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Sepultura - Desperate Cry. IMHO the best song from Arise. That fast double bass drum early, time signature changes. 1:47, then 1:59, 2:09, and so on. 3:18 that 10 second interlude hitting hard! 4:18 starts that "Metallica" solo part, 4:56 goes full "Megadeth". 5:35 out-row, HOLY SHIT! You know what voat, fuck it. I'm going to post weird and cool music and make comments until you ban me.

Those motherfuckers changed the whole web UI to be like the mobile UI they had a specific m.* link for. Open that shit on a 4K wide screen monitor and go blind with the massive white empty spaces on the sides.

Their argument https://www.mediawiki.org/wiki/Reading/Web/Desktop_Improvements/Frequently_asked_questions#Why_is_the_width_of_the_content_limited? says

Quote: >When reading short lines, readers don't move their eyes too much, use the eye's muscles less intensively, thus avoiding eye strain.
Narrow paragraphs allow readers to memorize new information better.
On websites, there should be between 35 and 100 characters per line. Numbers closer to the smaller end are preferred.
The overwhelming number of major websites have similar limitations on content width. For example: academic journals like Nature, news websites like The New York Times, government and intergovernmental websites like the United Nations, academic documents like LaTeX, and word processors like Google Docs and Etherpad.


That is the biggest dick slap in the face saying fuck you to users on a PC and wide monitor. EYES are a HORIZONTAL functioning sense. NOT a VERTICAL sense.

Sorry I had to rant about this shit. The "option" to create an account an log in is shitballs fucked up solution. Yes Wikipedia has some bullshit all over, but sometimes it is needed to look up information on who played drums on the first Nickleback album.

Not sure were to look and buy. Lantern, maybe light gas, and long lasting candles. I'm asking for places to buy LONG candles and gas lanterns. Prefer not amazon, but if the price can't be beat... you all know.

Preamble: I'm an only child. Mother passed 20 years ago, I'm almost 50. Main family is in a neighboring state, mother is buried in the family plot, there is one plot left. Family is 6 aunts, and their extended families. I'm the 2nd youngest in the entire family, and one of 3 total single people in the family.

So I had a tornado 5 minutes from my house yesterday. I didn't know until a work colleague asked me in M$ teams chat if I was ok. I don't watch TV or have media on. so I had to tune into TV and see the warnings (working from home obviously). Kind of stressful, especially because my home is all I have. Worked through the rest of the day, then sat in my recliner to have some drinks and binge some Gordon Ramsey shows I downloaded. Out of the blue one of my eldest aunts (89 years old I believe) called my cell. I only hear from her once every 2-5 years, and usually something bad happened. I was totally not in the mood, and let it go to voicemail. 10 minutes later another of my aunts calls me.

Turns out my step-father had sent a letter to them discussing the burial plot next to my mother. I love him, and he was more of a father to me than my real dad. I still speak and interact with him to this day 10x more than my real dad. Anyway, stressful day at work beyond the tornado, I'm expecting news of a family member passing. Nope, it's about all my aunts saying no to him being buried there, they want the plot to go to me. This plot is in a beautiful area, a place I do love, and the last one. It was purchased in the 1950's when my mother was a toddler. Grandma, Grandpa, Grandpa's brother, Uncle, and Mom and all buried there. One plot of the original 6 is left, and all my aunts rallied saying the plot is mine.

I've never spent a second of thought on where I might be buried. I was stressed about who died. Turns out is was a conversation a bunch of 85+ year old women I talk to about once every 2 years thought I should be buried at.

Have a few cocktails in you, and get that call / conversation. There's 30+ direct family members older, and much older than me. And they want me to have the last original family plot next to my mother. How do you process that? My step father was totally devoted to my mother, but in reality has no ties to the area. In fact he has more ties in Alaska, or another state where the family homestead was. He has 3 previous children all local to me and him now, and their extended families, heck he's a great-grandfather now.

Sorry for the ramble, just had to put it all out there. I'm pretty ok with getting the plot, it's just so random middle of the week, let's stress camelsmiller with another decision he wasn't ready for. PLEASE tell me this is a weird situation to be in or I'll go insane.

I've become obsessed with watching Gordon Ramsey's the F word. I know it's bullshit reality TV, but there is food and stuff. Skipping the lib horse tooth woman woman is ok, and makes for entertainment.

reddit formatting, that said I just got home today from an eye doctor for new glasses. She's a chink, but no accent, and could be kind of cute without the mask. So they have this new picture thing that takes an image of your eye like seriously bright light. They can see my floaters and stuff. After that there is this test. You look into a white square with a center tiny black square. I did it on Wednesday, but performed bad. I was at my PC screen all day for work, and maybe eyes tired.

NO I'm not being about the niggers with this. It's just a white giant background, and a small nigger square in the center. It's some kind of https://www.aao.org/eye-health/tips-prevention/visual-field-testing

Saturday morning, no eye fatigue, and new test... Turns out my left eye is pretty bad. So bad I didn't see a single wiggle line, and I'm being sent to an ophthalmologist for further investigation. "best case" scenario is it is genetic, or nothing to be concerned, "worst case" there is a tumor or something behind my eye causing trouble. I've had issues with that eye as long as I can remember, but never had a test this conclusive.

It is honestly terrifying. Losing sight would be a nightmare to me, and causes the depression, and everything else to compound. Yeah I know fuck me for being an alcoholic, probably diabetic, insomniac, and other shit. I know I've posted other depressing shit before, but this is a major blow. Rip me, hate me, I don't care. I just needed a place to say this shit.

I drink too much, that's a sleep assistant. With enough alcohol I can sometimes sleep 5-6 hours a night. Without I'll sped most of the night tossing and turning over random thoughts of literal stupid shit. I'll try and pretend I win the lottery, and what I'd buy. Other times I'll think about SHTF scenarios at my home, or maybe the new job I'm applying for... I've gone 3+ nights no alcohol even in the last 2 weeks, nothing changes. On long weekends like this I can smoke a pack of cigarettes in 3 hours just binging on documentaries. I KNOW I smoke and drink to much. Without alcohol I'm awake about every 2 hours with feet pain, and temperature problems. Lately I've been flinching awake when in a dream a wasp or stinging insect flies at my face. I can lucid dream 90% of the time. Those JERK awakes at 3AM, 5AM, or 7AM terrify me, and happen ALL the time. Get me agitated over all this BS, and for the last 48 hours I maybe slept 12 total, maybe 14 with the 2 hour uncomfortable nap today. Now I'm 3/4 drunk, HATE the world. but not sleepy like 100%. I want to smoke 10 packs of cigarettes, drink a gallon of vodka, and jerk off to creepy porn.

Adding a cover of the solo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7yW5BrquJ4

Drum cover it's SICK basically the song is one whole drum fill: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UPukYSeEFY

Naw, this is totally normal in a political state like we are in now.

My new favorite song

I was going to link to the newsmax story... but notice the stock photo used is a little white girl: https://www.newsmax.com/us/louisiana-baton-rouge-4-year-old-death/2022/04/23/id/1066925/

it's so easy to see. use https://globe.adsbexchange.com/ for an our and see. , If it fails, then what? An attack on that is outside the whole Ukraine thing.