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Never give them the satisfaction.

I think that there is comfort in the knowledge that at any moment we can cease to be. Whatever tribulations we face, whatever pain inherent in sentience, we have the power to erase at any time we choose. The void of oblivion surpasses all, and so it can be a great friend to walk with in life, to remind oneself that they, therefore, can surpass all.

I think about this concept nearly every waking moment.

And be forever known as a coward? Go back to those places and tell everyone along the way that Jesus was right about the jews instead - that will give you a lot to live for and laugh about along the way.

The strength lies in not having fear of death, I think.

Agreed. Them that wheeze about suicide being for cowards are the exact same fools that die while begging and crying for JAYSUS to "let me live!"....just one more minute, hour, day, etc. One would think true believers would be anxious to sit on clouds, strum harps, and wait for a turn to lick the toejammy from HIS feet! One would invariably be wrong.

Long ago I worked at a 'retirement home' (actually a old folks warehouse their greedy adult kids stuck them in!), and saw many a fool not die with a beatific smile on their face. Each one went out with the standard look of horror....the xtians should of by now patented! Ten years ago I was condemned to spend two days and three nights at an ICU for pneumonia. My roomie was another of these cowardly xtians, who spent every waking minute crying for LARDY to let him live. Nothing has changed. Still scared shitless of dying. The truest mark of cowardice is to endure a slow 'natural' death of agony, because some god or shitty religion demands it....or because one is too damn spineless to circumvent it. Real courage is flipping the bird to outside forces, choosing your own departure time and method, staring death in the face, then making the leap without hesitation or regret. That is true bravery the sheeple will never know, nor even slightly understand.

Nah.

❤️ stay strong

shit can get heavy sometimes. even for me. I have always been an oak but lately everything is fucked. I'll pray for you.

Stop talking like this. You’ve posted that you have children and are a widow. Would you really want to orphan your kids?

I just can't take anything anymore. It's not that I don't see the flaws in my logic, or the fact I might go to hell. I just can't imagine a pain worse than this. I am sure it exists, and I hear you all. I just say, i think it is the option that makes more sense, for a flawed and useless woman like me.

call 911 if you feel like ending your life. may God grant you the peace that you seek. amen

what kind of career? i'm curious. and no suicide is not an option. specially if you are a christian. you will end up in hell because only God decides when and how you ought to go.

yes existence can be terrible but even when its bad there's a reason for it. we might not see it but we all are playing a role on this planet. all human souls have value to the creator even those that we might deemed unworthy or inferior.

the creator doesnt think like you and i. thank God for that

Anecdote huh?

Super

Exist out of spite.

Before doing this, tell us what it is that has you down. You are not as trapped as you have convinced yourself that you are.

We all have struggles. TELL US ABOUT YOURS, PLEASE.