I'm part of a dispensationlist church and holy crap, you'd think these people think death and destruction is a GOOD thing. They get overjoyed at the idea of their entire country going to shit. Mixed with suicidal apathy, and you'd think these people WANT to die. Such blatant lack of care for anything and everything. These assholes would fuck over their own kids to virtue signal to niggers. They'll help anyone but their own, going so far to outcast anyone who trying to maintain some sense in their teachings. And when their own kids hate them, and want nothing to do with their cultist bullshit, they think it's God teaching them a lesson. No, stop being a fucking retard and realize your kids hate you for forcing your virtue signaling, suicidal ideology onto them. An ideology where they need to endlessly sacrifice their money and time, only to get fucked over at every turn.
In experimentation with sleep cycles I've found myself waking up in weird states of mind.
Most specifically, sometimes I wake up and my mind is somehow unaligned with reality. And I have deep thoughts, and upon exploring those thoughts I can sometimes reach a state of what I would describe as a mental orgasm, a release of energy at where my neck where my head connects.
For example, some time ago I woke up in such a state in the middle of the night whilst undergoing my annual anti parasite schedule, and I forgot what the idea was but I had a complex idea. An unrestrained flow of thoughts. I verbally articulated it as if I was giving a speech. I never verbally articulate. When I concluded I had multiple pulsations of pleasure and energy in my brain stem.
In my dream states (asleep), I now often find myself creating energy balls from my hands like in dragonballz. I try it after I wake up and it never works. Similarly I find myself flying a lot.
As result now when I lay to sleep my body is immediately yearning for flight and mana balls.
How we are attracting these kind of people and through her I'm finding out that other business associates are rabidly anti-white, even my favorite white tough guy Caveman. People that I thought were on the level. I feel a little bit surrounded
I could start with the 1:00 a.m. partner meeting where I said nigger a lot, and faggot, specifically "can we get all these faggots and niggers away from our business?"
My partner doesn't love these words. She agrees with me on the essentials, but in the end these half-brown people are essentially deep down anti-white. I may as well have brought the city of Chicago with me down here.
They want to have a movie night because our new space is really good for it. But after what I've learned I can't watch a movie with these people.
The actual conversation at dinner, which Jesus Christ we shut the place down, I can't imagine what the people around us thought. I was told I remained even didn't say anything actually offensive. But boy being pro white in public it feels a little funny. I was asked why I ever challenged the girl at all and that's a valid point. We got each other on the defensive and it went on for a long time.
I had to kind of take apart this girls head and put our world in it. Eventually she had to understand that this is a spiritual war using america as resources. That we don't have time to educate the nigger out of every nigger. That fighting china is a real possibility and will require nationalistic energy that people with blue hair possibly dont have.
She is from Argentina I asked her what does she think of Chileans? And you can see her realize the racial reality of this world. We discussed Dominicans Mexicans actual Spaniards all the little shades of race. Koreans think I'm obliged to know what kind of Asian they are. They don't give a shit that I'm English. She started each one of these segments almost like a level one what is racism class. I was happy to oblige but it was kind of exhausting. I just wanted her out of the picture the whole time and judged her very harshly even though she was fairly diplomatic and curious.
what I actually learned is they know absolutely nothing. These young people they don't even know who Gandhi is. Picture it. They don't know what the Bantu are. They didn't know about Genghis Khan. They think white people make up 40% of the world's population. This is far from simply "not knowing about holodomor" (interesting. Spell check wouldnt autocomplete holodomor)
But it was pointed out to me later that the girl listened and learned and she could have rebelled and lashed out. She never called me a name she never attacked my sources. I was reminded that I was that way at their age.
Finally right before falling asleep I said "we are being annihilated. I'm tired of this shit." (This was preceded by a loud chest slapping seig heil accompanied by the words "so you know it isnt just a mood im in.")
I suppose that's all that's really happening. Fatigue. We have all taken various paths. Some of you have taken the right path. This is what it's like on the wrong path.
The options are to mic it which, the mic will hit feedback before you hit the proper volume. You cannot move away from the mic even an inch
Clip on mic. Maybe the best option but you have to get the expensive one
Install pickup - has to be a great pickup and then has to go through a pedal for processing. That is the route im taking. I've looked at it every way and cannot find an easier path. This is the guitar I like and I want to get it amplified.
Not real excited about drilling a hole. Putting it off as long as possible
Reporters should be quizzed about what they know more often.
It really shows most of them got their job because of the boyfriend of some male producer in some global homo Media company which shouldn't even have an FCC license for the airwaves and they absolutely know nothing about the things they talk about.
A US Army veteran who was killed in a road rage incident nearly four years ago was able to forgive the man who fatally shot him - thanks to artificial intelligence. Christopher Pelkey, 37, was shot dead by Gabriel Paul Horcasitas while on his way home from a church (hmmm) softball game before he was sentenced, the court heard from an AI-generated version of Pelkey himself. The heartbreaking AI video was created by Pelkey's sister Stacey Wales, who felt that the shooter needed to hear what the Army veteran would have told him.
