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I was visiting my ex-girlfriend in London for some reason. And first of all I noticed she had STDs. She gave me a bunch of cash on my way to the airport, bags of it. I had felt stranded with miss monkeypox or something and this was supposed to reassure me i would get home.

But while waiting for the vehicle that was supposed to take us to Heathrow, we were attacked by niggers. They took stuff but didn't notice the money bags. We were injured and I grabbed the money bags and started running toward the house which was right in view (and lol of course it was the house I grew up in).

But more niggers saw the money bag grab and gave chase. Some had fallen out and they were like seabirds on us. Got into the house. Now what. We were followed of course. What good is this house really? It delays assailants at best, little better than a car really.

They came in and shot my legs and I just asked them "shit man you think I have to go to the hospital?" Then I tried to get up and the pain set in

Woke up and went outside with coffee and it hit me. This is real. It is ending before me. Millions of militants have just been allowed over our border by a foreign government and both they and the government have nothing to lose by killing me. The police aren't there for us. We have been atomized. We need a hero and I don't even know what they need to do to inspire us to stop taking it. That hero can only come at the last possible minute. That is the way of things. Things do what they must.

We are going to experience the rawness my friends. The truly deserted and exposed state.

Then I went and had a productive day.

My mother in law is one of those nosy, arrogant assholes who constantly needs to be involved in everyone else's business. This cunt in law has done it all: lied, cheated, deflected, gaslighted, and used every emotionally manipulative jew tactic one can think of against me.

Most of it failed though. Instead, the mom decided it would be easier to emotionally manipulate the shit out of my wife instead. I guess it worked, since my wife no longer does any house chores, no real cooking, cleaning, or really anything. Heck, at this point my wife takes her mom's advice more seriously than my own, and telling her to fucking stop has netted no results. I suspect some kind of Stockholm syndrome, since my wife is now making excuses for her mom's behavior.

It almost seems like over the very short course of a year or so, my wife has been hyper radicalized by the mom to be some kind of liberal feminist asshole. And that's the thing, she used to be normal, caring and understanding but through the power of her mom's influence, she's become more useless than a nigger in a woodpile.

Equality and Russian-Ukrainian war

This war is most documented war ever (drones, go pro, smart phone footage)

Only one thing is missing....

There are no females on front lines. No women in trenches, no women in tanks. Zero injured in combat women in hospitals.

There are thousands stories, books, films about bravery and heroism of female soldiers.

They are totally useless in battlefield.

All stories are fake as fuck.

Calvinism is akin to mind poison. It inverts the principals of free will to guided will, making the assumption you can never be in control of anything. Because everything is under the control of God, salvation is granted to you. That job promotion? Wasn't you, or hard work, it was God. That cultural decline leading to all out collapse? God did it. It removes any sense of self and puts it back onto God. If you did something wrong, it was good because it's in God's plan. And since God's plan is perfect, you can go die in a hole for not understanding it. If you have no free will, everything is pre determined, and everything you do, have done, or ever will do has already been planned out for you.

This line of thinking is what has lead to the catastrophic universalism and appeal to apathy in the current church and believers. Let your society go to complete shit, because that's what God wants. Let migrants kill and murder whoever they want, and let your politicians rob you blind because trust the plan. It tricks the believer into thinking apathy and complete destruction of society is a good thing, whilst upholding any kind of moral or just law is verboten.

It leads to absolutely awful and one sided arguments that should never be. Get raped and are now pregnant? Forgive your rapist, and keep the baby. I've had believers openly tell me to force myself back into shitty situations because i was too harsh on the other person. I even had one go out of their way to NOT turn someone in who was embezzling tons of cash and committing fraud. Imagine someone telling you to go out of your way to accomodate criminals. This was at around the same time I started doing a much deeper study into the scriptures.

And this is a big problem, because this line of thinking is what turns a lot of people away from modern day Christianity. It's not the faith in God that people don't like, it's the asinine idea that the only way to please God is to throw away your country, throw out your heritage, throw out your ideals, and replace it with feel good virtue signalling nonsense. Rapists and child molesters belong in a wood chipper. They do not belong in a civilized society.

The thing is most people I know who are racially aware are very believing in God. They believe in the spiritual realm, and the concept of heaven, hell, evil, and good. Heck I would say those people have a much better understanding of who God is, than most sunday school christians.

A lot of times I feel like im hiding my power level at church meetings. I know the questions, and people are very happy by the answers I give. BUT if i deviate from the standard boilerplate questions, good luck getting any meaningful answers back.

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There were three toilet cubicles at work (and a urinal) and I noticed this big fat bloke from another Section would always use the middle cubicle while the rest of us would use the end ones so as to have a modicum of privacy and not breathe in the fumes from the contents of another man's bowels. Anyway curiosity got the better of me and I had a look at the middle cubicle thinking...maybe...the toilet seat was different or something and...it was spotless whereas the other toilets tended to have skid marks down the side of the bowl. So this dude was very smart. Essentially he had a private toilet. I now use this valuable knowledge in the shopping mall where I live which has three urinals. The middle one is always the cleanest. So I use it. Ok I feel I get dirty looks from the guys who need to stand right next to me and pee ("why can't the c..t use the furthest one f..king poof!") but wtf! It's nice not having to look at pubes sauteed in phlegm.

