There's no light at the end of the tunnel, there isn't even a tunnel. The best thing I can do is get drunk and listen to classical music. Or sleep and wait for death to get closer. Leaving this will not be a horrible thing. Yet I'm glad, somehow, that I threw my words in the air: confetti, celebrating nothing.
I’m gonna try to put on some muscle mass. Maybe take classes in some kind of combat sport. Something where I lose a lot. Something physically strenuous and challenging.
You should watch fighting. It’s beautiful. Aside from all the normal shit like family/friends whatever. Fighting is my favorite thing. Watching people try to physically and mentally break each other, blood spilling, bones breaking, the crowd roars some primal thing in all of us. God I love it so much. It’s so intimate and violent and pure. So simple and so complicated. It’s glorious. One day I’ll be dying and I’ll be very upset cause there’s gonna be some fight coming up and I know I’m gonna miss it cause of goddamn cancer or something. It’s my therapy.
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Merry Christmas you freak. I mean that sincerely.
Any resolutions for 2025 or ya gonna stick to the same old formula?
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Sand nigger: I can’t think with this rag on my head
Taco nigger: I think I can mow a yard and rape a child before noon
Chink: I was told what to think
Kike: I think satan loves me
Nigger: I think ima steal a bike
Pig: if I only had a brain