I dunno if you goats have this or not. My childhood and teenage memories feel like they expanded and lasted for years. 13-18. Five years and so much changed. My mom lost the battle when I was 18. Cancer.
Time started progressing fast. Every day was largely the same. Money, paying bills, tax rates, 401k returns, moving up the ladder. Getting groceries, cleaning, just to sleep and do it all over again.
Friends change. Lose touch. Reestablish contact and you still have that bond buts never gonna be the same. They have kids now. They also have shit going on. So they can pay to sleep. No going back.
Summer memories in a photo album may be all that's left. Can't go back. That place is gone and so is the town. Infested now.
Older now. I still feel young but the face in the mirror says otherwise.
Ya start asking did I waste it? Questions like a rolodex appear in your thoughts while you try and sleep.
Ya start asking is this as good as it's gonna get? I worked my life for this? For my struggles, paying taxes, being a good citizen. This is the payoff?
My childhood and teenage memories feel like they expanded and lasted for years.
Time started progressing fast.
The brain records time logarithmically. It also counts logarithmically. When you’re 9, another year of your life is 1/10th of the entire time you’ve been alive. When you’re 39, another year is only 1/40th. In terms of physical space for memories, the formation of neuronal connections, and for the extent of novel instruction, the brain remembers more of your earlier years than your later ones. This is also because you “get into a rhythm” with your later years, so repeated daily tasks don’t need to be vividly remembered.
Yes, and we subconsciously and consciously ruminate. Every time we recall a memory it basically creates a copy of that memory. Meaning a moment experienced in childhood can be re-experienced throughout your life.
Meaning a memory from childhood could vividly exist through 80% of your lifespan while a fresh experience is a drop in the bucket.
Infact if you learn enough about how to train a machine learning algorithm, and procede to take the sames steps against yourself to learn something, you'll hyper learn it.
Ie I used this technique before for learning bowling. All my life never got more than 120 points. Within a few rounds of treating myself like a machine learner, within two games all but two turns were a strike or a spare.
Nothing is new in your later years. Life is that of experiences of a learning machine. You stop making recordings so to speak because you're not experiencing anything new, let alone even actively seeking them.
Even if you were seeking them, just becomes harder and harder to find them, their value less and less because you'll tend to seek out the more higher value ones first.
Your job after a certain point, is to raise the next generation with your collected knowledge / experiences.
I find myself intentionally not remembering details of things because it does not deserve the brain power anymore. I'm a very detail oriented guy, but not every detail matters anymore. Honestly I don't remember people's names, not because I can't remember or don't want to, but simply I just don't feel like it. I do deal with a lot of people. Some for close to 10 years and I don't know their names. (Work place people) Sometimes I wonder if its dementia or something, or just my form of laziness
Its like my dad, granddad, uncles, etc used to tell me when I was young, dumb and full of cum. "One day, you're gonna wake up old & grey and wonder where it went".
Life can take you to some interesting places if you let it.
Not sure I will miss home as much as my current spot. However, I will always miss the culture of home. Wisconsinites are just different. Still working on land acquisition though...life is more fun as free-range farm kid.
My hope is that the song will echo in my head when in 10 years I'm collecting chicken eggs and giving my donkeys carrots.
Tired of lying in the sunshine Staying home to watch the rain You are young and life is long And there is time to kill today And then one day you find Ten years have got behind you No one told you when to run You missed the starting gun
Hate to break it to ya but none of that shit is for us. It's for the faggot elites. Even if it's super cheap they will artificially gatekeep it from us. You're not getting the live forever juice.
You COULD be right BUT it's going to be so unbelievably easy they may just do it.
They could also kill us all instantly OR give us all access to increasing AI intelligence, jump to other galaxies and watch us all kill each other over pettiness.
What people don't understand is the rules of physics itself will soon be unlocked and THAT will change everything instantly.
They won't need it. Go ahead and give your info to ancestry, etc. boys. It really doesn't matter. We're lower than piss ants. We think we're not but we truly, truly are. The ONLY thing they could get from us is entertainment at our demise and torture BUT even that is pathetically easy and not worth it. Maybe they'll keep us around for the challenge.
I really wonder that sometimes. They could kill us anytime they feel like and perhaps keeping they are keeping us around for the chance we could destroy them.
anecdote I find fasting makes my memories feel longer. when I did long fasts are periods that I remember far more. Like I did 26 days once and remember it more saliently than 5 years of normal life. I game it now because my work is seasonal a bit and fast more on my off season to try and stretch it and reduce the remembered suffering ( I hate my job)
[ - ] Merlynn 1 point 19 hoursMay 28, 2025 00:31:26 ago (+1/-0)
What you're experiencing is redundant memories. You do the same thing every day,they all run together. It makes it seem like time's going faster but the truth is,you're just doing the same thing over and over. No difference,no real reason to remember all of it. Brain just skips it to save space. Suddenly a year breaks down to a few days where something different happened.
