In experimentation with sleep cycles I've found myself waking up in weird states of mind.
Most specifically, sometimes I wake up and my mind is somehow unaligned with reality. And I have deep thoughts, and upon exploring those thoughts I can sometimes reach a state of what I would describe as a mental orgasm, a release of energy at where my neck where my head connects.
For example, some time ago I woke up in such a state in the middle of the night whilst undergoing my annual anti parasite schedule, and I forgot what the idea was but I had a complex idea. An unrestrained flow of thoughts. I verbally articulated it as if I was giving a speech. I never verbally articulate. When I concluded I had multiple pulsations of pleasure and energy in my brain stem.
In my dream states (asleep), I now often find myself creating energy balls from my hands like in dragonballz. I try it after I wake up and it never works. Similarly I find myself flying a lot.
As result now when I lay to sleep my body is immediately yearning for flight and mana balls.
Earlier this year I was relieved of numerous responsibilities and unregimented time made itself abundant.
When the skies were dark I began the experiment by seeing how long I could stay up and what cycle I would end up in.
I found that I began gravitating toward staying awake 18 hours and sleeping 10 or 12.
However, I later took a more freestyle approach laying my head down and closing my eyes any time I felt like it and the following pattern emergant:
Sleep 5-9 hours. Function 7 hours. Sleep 4-5 hours. Function 18 hours. Repeat.
I am seeking an ultimate sleep cycle as it has been long apparent to me the sun cycle is unoptimal for our biology. Once I have found something resembling such a sleep cycle I believe there is a way to implement it so it can fit with the standard sun cycle.
