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Hit them ole knees
There is no option number 2.
Or......keep listening to the looser cures of failure and relapse.
STOPPING A BEHAVIOR DOESNT REQUIRE TWELVE FUCKING STEPS!
Those are the demons that prolong the issue with failures and setbacks,as seen as offered options within these type threads.

You are probably beyond using willpower alone to beat this. It's got a hold of you, and without the help of other people it might be impossible for you to quit alone.

Fuck shame, you messed up. Admitting you need help is bigger than going down the same dead end.

Make some calls to some treatment centers in your area. See if you can find a NA (narcotics anonymous) meeting to attend. Ask professionals in your area who work with addiction. While uncomfortable, putting your life in the hands of others for a little while may be what you need, even if it's not what you want.

It's hard to believe right now, but there's a bright future on the other side of addiction. I got clean from alcohol 4 years ago and my life is so much better for it.

I'm glad you are asking for help.

On the plus side if you find yourself going to rehab and plethora of government programs will be opened up to you.

Need a house? A job? A car? Done.

Good luck, I'm sorry your friend was a nigger you probably weren't hiding it as well as you thought find someone in real life to go with you to a clinic and help you get help.

You will never quit if you don't want to so your cry for help is actually a good thing b/c it shows you are aware and interested in not being a slave anymore.

I had alcohol problems but was able to abstain for over a year and now I don't even enjoy it anymore (almost 20 years now). I still have other demons but they are not as dysfunctional as the booze.

Much like anything else in life, motivation is fleeting. You need discipline to make a change.

A lot of different kinds of advice on this post. You will need to find what works for you but I know you can do it.

Crack is a nigger drug. If you're doing crack, you've hit rock bottom. Either clean up your life immediately or die.

Good on you for writing this and asking for help. I respect that. You clearly understand that you need to stop. All you need to do is not do any(crack) today. That’s all. Keep that mindset every single day and only focus on getting past today. After enough todays go by, you won’t want to let yourself down by fucking it up. It all starts today. If you have phone numbers of people that you can get it from, you need to break up with those people. Delete their numbers, ghost their calls if they call. You must distance yourself from it physically. You only need to get through today. When you wake up tomorrow, you only have one more day to get through. I dont care what it is, if you can make it thirty days, you are home free. Only the first week will suck. The other three weeks just make you feel better and have more respect for yourself again.

It’s just one day bro. You can do this. Don’t be a fag.

it's so easy to quit drugs. just stop doing them.

I know from experience, and you can quit in one day. Not only do I not feel sorry for drug addicts, but I fucking hate them because I know how easy it is to quit. They (YOU) just don't want to and it's PATHETIC.

I was hooked on the shit back in the late 80s because my brother was a dealer. It took him being thrown in jail and my supply to dry up to quit. I was pulling up rugs and moving couches to look for a tiny crumb. The Parmesan cheese joke about Hunter is no lie.

I don’t have any real advice, other than not buying it and having it around. Good luck

You just stop.
Thats how it ends.

One way or another.
Choose.

two weeks vacation in iceland

why iceland?

everybody speaks english, but you wont find any drugs.

You might enjoy Mike Lindell’s book What Are the Odds? I listened to it on Audible a couple years back late one night while building a bed frame. He talks about he used to drink and just do coke like a normal person but eventually him and all his buddies started smoking crack.

Not saying it’s a textbook on how to quit, but it could help motivate you and let you know that you don’t suffer alone.

For your sake, I hope you keep fentanyl test strips. These days, I wouldn’t touch any street drug. Friends cousin died from fentanyl. He was a decent man and they found him with two spent injections of narcan. Heroin addict.

Fuck if I know what you can do. I got lucky I suppose, and had a friend try it once. He told me, "that shit is powerfully addicting" and he barely got off it it from his one time try.

Good luck fren, certainly acknowledging you have an issue is the fist step on a long hard road.

Just stop doing it lol