It's a side effect of the corporate grind. One the jews are happy about. You lose track of days and they can basically tell you what day it is. What's going on,what's happened. They kind of rely on it.
People aren't supposed to live like this. We should be doing a variety of tasks instead of specializing in one thing. Learning more as we go.
But as to your question of "where did the years go",you sold them to the jews for money.
Get angry. Take the fight to the power that be, be the man who just snapped one day out of the blue and went postal. Ht this time target a government to building. No schools, no malls, no postal offices, no news companies, no churches temples or mosques, go to the bankers, go to the politicians, go to where the celebrities live and by like Charles mansions family. Cut the head off the snake.
Children have higher metabolisms so the it seems slower for them.
Also if you are in a state of flow, it goes faster.
Stem cell treatments for your face.
Once issue is meaning, went you are young there are many healthy people of your age with free time. You have diminishing returns interacting with them.
But they all have the purpose to reproduce, after that they are just a support in character, out of the game, adrift.
Another trick is changing your environment - visit already somewhere new and be baffled by what you see.
What you're describing is a real phenomenon of aging.
As we grow older, we lose the ability to perceive time the way we did when we were young. When we were five, three months was an eternity. When we're thirty five, three months is a crunch. When we're sixty five, three months can pass almost without notice. It's also why we become more emotional and less rational as we progress into old age.
Ah, but you must understand, you have to pay that additional ten cents so that those who wish you harm may thrive. In all seriousness, as a general truth and contrary to hollywood fiction - we become less self-aware as we progress through old age. While we may not perceive these changes, it does not imply they are not occurring.
I worked a place where my pay was based on what you brought and how fast I could sell it. This led to many fights. I once bought a cubicle payphone made in the same city. Priced it at $150 (bad value) as the fucking thing sold in less than 24 hours. I would actively exploit nostalgia. Mall madness board game from the 80s? $45. No issue
As your cognitive processes decline, so too must the fidelity of your perception due to these changes. The only reason to suggest it is personal is if you wish to make it such. All humans who age out of life must experience the effects of age-related decline. It is not more personal to you than anyone else.
[ - ] __47__ [op] 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:50:45 ago (+1/-0)
I took as many as I thought were good. I was making $30+ an hour to buy toys for soyboys. Didn't mean I have a full complex thumping surround system that I don't use.
Just turned 50 i swear I was 29 yesterday... I'm in the best shape of my life banged a 22 year old Hattie not to long ago but things just don't feel the same... had a covert narc take some of the spark from me and I'm still working at getting it back. Be careful I'm almost at the point of think she was a demon sent to test me lol...
It's one thing to understand how you will perceive over time but experiencing it is not what I thought. Yea life is like drag racing, you only remember the start and the rest is a blur.
I still define what I should be doing with life, my opinion of my current self, what I'm currently doing, and if what I'm doing or not is "cool or not" based on what old friends from 10-18 would have thought.
[ - ] NoRefunds 1 point 10 hoursMay 28, 2025 10:02:31 ago (+1/-0)
dude, carpool/HOV lanes are supposedly made to help the environment, yet, usually they are 20-25% of the available lanes. In some cases, I've seen 3 out of 7 lanes are (((ridesharing))) bullshit save the environment lanes. Yet, huh, this means there is way more traffic because those lanes aren't being fully utilized, making people idle longer...
Yeah, I stopped giving a shit. I steal things from big businesses. Got ebt and now working on getting disability. Fuck it might as well get my tax dollars back from jews and niggers. This sinking ship is done for so get what you can before you take a dirt nap forever.
[ + ] Tallest_Skil
[ - ] Tallest_Skil 10 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:25:28 ago (+10/-0)
The brain records time logarithmically. It also counts logarithmically. When you’re 9, another year of your life is 1/10th of the entire time you’ve been alive. When you’re 39, another year is only 1/40th. In terms of physical space for memories, the formation of neuronal connections, and for the extent of novel instruction, the brain remembers more of your earlier years than your later ones. This is also because you “get into a rhythm” with your later years, so repeated daily tasks don’t need to be vividly remembered.
[ + ] Reunto
[ - ] Reunto 4 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:31:37 ago (+4/-0)
Meaning a memory from childhood could vividly exist through 80% of your lifespan while a fresh experience is a drop in the bucket.
[ + ] puremadness
[ - ] puremadness 3 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:14:27 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 2 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:52:50 ago (+2/-0)
Infact if you learn enough about how to train a machine learning algorithm, and procede to take the sames steps against yourself to learn something, you'll hyper learn it.
