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I’m studying at the library. It’s a fantastic place for me to get my work done, as I have less distractions, and my local community library has private study rooms, complete with dry erase boards/air purifiers (white noise)/ and beanbag chairs to rest in between hitting the books. There’s windows in between all the study rooms, and right behind me, there’s three niggers; a family. An old nigger and his two daughters. They obviously don’t live here (no niggers live in my town). They each have their own Apple computer, sailfoam, and bucket of fried chicken. I cannot make this shit up. They be loitering in our library, eating they chicken, and checking they social media on they computers/sailfoams. Shitstains of humanity, just coming to whitey’s town, and using the library as a house, all while hating us. I hate niggers with every fiber of my being, I hate the retarded people who allow this to happen, and I hate the kikes who emboldened these savages to think they have a place beside us.

All jabbed & boosted - "How's your husband?"

"He's doing better, we didn't think it had anything to do with COVID, but we talked to his doctor who knows EVERYTHING about his health & he said since it's 'long COVID', his heart isn't working the way it should."

Not a single fucking question, no research, not a bit of independent thought, just "dOctOr sAiD, dOcToR kNoW."

Went back after only a few years, and now there's pride flags everywhere, trannies, and crap. The town itself is still small, quaint and very White, but where did these decrepid asshats come from?

I remember as a child that I found castles, pottery, animals, cathedrals, nature, and paintings to be awesome (in the literal sense of the word).
The world was a beautiful place with filled with wonder.

Then as I grew older the ugly side of people twisted my perception of others. I saw early on that there is so much stuff that's hiding behind the masks of people's smiles, so I looked into fantasies (books, music, etc.) to find things which inspire.

But, these days nobody builds anything beautiful. And, I know this is by design. If you look into the history of Thomas Kinkade (the guy that made "cheesy" paintings that give you a good feeling) you'll find that "critics" were out tearing down his work because it wasn't "challenging" to the system. Well at this point there's nobody left who creates anything of beauty, and the system is destructive.

Artists who create beauty would be ultimately challenging this system. But, when everything is ugly it takes skill that has been lost to raise the soul. I know these skills are lost, but they still exist somewhere and there are people skilled enough to use the techniques.

So, where can you even locate beauty. It doesn't exist on the internet, I haven't seen it anywhere locally. Has it just dropped back into some hobbyists room and they just don't even want to expose it to the world?

I'm just so sick of looking at the world that's shit, but I don't have the skills or talent to make anything better and it annoys me.

He really is THAT stupid and short sighted. See the dindu cant understand the past, the future or the present. So dindu nigger really THINKS he didnt do something, because in his small mind the person he is now, is not the one who did something prior. In their mind, the past version of their own selves is NOT the same person as who they are now. Hence why a nigger can be a criminal piece of shit 5 minutes prior and think they are a saint now. You see this a lot in niggers, they are seemingly incapable of understanding even the most basic concept of consequences, or future planning. And yet, the ENTIRE of society has to cater to these moronic retards as if they are one of the same as White people.

So ... I think i kinda get it. A large part of it was my fault, but the reasonings are so obscure, i feel better off not working there anymore.

I accidentally billed for juneteenth (the day). I was actually working that day, but HR scolded me for muh reperations, told me I should have been off instead. It was so bad they went out of their way to yank my timesheet, just to mark myself absent that day. Lying is A-ok when diversity is involved!

I accidentally said i was working weekends. They didn't care that i was working weekends ... just that i mentioned it on a call. My boss said he also worked weekends, but I never saw him online. Needless to say, he was very concerned


Sounds like i simply pissed off the wrong diversity hires and called out a liar, so they got rid of me.

Apparently the hiring manager says I must be hiding something for not having a social media presence and skipped on me

There's only so much you can counteract at once, but holy shit, I weep for this new generation of men having to deal with these hyper entitled spiritual Narcissistic cunts. Some gems from the couple's counseling I had to endure:

This one guy was running his own business and had to travel for part of the year. The complaint was that he should GIVE UP his business and become a W2 employee because wife felt lonely. Did the wife try to find new hobbies? Fuck no. They 100% blamed the man who was furnishing her entire lifestyle to be around more. As always, here comes the church siding with ... the wife.

