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The makings of this rut were the world ending, the music industry sucking, the resale industry being destroyed, not having a wife or children, being overweight from the drinking, being weak from an injury. Also life long heavy headedness. Heavy feet too. I have a huge head and huge feet but I think it's an attitude problem. Lifelong caffeine addiction, quick temper, general malaise yet anxiety.

Things that changed:

People started talking about Jews and that took a lot of pressure off me and made me feel less alone and less crazy. I begin to see that we may actually retake our lands and have Prosperity again

Quitting drinking was one part but I was still high and eating garbage all the time. Drinking caffeine until bedtime.

What suddenly happened:

Strengthened my injured arm, which ended the main symptoms which was in hand. A skin condition accompanied it. All gone.

Began pouring out half my coffee every time. Then started decaf. Suddenly I am down to less than half a dose of caffeine per day. I believe this is the main thing.

Stopped smoking pot first thing in the morning. Didn't buy anymore. Intend on Quitting in next day or so.

Stopped eating processed foods. Possibly the other big one. Today I went shopping and bought eggs, spinach, almonds, walnuts and orange juice. Stopped desserts, which were throughout the day. Just chicken and broccoli, no grain, sometimes a cheeseburger but bread is on the way out too.

This is all in past week. I lost only 5 pounds in 4 months of sobriety but 10 in 1 week of no junk.

Took zertec twice in attempt to fight mysterious headaches. Probably just ramped caffeine down too fast but I can't ignore the zertec. It may have helped me do the rest of the good work

Also: elden ring. There's a ps4 here. I just run around on the horse picking plants. Each plant leads to the next, you see it glowing and go pick it up for absolutely no reason, just ripping around on a horse. Mind is at rest but the little adventurer in me has something to look at. Once in a while slap a guy with my weapon. Don't care if he dies or anything. Awesome environment.

Ultimate result:
I can look people in the eye much more easily, even beautiful women. I'm not a baby about needing pleasure or hating work. I fit into my cool clothes again. Feels awesome.

Quit everything. Go pure and get ready to fight. It isn't for no reason anymore. We are going to win.

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New global phenomenon folks. This is such a big deal and eventually it'll be recognized as such, I wouldn't be surprised if they start a new timeline like BC/AD, now it's gonna be AV After Vaccines

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That's disgusting, and the soap ruins your food or drink.

Since many of us are discussing our booze struggles, here is my nemesis, https://files.catbox.moe/3g8xub.png just waiting for me. I have been booze free since last Wednesday after a bad scare with hypertension and shortness of breath. But it's always when I'm feeling better that it feels like time for a drink...