Ie I used this technique before for learning bowling. All my life never got more than 120 points. Within a few rounds of treating myself like a machine learner, within two games all but two turns were a strike or a spare.
[ + ] Cantaloupe
[ - ] Cantaloupe 1 point 22 hoursMay 27, 2025 21:56:04 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] JudyStroyer
[ - ] JudyStroyer 1 point 12 hoursMay 28, 2025 07:12:06 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Doglegwarrior
[ - ] Doglegwarrior 0 points 8 hoursMay 28, 2025 12:05:01 ago (+0/-0)
Please advice wise one<<< not being sarcastic if you can improve bowling that fast maybe it can help me
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 0 points 3 hoursMay 28, 2025 16:20:32 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:36:43 ago (+1/-0)
Thanks so much.
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 1 point 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:50:07 ago (+1/-0)*
Even if you were seeking them, just becomes harder and harder to find them, their value less and less because you'll tend to seek out the more higher value ones first.
Your job after a certain point, is to raise the next generation with your collected knowledge / experiences.
[ + ] Kozel
[ - ] Kozel 0 points 17 hoursMay 28, 2025 02:30:09 ago (+0/-0)
Untrue
plenty of new experiences
and if you go long enough without something
its basically a new experience when you do it again
[ + ] Freespeechplease
[ - ] Freespeechplease 1 point 19 hoursMay 28, 2025 00:36:53 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] puremadness
[ - ] puremadness 0 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:16:34 ago (+0/-0)
They just get older.
[ + ] Belfuro
[ - ] Belfuro 0 points 18 hoursMay 28, 2025 01:12:13 ago (+1/-1)
I'd ask you to prove your opinion but we both know that you cannot.
I mention this to remind you that humility is important.
Also remember, no one knows how the brain really works or even what conscious is.
[ + ] Tallest_Skil
[ - ] Tallest_Skil 0 points 5 hoursMay 28, 2025 14:14:57 ago (+0/-0)
Five seconds of effort would prove you wrong. You’re incapable of that.
Already did. Run along now.
Cool, now go be humble somewhere else, you lazy fuck.
Thanks for admitting the brain records time logarithmically. Go fuck yourself.
Consciousness is the soul manifesting in the physical world.
[ + ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic
[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 7 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 16:57:23 ago (+7/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:47:48 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] bobdole9
[ - ] bobdole9 3 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:54:35 ago (+3/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:00:02 ago (+1/-0)
I'd gladly take a 3br in Centralia Missouri now.
[ + ] bobdole9
[ - ] bobdole9 2 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:19:01 ago (+2/-0)
Not sure I will miss home as much as my current spot. However, I will always miss the culture of home. Wisconsinites are just different. Still working on land acquisition though...life is more fun as free-range farm kid.
My hope is that the song will echo in my head when in 10 years I'm collecting chicken eggs and giving my donkeys carrots.
[ + ] SumerBreeze
[ - ] SumerBreeze 3 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:23:53 ago (+4/-1)
[ + ] GreatSatan
[ - ] GreatSatan -2 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:47:12 ago (+2/-4)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:48:42 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] mrevilpirate
[ - ] mrevilpirate 2 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:51:28 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] HelenHighwater
[ - ] HelenHighwater 2 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:16:01 ago (+2/-0)
Tired of lying in the sunshine
Staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long
And there is time to kill today
And then one day you find
Ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run
You missed the starting gun
[ + ] rzr97
[ - ] rzr97 2 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:07:03 ago (+2/-0)
Son of a bitch is going to live forever as a god and this is what he's worried about. Lol.
Dude, just stay alive. Damn.
[ + ] Volf
[ - ] Volf 2 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:36:51 ago (+2/-0)
[ + ] rzr97
[ - ] rzr97 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 19:23:26 ago (+0/-0)
They could also kill us all instantly OR give us all access to increasing AI intelligence, jump to other galaxies and watch us all kill each other over pettiness.
What people don't understand is the rules of physics itself will soon be unlocked and THAT will change everything instantly.
[ + ] GetFuckedCunt
[ - ] GetFuckedCunt 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 19:50:30 ago (+0/-0)
They may keep you alive forever, plugged into their VR simulation in a false reality while they harvest whatever they need from your unconcious body.
[ + ] rzr97
[ - ] rzr97 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 19:59:18 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] RobertJHarsh
[ - ] RobertJHarsh 0 points 22 hoursMay 27, 2025 21:59:17 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 11 hoursMay 28, 2025 08:53:59 ago (+0/-0)
My first name means a king.
My last name is a son of a saint.
