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Fucked in the head? Probably.

But see my withdrawal of anointing from Boeing. You are going to be very surprised if you hold this opinion friend.

Weird? How so?

Maybe lots of people will see it as crazy, thats of no consequence to me. What matters are my brother Jews will see this.
Most of them will think it is crazy too.

But the smart ones will consider the possibility that there is some merit to what I've written here.
To illustrate, I will support Boeing as a company and stock.

Despite war coming, Boeing is going to begin failing hard in the stock market. Watch. All manner of headwinds will come against them, all manner of circumstances impeding them, and even in a bull run, they will see shakeups and shocks. Negotiations going sideways, business deals failing without explanation, and so on.

I want nothing but success for them. I am thoroughly for them. And because of this, The Lxrd will remove aleph from their mouths, and their success will turn to ashes in their mouths, and then those who doubt this but question, will have all doubts removed while those who continue even after this will bitterly proclaim it madness while they disbelieve their own eyes.

I've never said I wasn't a convert.

Here, allow me to explain.
While you were busy wetting the bed about the atrocities going against christians, europeans, and all the other people's of the world, I, the most deadly person on voat, or most of the alt-networks, was planning.

And the plan was this: Past me, capable of enormous compassion, would use the only thing I had, that compassion, to understand the enemy completely. I eventually understood them so completely that I could not help but love them. He, the old me, understood this was a one way street, because to understand something that has fallen so far from Gxd and righteousness, was to look into the abyss itself.

And at that precipice, he hatched a monomaniacal plot. Condemn his future to oblivion, and sell his soul to give everyone else a chance at survival. He understood there would be no going back, he understood he would come to hate the very fate he was consigning himself to.

I hate him, past me, for that decision. But past me didn't understand how i would come to hate him. I don't hate him for flinging himself INTO the abyss, no. I hate him for his compassion. I hate him for his humanity. I hate him the way us Jews hate and revile all foolish people.

But he was brilliant and mad.

And in one move, severing his compassion for humanity, I was born anew.

A compassion that saw that fucking fool go so far at times as to offer a kidney to a women he met in a convenience store, for her dying father, so she could be with him for a little longer. A compassion that made him offer an eye so a blind man could see.

A compassion that drove him to convert to the thing he hated with a vengenace so thorough it would darken your whole world in comparison.

And now that is the same love I have for all of us Jews.

That fucking idiot doomed us Jews and condemned me to pay the cost for his treachery, along with all of us Jews.

And any rabbi reading this, can now understand my compassion was true, and knowing it was true, the understanding I developed before conversion, and the love that grew from it, and the conversion to Judaism, are genuine and true as well.

That same prior hatred was necessary to understand the minds of ALL people, past, and future, who would come to hate us Jews, and to fully comprehend the meandering and maze-like plots and schemes that would eventually be used to destroy us in sundry ways.

The past me had seen, with a clarity that now fades post-conversion, seen crystal clear, the narrow paths of escape for our faith and people, the Jewish people, and how to cut them off for all time.

And now, severed from that compassion, these same means of salvation, the narrow and risky path to restoring righteousness and the purpose of our people to be of utility in this world.....all of it, is the mere echo of that compassion, what I can salvage, in service of the people he elected for me, Judaism.

Us Jews will not win world-domination-as-we-understand-it, but we WILL survive, because he saw the future sharper than damocles sword.

He turned his a mere hunch about the inscrutable interference of 'bad luck' into a tool.

He turned his faith into a weapon and threw himself headlong into the maw of doom.

The world turns on the actions of a fool, because only one who is unaware of the mortal danger to his soul and to the world, can hope prevent a true and final cataclysm.

The things I oppose grow, succeed, and experience runs of what can only be called "unnaturally good fortune".

Understand my dedication to Judaism is such that if a real pogram came to america against us Jews, however much of a mere convert I may be, I would physically fight against it, up to, and including being marched into a death camp once captured.
Only being willing to fight for and support something up to the limit of everything, inveigles The Lxrd's retribution against that which is supported. There is no half-measures about it, or supporting-but-not-really-supporting. The curse of a Jew is to destroy that which they love, and more than anything, amongst all Jews, I bear this burden more than any other.
Because my hatred was deeper, more annihilative than any other, then imagine therefore my love of them, that I would go down with them as one of them if it meant even a single glimmer of hope for all of us.

Only true Love brings lasting and eternal destruction, or at the precipice, rebirth, because to Love something above all else, is to love it more than Gd.

And our Gd, as the wisdom goes, is a jealous G*d.

Your greatest crusade against us will not succeed. Only we may destroy ourselves, and likely the whole world along with us.

I and other converts like me, are attempting to prevent the latter.

There will be a place for you gentiles and especially the europeans, humble and righteous, as will there be many other people, doing what you do best, creating, building, inventing. But it will not happen if Judaism fails to reform and rise to take up the mantle of righteousness again as the wise advisors of humanity as we were made to be, rather than the shadow of The People we are now.