Dealing with liberal transplants is so fucking frustrating. They all have this idea that because they did something one way, it HAS to be done that way. And no amount of telling them no, this is not the case, ever deters them. Because they lack the capacity to think, they keep doing the same shit over and over and over again, failing predictably as one can assume. Do they learn? Hell no, they keep ramming their shitty beliefs down my throat because they never worked prior, so they must be done again and again until they do. The idea isnt the problem, its YOU that's the problem.

I had a favorite calculator i used for certain metrics for the bodies. I went back to it today and ... its gone. They deleted the page and the calculator no longer shows up. Instead you get bullshit articles about the metrics. They had tons of calculators and they shitcanned most of them. Cant have the goy doing their own analysis of their body metrics, best to indebt them with thousands of dollars instead

My church was all about praying for ukraine. When it came to Russia or NK it was bad bad bad, pray for their eradication and teach them to not go after the little guy. Didn't realize churches had become so fucking hyper political. I even asked why we can't pray for Russia or NK and was met with blatant hostility.

Heck, most of these retards dont even realize the US is using Ukraine for a proxy war, as if ukraine just happens to know how to use american made missiles and weaponry. Which then begs the question, where is ukraine getting its weaponry from? Nope, cant ask these questions, gotta protect Ukraine, israel at all costs and fuck you for noticing.

These fucking morons would pray to protect satan if they were told, and at this day and age they pretty much are. And the one thing i despise is this poverty mindset that's been recently being pushed. Live poor, live with nothing, be happy with less. I could understand telling people to not fall pray to materialism, but the message portrayed is NOT that. These churches operate in lock step with each other, nothing more than mouthpieces for the feds.

I looked it up because it is claimed kikes are the apple of God's eye. Nowhere in the quote does it mention current day jews, or anyone that can remotely be compared to modern day kikes. And yet ... most Christians will say something along the lines of jews being the chosen ones, being the apple of God's eyes, being special, having a covenant just for them. These same demented morons will claim universalism applies to everyone. So somehow God through Jesus made a covenant for ALL christians, but the covenants of the Torah are still in effect for jews? But then what's the point of supersessionism? God lied to the goy, to bless the jews? Then why did he curse the jews in Genesis? Plus, the goy are who enabled the creation of modern day israel, not the jews. The goy cursed themselves to a life of crime, miscegenation, murder, rape and outright theft of their own land by trying to "help" israel. But the modern day Christian is still deluded enough to think helping israel is the answer ...

And when you point this out, these people get downright hostile and angry at you like some kind of deluded freak. How the fuck is millions of goy dying to finalize talmudic prophecy have ANYTHING to do with Christianity?! Why does a Christian have to be nice to talmudic assholes who want you dead? Why do Christians have an incessant need to force impoverishment doctrine down my throat, as if the idea of having nice things makes me some kind of overly entitled asshole (i had made a post about giving jews what they want based off a conversation to this effect). Destroy your country, and let in millions of immigrants, forsake your land, because having boundaries and not wanting to get killed by niggers makes you a bad Christian. Now tithe you fucking piece of shit, because the OT is still relevant even though it's not, but fuck you for asking questions.

I mean, i already know what's gonna happen and what i have to do, but im still trying to give labels to the behavior. I've always held that anyone who has to tell you they have a certain quality, is guaranteed to NOT have that quality. I dont have to convince people i have integrity, people just know off how i interact and behave. The intervention went like so.

The mom will make an absurd claim. She'll then use that combativeness or rebuttal as proof that I'm being hostile/argumentative/etc. And then when she's pressed into the corner, she screams that she just doens't know better, or that she was trying to help. It's a push pull of saying absurd shit, and immediately back tracking against those same statements. However when she re tells the story, she removes half the context, keeps your reaction but negates to mention why the reaction was created in the first place. It's like punching someone and claiming they're violent for fighting back. And no one can ever hold her to account, because she never wants to talk about it and/or buries the topic.

This was done a few times, and it led to catastrophic results. Instead of taking any ownership over how her decisions could have influenced others, she blames the other person for being an idiot. She's like a weasel or a rat who evades at every turn. It's always mired in excuses, half assed non apologies, nonsensical psycho babble, complete non sequiturs, strawmans. Any shitty behavior is brushed off under the auspice of protection, security, etc. Fuck someone over, invade their privacy, erode their boundaries? Well think of the children you fuck, it's your fault for making me suspicious (yes, that was an actual argument used by the mom ... i was to blame for her being paranoid). It's like dealing with a fucking jew on steroids.

At this point, im gonna keep increasing the questions and accountability until they get rid of me. I know its gonna make for very uncomfortable situation but it needs to be done. I know my time is limited, so may as well go all out on exposing the mom as the piece of shit she is. Im sure this is gonna end horribly on my part. Im sure someone here will tell me this is a terrible idea, but my quest for truth knows no bounds.

I used to never hear gunshots, now I heard 6 of them last night. Can't wait to get out of this dump of a place