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Being pleased with war awakened something in me the other night. It awakened the opposite - i finally remembered not being like this, like a mirror popped up in my mind. . I started out disgusted by violence. I have gone completely around.

submitted by Saintdindufromthelandofnuffins to MillionDollarExtreme 8 hoursJun 18, 2025 09:31:36 ago (+2/-2)     (MillionDollarExtreme)

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To try to re explain the title, I suddenly remember the way I was at 18. But I did not remember it until I hit the point of being pleased with war. At that moment and ever since that moment there has been a mirror. My reaction to my new tolerances, the things I'm able to imagine and Digest, my real reaction is that oh my God I must have been possessed by a demon. The actual demons in my life have been women and marijuana. If too many women and marijuanas can take 1998 me and make him tolerate all this shit, then damn.


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[ - ] Crackinjokes 0 points 7 hoursJun 18, 2025 10:05:43 ago (+0/-0)

Jews love violence. Jews are suicidal. Jews deeply hate who they are which is why they are always so angry. That's why they get plastic surgery because they hate the way they look and they hate the way they are.

So when you engage with Jews and violence they actually love it and they think they're winning even if they're not winning but many times they do win.

What Jews fear the most is complete disengagement from jews. This is why they're passing laws against boycotting israel. They know the greatest threat to their power is people boycotting them economically. Jews cannot survive on their own. There are parasitic species and if you cut off the blood supply to Jews they can't survive. This is why Jews always start wars when anti-Semitism is rising to its proper levels and people are recognizing the Jewish problem. Jews love violence.

So think before you start to think about choosing that path. It just goes right into what Jews want. Instead sped the energy organizing boycotts of Jewish businesses and Israel and spreading the word that boycotts are the answer because they are it's the thing that Jews fear the most

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 7 hoursJun 18, 2025 10:51:17 ago (+1/-0)

Jews love violence. Jews are suicidal. Jews deeply hate who they are which is why they are always so angry.

I don’t even believe this. I think they are hyper-ideological and hyper-self-interested. They have no objectivity— in this they are like a nigger. So they will commit violence (or more likely pay gentiles to commit violence on their behalf) on anyone that opposes their interests.

What Jews fear the most is complete disengagement from jews.

Because then they would have to work real jobs and not live off others.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 7 hoursJun 18, 2025 10:46:52 ago (+1/-1)*

The actual demons in my life have been women and marijuana.

😈😈😈😈😈😈

I was not like this at 18. I was an idiot. I cared about pleasing people (an unfortunate habit among many young women which I have finally cast off!) I held opinions for the wrong reasons. I like intelligent cynical angry old me better than stupid naive young me. The young and naive get played.

I don’t like violence. I don’t like to watch people die. But I acknowlege that it may be the last viable option.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 1 point 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:04:21 ago (+1/-0)

"How can I make this post about meeeeeee!!!"

Wahmen moment. No one asked.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:15:11 ago (+0/-1)

What I was doing is called relating. What you are doing is called attention seeking.

NPD.exe

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 0 points 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:41:39 ago (+0/-0)

What you are doing is something called "She-laborating". No one asked, no one cares.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:47:54 ago (+0/-1)

What you are doing is something called narciss-splaining. Also known as Cluster-Belaboring. No one who knows you could ever love you.

bald... orbitter..... franzia.... le reddit, beep boop

Time to reboot. NPD.exe is hanging.

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 0 points 5 hoursJun 18, 2025 12:24:16 ago (+0/-0)

Hey look at that, lame copycatting of what I just typed. Helena moment.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 5 hoursJun 18, 2025 12:51:18 ago (+0/-0)

Awesome comeback. Definitely did not seem pathetic and underwhelming at all. 😬

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 0 points 4 hoursJun 18, 2025 12:53:04 ago (+0/-0)

Which gimp hand did you type that cope with?

[ - ] Sector2 1 point 4 hoursJun 18, 2025 13:37:35 ago (+1/-0)

Watching the connection between behavior and consequences being validated can at least be somewhat satisfying. "All is right with the world."

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 2 hoursJun 18, 2025 15:11:10 ago (+0/-0)

I am almost always disgusted by violence. It makes me feel ill. Even if I feel like its deserved. Not so much mild violence but life threatening violence, maiming, killing, disgusts me. I can see how a punch in the face would be satisfying.

[ - ] Gowithit 1 point 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:16:43 ago (+1/-0)

Back then you didn't realize they would kill you in a second.

[ - ] Saintdindufromthelandofnuffins [op] 0 points 6 hoursJun 18, 2025 11:19:50 ago (+0/-0)

This is true

[ - ] Love240 0 points 4 hoursJun 18, 2025 13:00:26 ago (+0/-0)

lol, sure, buddy, 'the marijuanas' made you do it!