I sorta wanted to be a cop as a kid. I didnt care what my job was so long as I was doing my part to make the world better for others. I was willing to take on the dangerous and thankless so long as a stranger was safe and happy. Adulthood is the accumulation of many small deaths.
[ - ] oldblo 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 00:37:33 ago (+1/-0)
I didnt really have that issue. I had a... colorful youth and a good mind once upon a time. While lacking experience my comprehension was quite good albeit heavily tinted with overestimating humanity and the world as a whole. Perhaps my view of things still is. I did however come to find the songs I didnt understand were often indirect or euphemistic references to drugs or sex.
I knew what you meant the first time and more often than not knew how something would feel before I experienced it. Im an oddity and always have been. Accept it and move on.
[ - ] oldblo 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 02:06:08 ago (+1/-0)
Well they were aiming in the wrong direction if thats what they wanted. Im also disinterested in relating to someone who downvotes the moment they feel bad over me casually talking. I dont feel as if I acted as one nor was it my intention to do so. I said I was an odd one. Nothing I can or desire to do about it if people dislike that or assume things about me based on the nature of others.
Im not real sure what you would mean by that. I agree with the humans should have harmonious unity part but that is simply implausible. For the second part im more or less saying im not going to do deep soul searching the moment someone gets incomprehensibly bothered by my existing as I am. Ideally such things would be preemptively avoided but thats not plausible nor am I willing to eternally tiptoe around everyone. I dislike upsetting others and put in a bit of effort to avoid it but should it happen so be it.
I tried the whole being a common human before. My conclusion is its debasing in addition to something I cant pull off even if I try. Phrasing it poorly here but it also wouldnt be done for me either but for those who lack the same respect and tolerant nature towards me that I am typically willing to show them. I can only hope people overlook minor differences or mind themselves as I often try to do for others.
[ - ] Kozel 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 03:50:28 ago (+1/-0)
yeah, I really wanted to be a cop too. I wanted to do good and bring order. I thought cops were great. I don't think that anymore, but I still want to be a cop and do good and bring order. I just know thats not how things work.
[ + ] beece
[ - ] beece 11 points 2.4 yearsDec 18, 2021 19:59:27 ago (+11/-0)
[ + ] parrygrin
[ - ] parrygrin 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 02:43:16 ago (+1/-0)
Australian Rules Footballer.
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[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 10 points 2.4 yearsDec 18, 2021 19:24:07 ago (+10/-0)
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[ - ] Cantaloupe 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 00:27:20 ago (+1/-0)
Maybe the should consider why they're beating civilians.
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[ - ] Fascinus 8 points 2.4 yearsDec 18, 2021 19:50:58 ago (+8/-0)
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[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo 2 points 2.4 yearsDec 18, 2021 23:58:18 ago (+2/-0)
I was willing to take on the dangerous and thankless so long as a stranger was safe and happy.
Adulthood is the accumulation of many small deaths.
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[ - ] deleted 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 00:23:04 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 00:37:33 ago (+1/-0)
I did however come to find the songs I didnt understand were often indirect or euphemistic references to drugs or sex.
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[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo -1 points 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 01:18:15 ago (+1/-2)
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[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 02:06:08 ago (+1/-0)
I dont feel as if I acted as one nor was it my intention to do so.
I said I was an odd one. Nothing I can or desire to do about it if people dislike that or assume things about me based on the nature of others.
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[ - ] ScheduledSuicide 0 points 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 02:34:15 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo 0 points 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 02:54:21 ago (+0/-0)*
I agree with the humans should have harmonious unity part but that is simply implausible.
For the second part im more or less saying im not going to do deep soul searching the moment someone gets incomprehensibly bothered by my existing as I am.
Ideally such things would be preemptively avoided but thats not plausible nor am I willing to eternally tiptoe around everyone. I dislike upsetting others and put in a bit of effort to avoid it but should it happen so be it.
I tried the whole being a common human before. My conclusion is its debasing in addition to something I cant pull off even if I try.
Phrasing it poorly here but it also wouldnt be done for me either but for those who lack the same respect and tolerant nature towards me that I am typically willing to show them. I can only hope people overlook minor differences or mind themselves as I often try to do for others.
[ + ] Kozel
[ - ] Kozel 1 point 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 03:50:28 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] oldblo
[ - ] oldblo 0 points 2.4 yearsDec 19, 2021 04:01:01 ago (+0/-0)
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