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It’s 3 am. It’s 20 degrees wtf lol.

You just never turn your heater on. Then you see how cold can it get inside. Last year I got my apartment down to 45. I was wearing the Eskimo robe. Shits so nice. So nice and fuzzy. I welcome the dying of nature. Bring on the ice and the misery.

I hate that shit. Some saying, some general saying people say to you. Strangers like to say it. “It’s get better” it doesn’t. It gets worse. People tell you to keep your head up. I hate that shit. Another one is “everything happens for a reason.” Oh is that what it is? Some higher power just looking out for me? It’s never gonna get better. It’s always going to get worse. The only change that’s gonna happen is it’s going to get worse and when you think you’re at the bottom guess what fuck you

Trump won. Right? She hates trump. We have a group chat me, mom, dad, her. Nobody said anything to her. All of a sudden a couple hours ago she starts spamming trump wouldn’t have done this law and order is done blah blah blah. I stopped reading it. I said if trump lost I wouldn’t be crying about it in the chat. I shouldn’t have said that. She spammed so much crap I don’t bother reading. I think there’s a chance she might not talk to us anymore over a fucking president. It makes me so sad. Bro insane. I’m shook up right now because of how nuts she is. She’s a successful person too worked for a congressman in dc now works as a lobbyist. TDS bro. I literally jist say I love you it’s ok if we different opinions and she just kept going. I just said again I love you: she just kept going. So I left the group chat, she invited me back in “what too sensitive?” I don’t even know what to say to her. What can you say to somebody that deranged. I never bring up politics to her ever and she comes flying in boiling with anger and hatred looking for a fight. Anyways. If anyone reads this. I’m just sad right now.

Is this some faggot shit. It feels like some gay shit. I drive the most generic fucking car. What kind of car? It could be anything it’s that generic, I hate when people compliment me on some bullshit. You wanna suck my dick? Is that what you want? I’d rather rig this car with explosives and drive this “super cool” car into an elementary school. Stfu, fuck you I’ll stab you in the neck and jerk off on your dying face you fucking faggot fuck fuck you

Floating around this planet around the galaxy around this infinite thing we call space. Floating and flying a million miles an hour into the void and we don’t know why. One giant mystery. Into infinity as far as we know. One continuous mystery. And still y’all won’t sent me yalls nudes. Bunch of fucking fags.

Being an adult is having all your free time sucked into a black hole . That’s what it is. The more free time you have the more childlike you are. Once all your off days turn into I gotta do this and this and fucking this then you’re truly grown.

I have this sinus thing going on. It’s ruuining my life. It’s hard to even explain. It’s been going on for 2 months. Iv gone to doctors 5 or 6 times and they say we don’t know. I’m not allergic to anything Iv never had allergies. I looked for mold I don’t see any. I don’t sleep anymore ever unless I’m black out hammered. I’m drunk now. I don’t even want to be drunk: I want to sleep. Iv cried a lot. Cause I’m losing my mind. Idk what to do anymore, I’m bitching cause I’m praying somebody has an answer and nobody does. Give me something give me something give me something give me something

I love yall.