Another guy said his wife was too verbally abusive. Based off how the wife was talking, and based off prior experience, I completely understood what he was talking about. Was the church's response to find ways to ensure she could speak without being hostile, and self reflecting on how her actions can be perceived by others? Fuck that, it's the man's fault. The guy got told he needed to cater to his wife some more because fuck you! See when women decide to act like rabid cunts, its the man's fault because wife is always right. Even when she's dead wrong and clearly bitching about nonsense, you gotta just listen and believe! Ephesians is outdated, were all about progressivist bullshit now. The woman will be even more hostile and violent, as she's been enabled by a church that her horrid actions are now justified.

They had a guest speaker come in about "refuge" work in some middle eastern shithole( I suspect its either Egypt or Syria, he didn't say). Their primary problem was the border control of the country as kicking out anyone who was there illegally. Did the church stop and reflect if breaking laws of another country was a Christian thing to do? As always, self reflection was nowhere to be found. Not that they were ever welcome before, but the complaint was the country had decided to institute the death penalty on people smugglers. Typical jewish behavior, subvert a nation than SCREAM when that nation kicks you ass to the curb.

And there's many more such instance, these were just the more apparent ones. I highly highly doubt there is much that can be done for these relationships. Through the church enabling them, these womn think they are gods amongst men. Everything they decress is gospel. Their requests are demands that must be met. They dont want a husband, they want doormats, men who grovel to them. This has cemented my idea that modern churches are some of the most evil, vindictive, spiteful places in existence.

I'm no longer welcome at this church and was told my "advice" was problematic. I know im not perfect, and as i got more redpilled and older I held to my convictions. I realize that i was conditioned (and to a large degree, I accepted these conditions making me complicit). I made amends of my behavior to the kids, apologized. But now that Im awake, the road to help others is riddled with back stabbers, traitors, yes men, and all kinds of horrid influences. And yet, i will never give up the fight, and will never back down.

Sure, there's a lot of people dying and stuff over them. However, I can't help but think some of the original (pre COVID scare) variants were inert or useless. That's why the boosters were introduced, so that if you escaped the ramifications of the first shot, you definitely got the kill shot from one of the boosters. It saddens me some people were saved by the grace of God, took that blessing and just shat on it for some good goy points.

I know Pfizer number coded their vaccines so you could tell which bucket yours came from based off the initial number, it was either 2 or 3 that was the placebo. They definitely changed that at this point

When you think about it, with all the taxes out there, given 5 - 6 cycles of money all the money goes to taxes. Your initial pay is taxed around 30%, so that's the first 30%, and than the last 70% will eventually make its way to sales tax, car registration, state tax, local tax, excise tax, etc. And when you buy something, a large portion of that pipeline was also triple, quadruple taxed before it makes it to you. So all the money you get is taxed into oblivion, and than on top of inflation, the item you buy is also taxed into oblivion. Essentially 100% of the money you ever make will eventually go into taxes and then be pissed away on niggers

I had the pleasure of retrieving my car from asshole friend, with minimal pain and a title. Nothing overtly expensive or useful was traded, and the friendship is ended. Upon driving the car, i noticed something, the car drives 10 times better than my newer car ... like way better.

The thing is the car has no electronics on it, and any electronics it does have are analog lighting, no back up cameras, sensors of any kind. And the maintenance on it is super easy due to it having minimal, very generic parts. It's not worth that much right now, due to its age and condition. However, I have a feeling in the coming years with the EPA bullshit and crapola they will be throwing, these cars will make a comeback as being more reliable than the new overpriced horseshit.

Heck, the car has better acceleration, performance, handling and maintenance costs than 95% of the cars coming out today

Im lucky to still have a job, but the lack of cheap credit and free money has pretty much dried up the entire field. My one recruiter who has been employed for over a decade, who could actually do her job right, is being terminated this month. And even for those jobs hiring, they are being incredibly picky now on who they want to hire, not helped by ESG/DIE scores.