now they're adding xylazine to the cut. This drug is also known as tranq. Much like Krocodil it will eat away bone and muscle rotting a person from the inside out. Amputations can sometimes be the only cure. If a user overdoses on this they can't be resuscitated. Nothing will work outside of possibly succinylcholine. No CPR, no assisted breathing. A user can die in the fuckint ER and not shit can be done. The user will die of asphyxiation and they'll be aware the whole time.
Many years ago, when we had castle walls and forts and a army came to the gates the people would wall themselves in thinking they are safe. Meanwhile outside, the invaders would catapult dead animals and rotting vegetation to spread disease and poison from the inside out. This is what China is doing. A full assault between the the US and China would be stupid. Best to posion the wells of the enemy.
Also, there is a rumor that the govt and jews are gonna let the drug trade get so bad that they legalize everything because it's "safer." Lab made heroin, meth whatever and they have the means to make it happen. While rat faced jews already take in millions from illicit drugs they can take in billions from legal ones. The course has already been set by the sacklers.
Down to street level Marijuana is infested with fent now. The jews in charge will gladly sweep away the cartels and any dealer, plug whatever that gets in there way.
Nuclear war had broken out in 2013 and irradiated the surface of Moscow. Many folks fled into the underground metro system and blocked off the entrances to the surface.
Artyom the main character grew up in the glow of emergency red lights in his metro station having been saved from a collapsing one that was over run by flesh eating rats.
Outside of his station is pitch black. The people that live in the stations know of each other but politics and ideologies separate them. Not to mention beings from the surface that have infiltrated the metro. Only flashlights and fires will help someone find their way.
He meets with a man that gives him an impossible task that will take him through the metro and its dangers.
In a way similar to "The Shining," the metro itself seems to be alive. One of his companions says heaven, hell and purgatory are gone now and when you die your soul resides there forever.
He encounters communist reds, "racist nazis," which only have some similarity to natsoc. Forgotten stations that are irradiated and the people that live there stop the surface creatures from entering.
Other stations have been restored nearly to what it was once like. Many die in agony in tents lining the stations walls.
The currency is 7.62x39mm rounds. Two cartridges may get you past guards for example.
The surface is toxic and can be only navigated at night as beasts beyond imagination have taken over. During the day you'd be blinded in 2 seconds. No one has heard anything from outside the metro.
The humans in the metro are just as dangerous as the beings on the surface. If not more so.
Artyom is to deliver a message to the main station Polis. However he will have to overcome many obstacles on his way.
Fusing metaphysics, political ideology, religious beliefs, how fate may influence your actions, how the people that remember life above and are resolute in that it will never come again, finding strength and willpower in your own self.