[ + ] OftenWrong
[ - ] OftenWrong 1 point 11 hoursMay 28, 2025 08:31:56 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Merlynn
[ - ] Merlynn 1 point 19 hoursMay 28, 2025 00:31:26 ago (+1/-0)
It's a side effect of the corporate grind. One the jews are happy about. You lose track of days and they can basically tell you what day it is. What's going on,what's happened. They kind of rely on it.
People aren't supposed to live like this. We should be doing a variety of tasks instead of specializing in one thing. Learning more as we go.
But as to your question of "where did the years go",you sold them to the jews for money.
[ + ] AntiPostmodernist
[ - ] AntiPostmodernist 1 point 21 hoursMay 27, 2025 22:32:15 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Cantaloupe
[ - ] Cantaloupe 1 point 22 hoursMay 27, 2025 21:48:22 ago (+1/-0)*
Children have higher metabolisms so the it seems slower for them.
Also if you are in a state of flow, it goes faster.
Stem cell treatments for your face.
Once issue is meaning, went you are young there are many healthy people of your age with free time. You have diminishing returns interacting with them.
But they all have the purpose to reproduce, after that they are just a support in character, out of the game, adrift.
Another trick is changing your environment - visit already somewhere new and be baffled by what you see.
[ + ] Trope
[ - ] Trope 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:59:31 ago (+1/-0)
You seem to be in a fit of nostalgia lately. That’s cyclical. How’s your health? I managed to cure my nostalgia issue but cannot disclose it here.
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 11 hoursMay 28, 2025 08:52:17 ago (+0/-0)
Saw storefronts post about the 80s and 90s and set my mind to jogging.
[ + ] Indoctrinated_USA
[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:29:01 ago (+1/-0)
As we grow older, we lose the ability to perceive time the way we did when we were young.
When we were five, three months was an eternity.
When we're thirty five, three months is a crunch.
When we're sixty five, three months can pass almost without notice.
It's also why we become more emotional and less rational as we progress into old age.
https://lsa.umich.edu/psych/news-events/all-news/faculty-news/time-flies-by-faster-as-we-get-older--here-s-why-.html
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:46:28 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Indoctrinated_USA
[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:57:35 ago (+1/-0)
In all seriousness, as a general truth and contrary to hollywood fiction - we become less self-aware as we progress through old age.
While we may not perceive these changes, it does not imply they are not occurring.
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:07:28 ago (+0/-0)
I worked a place where my pay was based on what you brought and how fast I could sell it. This led to many fights. I once bought a cubicle payphone made in the same city. Priced it at $150 (bad value) as the fucking thing sold in less than 24 hours. I would actively exploit nostalgia. Mall madness board game from the 80s? $45. No issue
[ + ] boekanier
[ - ] boekanier 0 points 17 hoursMay 28, 2025 02:29:03 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Indoctrinated_USA
[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 0 points 17 hoursMay 28, 2025 02:48:38 ago (+0/-0)*
The only reason to suggest it is personal is if you wish to make it such.
All humans who age out of life must experience the effects of age-related decline.
It is not more personal to you than anyone else.
[ + ] Anus_Expander
[ - ] Anus_Expander 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 19:18:37 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Indoctrinated_USA
[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 0 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:18:09 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] PostWallHelena
[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:19:31 ago (+2/-1)
[ + ] mannerbund
[ - ] mannerbund 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:16:46 ago (+1/-0)
You sum this song up perfectly, one of my favorites.
Symphony X Awakenings
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UUrsaoTvGQs
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 1 point 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:50:45 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] Sector2
[ - ] Sector2 0 points 2 hoursMay 28, 2025 17:26:18 ago (+0/-0)
Sorry to hear you got sucked into all that. They've designed it so it's easy to get trapped into accepting modern jewish society as legitimate.
[ + ] Doglegwarrior
[ - ] Doglegwarrior 0 points 8 hoursMay 28, 2025 12:03:24 ago (+0/-0)
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[ - ] bohmoonx 0 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:49:38 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] CoronaHoax
[ - ] CoronaHoax 0 points 23 hoursMay 27, 2025 20:48:17 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] NoRefunds
[ - ] NoRefunds 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 19:27:46 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 11 hoursMay 28, 2025 08:48:55 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] NoRefunds
[ - ] NoRefunds 1 point 10 hoursMay 28, 2025 10:02:31 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] __47__
[ - ] __47__ [op] 0 points 8 hoursMay 28, 2025 11:31:27 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] puremadness
[ - ] puremadness 0 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 18:36:51 ago (+0/-0)
full of sound and fury...
...
[ + ] GreatSatan
[ - ] GreatSatan -1 points 1 dayMay 27, 2025 17:46:27 ago (+0/-1)