In experimentation with sleep cycles I've found myself waking up in weird states of mind.
Most specifically, sometimes I wake up and my mind is somehow unaligned with reality. And I have deep thoughts, and upon exploring those thoughts I can sometimes reach a state of what I would describe as a mental orgasm, a release of energy at where my neck where my head connects.
For example, some time ago I woke up in such a state in the middle of the night whilst undergoing my annual anti parasite schedule, and I forgot what the idea was but I had a complex idea. An unrestrained flow of thoughts. I verbally articulated it as if I was giving a speech. I never verbally articulate. When I concluded I had multiple pulsations of pleasure and energy in my brain stem.
In my dream states (asleep), I now often find myself creating energy balls from my hands like in dragonballz. I try it after I wake up and it never works. Similarly I find myself flying a lot.
As result now when I lay to sleep my body is immediately yearning for flight and mana balls.
JD Vance had said that Christians should prioritize families over strangers. The new pope, before he was pope, disagreed trying to talk for Jesus. Any Christian that puts a stranger over their own family is not a Christian.
