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Why is life like this?

submitted by GreenSaint to whatever 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:08:10 ago (+0/-0)     (whatever)

I can’t even do the simple things. Like sleep. One of the simplest things for an human to do. All I want is to sleep. I started working out again and it’s mostly helped. Hours in the gym till I can’t run anymore. Trying to run till i can’t stand anymore. 3-4-5 hours just running. It sucks and I love it. I sleep like a baby. My bitch ass knees can’t keep up. I blow my knee out. Now I can’t do anything. Now I can’t sleep. Is this what life is? Is it just hell? Little hells. Big hells. Destined to lose for no reason. I can’t get on a normal schedule so I justt let everyone down. wtf is this bullshit existence I fucking hate it.


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[ - ] ImplicationOverReason 3 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:36:24 ago (+3/-0)

All I want

All implies need...each one within needs to resist wanted temptations.

I started working out

EN'ERGY, noun (Greek work) - "internal or inherent power"...consider being within work aka in-between (life) start (inception) and finish (death) of an ongoing process.

Destined to lose for no reason

Reasoning (win vs lose + for vs against + yes vs no) tempts one to ignore self discernment as temporary growth (life) within ongoing loss (inception towards death).

Furthermore; a jew suggests progressivism (destiny; destination) to tempt gentiles to ignore perceivable origin for suggested outcomes.

what life is?

Resistance within velocity; temporary within ongoing, reaction within action; growth within loss; form within flow, ray within light; wave within sound etc.

In short...energy. What else could sustain being?

in the gym

Gym (exercise) nastic (naked) + Exercise; noun - "work"...notice that life coming in (inception) and out (death) of origin implies naked, hence the need to shelter.

In short...instead of IN the gym, try exercising OUT of your comfort zone.



[ - ] WNwoman 2 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 11:49:15 ago (+2/-0)

If you can’t work out right now at least still get outside in nature. If you can’t walk, just sit outside in the sun. Eat healthy. When the sun goes down take a shower, lay down and read. No screens. Keep reading till you pass out. Or listen to a podcast.

[ - ] GreenSaint [op] 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 12:14:33 ago (+0/-0)

Thanks

[ - ] namefagsrgay 1 point 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 12:37:01 ago (+1/-0)

Same. Blew my knees out riding my bike like it was my job. Now everything else sucks and I can't ride.

[ - ] DitchPig 1 point 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 11:41:57 ago (+1/-0)

The First Noble Truth is, " Life is suffering".

[ - ] DukeofRaul 1 point 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:16:01 ago (+1/-0)

Its the CMES we will be ok. Get a faraday cage and run electricity through it. Be sure to wear silicone over your head too.

[ - ] GreenSaint [op] 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:22:02 ago (+0/-0)

You got any dogs? Can you send me pictures of your dogs if you have any?

[ - ] namefagsrgay 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 12:43:18 ago (+0/-0)

His hotdog?

[ - ] bosunmoon 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 16:06:11 ago (+0/-0)

You're paying for all the dicks.

[ - ] FacelessOne 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 15:52:12 ago (+0/-0)

Running is not for Apex Predators.

Thanks for providing evidence by ruining your knee.

Running is for fags.

That is all.

[ - ] GreenSaint [op] 0 points 10 monthsAug 21, 2024 17:42:23 ago (+0/-0)

Iv been riding a bike. I hate it. 3-4 hours real high resistance but it doesn’t feel hard and I can only sweat so much

[ - ] __47__ 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 12:44:33 ago (+0/-0)

I've had success with ashwagnada root supplements.

[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:57:26 ago (+0/-0)

I can't sleep either right now, it fucking sucks. It's stress for me, because of my DUI I don't get a day off. I have to do court ordered rehab 34 hours a week. It's all the way the fuck on the other side of town and I can't drive, so I'm spending a shit load of money I don't have on Uber. Thank fuck I have insurance, otherwise that shit would be almost $1000/week. Instead it's only $500 in medical bills a week. That's more than what I'm making right now. To add to that there's probation, all the fuck the way on the other side of town. I have to go there randomly once a week to piss in a cup, and I have to wear an ankle monitor that detects alcohol consumption. That shit's only $5/day and $200/month monitoring fee. Then there's work, work sucks. I'm working at the bottom of an industry that I have 20+ years experience in for shit money. I have to work the most fucked schedule so I can fit in the court ordered rehab. I had to give up two other really good jobs the day after I got the DUI because of transportation issues.

So yeah, my sleep schedule is all over the place, I'm being publicly shamed, I'm being treated like a nigger, and I'm fuckin worse than broke. I can't fucking sleep. I don't even care about not drinking, I just want a fuckin day off. It's probably driving me insane and I really don't know if I'm going to make it through. If I could just take the jail time and be done with it I would, but if I violate I get 275 days in jail and everything starts over.

This ain't living.

[ - ] Sector2 1 point 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 13:01:55 ago (+1/-0)

This ain't living, that ain't working.

Look at the bright side. You're not featured in one of those "turned a DUI into a felony" videos. But yeah, that sucks. Check off the days on your calendar until it's over and never do that again.

[ - ] SirNiggsalot 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:53:05 ago (+0/-0)

Would u like some dick pics to make u feel better faggot ?

[ - ] big_fat_dangus 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:52:26 ago (+0/-0)

Learn 2 git gud sucka

[ - ] ButtToucha9000 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:43:53 ago (+0/-0)

Saint you have schizophrenia and you need to go see someone about it and get some meds. That's not an attack or a joke that's legit concern for you. Seriously, I've seen the cycling many times. Go talk to someone.

[ - ] Gowithit 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:17:52 ago (+0/-0)

"normal" schedule

thats for moms that give their kids melatonin.

[ - ] GreenSaint [op] 0 points 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:23:34 ago (+0/-0)

No it’s what’s the world runs on. My
Family
Who wants me there and I keep not showing up. Not passing out at 11 am waking up at 10

[ - ] Gowithit 1 point 10 monthsAug 19, 2024 10:33:38 ago (+1/-0)

This may be difficult to hear but if you cant find it in yourself to be there you didnt want to be there in the first place.