My blood pressure is out control. Lost my job earlier this year. Have a warrant cause my crazy ex beat the shit out of me and I fought back. Alcoholic. Lost four animals in the space of three months. Have been getting dead friends showing up in dreams and giving me hugs while making me feel warm and like I'm being lifted. Ive lurked these places for a long time frome voat, to poal, conpro and here. I feel like I'm absolutely losing it. You're all just names but ya mean more to me than some of my irl friends. This is one of the only places I feel at home
The makings of this rut were the world ending, the music industry sucking, the resale industry being destroyed, not having a wife or children, being overweight from the drinking, being weak from an injury. Also life long heavy headedness. Heavy feet too. I have a huge head and huge feet but I think it's an attitude problem. Lifelong caffeine addiction, quick temper, general malaise yet anxiety.
Things that changed:
People started talking about Jews and that took a lot of pressure off me and made me feel less alone and less crazy. I begin to see that we may actually retake our lands and have Prosperity again
Quitting drinking was one part but I was still high and eating garbage all the time. Drinking caffeine until bedtime.
What suddenly happened:
Strengthened my injured arm, which ended the main symptoms which was in hand. A skin condition accompanied it. All gone.
Began pouring out half my coffee every time. Then started decaf. Suddenly I am down to less than half a dose of caffeine per day. I believe this is the main thing.
Stopped smoking pot first thing in the morning. Didn't buy anymore. Intend on Quitting in next day or so.
Stopped eating processed foods. Possibly the other big one. Today I went shopping and bought eggs, spinach, almonds, walnuts and orange juice. Stopped desserts, which were throughout the day. Just chicken and broccoli, no grain, sometimes a cheeseburger but bread is on the way out too.
This is all in past week. I lost only 5 pounds in 4 months of sobriety but 10 in 1 week of no junk.
Took zertec twice in attempt to fight mysterious headaches. Probably just ramped caffeine down too fast but I can't ignore the zertec. It may have helped me do the rest of the good work
Also: elden ring. There's a ps4 here. I just run around on the horse picking plants. Each plant leads to the next, you see it glowing and go pick it up for absolutely no reason, just ripping around on a horse. Mind is at rest but the little adventurer in me has something to look at. Once in a while slap a guy with my weapon. Don't care if he dies or anything. Awesome environment.
Ultimate result: I can look people in the eye much more easily, even beautiful women. I'm not a baby about needing pleasure or hating work. I fit into my cool clothes again. Feels awesome.
Quit everything. Go pure and get ready to fight. It isn't for no reason anymore. We are going to win.
Alcohol causes just about more problems than any other substance. Drinking and driving is a big deal and very inconsiderate of others.
It can be a tough decision to cut out something that helps change your headspace and cope with the world. I've been there before, think we all have at some point (at least those of us who have truly lived)
Cognitive dissonance can win but there needs to be long term sustained pressure. They need to keep getting reminded how they are forced to constantly lie by their left wing master.
The history books just assume we're all fucking imbeciles don't they?
First, we're expected to deny that jews are dominant in the banking and precious metals sectors. Then, if we find overwhelming evidence to the contrary, oy vey it's actually our fault for being racist against kikes and denying them the chance to work hard for their money thus forcing them into financial and jewelry schemes!
You'd have to be a true imbecile to fall for this line of absolute horse shit.
This is a recipe passed down by my family for at least 150 years. My French grandfather is from the swamps of Louisiana in a place called Yellow Bayou. He made it all the time and passed it down to my mother. She passed it down to me and my siblings.
This can be as spicy as you wish to make it but is full of flavor. This recipe makes enough to feed a large family and will still have leftovers. Enjoy!
You will need to use your largest pot (trust me), your largest frying pan plus a smaller pot.
First, dice a large eggplant, a head of celery, a large onion, a bell pepper and a bunch of green onions. Throw them in the large pot. Add a little oil and a quarter cup of water. Set the heat to medium.
In the small pot, put on 2 or three cups of rice to boil.
In the frying pan, add a full bag of pork sausage, such as Jimmy Dean and set the heat on medium. Start chopping at it until is is like ground meat. Flip it to ensure it is all browned. Then add it to the big pot. Now take a full pound of Polish sausage and dice it, then toss it into the frying pan. Brown it well, then put it into the big pot.
Stir the big pot every 5 minutes to get the veggies soft. And hereโs where you now add seasonings to taste. I add tabasco sauce, salt, pepper, cumin, garlic powder, oregano, basil, turmeric, rosemary, sage,and filet (the gumbo stuff). Basically every spice in my kitchen except cinnamon. Now stir them into the mix. Oh yes, check on the rice. When it is done, let it cool.
After an hour, set the big pot to simmer, stirring every 20 minutes. When you are ready to eat, find a big bowl. Add half the rice and an equal measure of the mix. Stir well and then put a small amount into a regular bowl for each diner. Enjoy! Once you realize what you have here is so unique and delicious, have more. It makes a meal for everybody in your house, and yes, you can put all the extra in a closed container in the refrigerator or freezer.
Shutting off water to 500,000 acres of farmland right after planting and just as the heat begins. This is a deliberate ploy to destroy the food supply.
Censorship would've prevented me from knowing the right thing to do.
I knew the vaccine was shit for a list of reasons. None of the reasons I list SAY the vaccine is shit, but they create a base knowledge. And every story of 2020 helped me build that, because I read them from the antisemitic point of view. I was able to instantly know the vaccine would kill people.
Scott Adams cannot digest that because he is tuned into curated information. He cannot even believe that we had information that added up to "millions will die".
McAfee told me not to get the vaxx way back in Feb 2020. Anyone that didn't take that seriously has no explanation for why they didn't. They simply didn't want to be part of "maga". In fact they wanted to be part of "covid survivors"
