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Dox myself before the end

submitted by Panic to TellUpgoat 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:03:12 ago (+82/-1)     (TellUpgoat)

My diabetes in my old age is wrecking a toe on my left foot. In my family, nobody dies with two feet. It's generational and always end with a massive heart attack (done, plus quadruple heart bypass). then a weakened heart unable to pump blood to the feet lets the rot begin. I am there now. I have a toe rotted to the bone.

So I dox myself, that is, I am taking Doxycycline in a probably futile effort to save the foot. Be lucky to only lose a toe. If the MRI comes back saying that the infection is gone deep, I will just go home with no surgery. I have already taken actions against the inevitable. Contacted all the relatives and and will be driving back to New Orleans to have agoing-away party. Everything is in the wifey's name. One the way back home (Florida) we will spend a day at Fort Walton Beach where that quartz crystal sand may freely enter the gaping wound and I intend to leave it there.

Donating my body to science to save on the cost of a friggin' funeral nad burial. And finally, I just want to say a fond farewell to all you wonderul goats. I was on old Voat and Poal back in the day, and it's opened my eyes more than you might believe. Thank for the education and comraderie. I'll be thinking of you when I breathe my last.


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[ - ] beece 20 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:29:12 ago (+20/-0)*

Don't check out. I suspect (but don't know) that this will help: Get a copy of the Zone Diet. It will extend and improve your life. Good luck bro. We're all headed there sooner or later. Best of luck and thanks for being a comrade here.

Like: "The Anti-Inflammation Zone: Reversing the Silent Epidemic That's Destroying Our Health (The Zone)"

[ - ] Panic [op] 9 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:32:48 ago (+9/-0)

sure do wish I'd known about these things a decade ago. Thanks!

[ - ] we_kill_creativity 14 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:50:56 ago (+14/-0)

You know, I know a lot about natural health and things you can do to correct this. Do you have any interest in fighting this?

[ - ] Panic [op] 12 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:55:08 ago (+12/-0)

I'm doing all I can, but you sure have my attention. Go on...

[ - ] Lophan 18 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:28:29 ago (+18/-0)

Sugar and carbs, cut it out completely.
Veggies and meat.
It's fucking hard, carbs are everywhere and in everything.

Lose the toe save the foot, eat better.

[ - ] NeedleStack 11 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:43:56 ago (+11/-0)

Agree with all except for the veggies; especially spinach, broccoli, and celery. They're too high in nitrates and nitrites compared to meat. Read on here: https://www.diagnosisdiet.com/full-article/meat

[ - ] Lophan 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:10:42 ago (+3/-0)

Fuck man, I like broccoli and spinach.

[ - ] No_way_oy_vey 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 11:50:02 ago (+3/-0)

/u/Lophan, /u/NeedleStack,

This doctor makes a case for how the medical industry got it wrong (a plausible tale). He says Nitrates are actually good for you and fuel your ability to produce nitric oxide, thus improving cardiovascular health.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGVLqLxAl0I

I don't have the ability to confirm his information but you may find it interesting.

[ - ] SilentByAssociation 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 11:51:19 ago (+2/-0)

High oxalate content and high in carcinogens (see Dr. Anthony Chaffee).

[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 8 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:25:31 ago (+8/-0)

Diet is key in this situation. It sucks for the first few weeks but ya get used to it. Just fast for 18 hours a day and have an eating window of 6

[ - ] rhy 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 05:59:24 ago (+6/-0)

This. Except fast 23 hours a day and then eat one big meal.

[ - ] GreatSatan 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:33:29 ago (+6/-0)

I have just about kicked out all carbs and sugar and drink super filtered water. Bread was the hardest to give up.

[ - ] TheNoticing 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:05:50 ago (+1/-0)

Reverse osmosis, or do you distill your own water?

[ - ] ButtToucha9000 13 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:12:54 ago (+13/-0)

Firstly. You need goldenseal and bitter melon and usnea. Drink usnea and bitter melon ans cinnamon tea 3 times a day.soak that foot in hydrogen peroxide and then Make a goldenseal paste and coat your toe in it. Do this every day. Check your blood sugar 5 times a day. Keep it under 120 and over 80 by any means necessary with DIET. That means don't fucken eat it if you don't have to. Don't take any Tylenol or ibuprofen. Only small amounts of aspirin if absolutely needed. You need to hydrate like crazy and max out your kidney and liver function so replace any coffee or tea with dandelion root. 2x a day. No caffeine. No nicotine. No stimulants. Mullein and a shitload of ginger will be good too. As much ginger as humanly possible. Stop eating any sugar or carbs.

[ - ] Nasturtium 10 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:02:48 ago (+10/-0)

I want to be your frend...!

https://files.catbox.moe/ytnr6y.jpg

[ - ] Panic [op] 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 07:54:28 ago (+6/-0)

Great jpg. Need things like this to pick up my spirits. Thanks, friend.

[ - ] Nasturtium 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:51:34 ago (+3/-0)

You are welcome! Let's do this!

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:25:18 ago (+5/-0)

Very interesting. Thanks.

[ - ] Sector2 8 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:37:28 ago (+8/-0)

I hope you do it, and it works for you! Lose the toe, but keep the rest.

[ - ] ButtToucha9000 7 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:27:25 ago (+7/-0)

If you do this you need to adjust your meds as it will change needed doses for insulin or any other stuff you're taking.

[ - ] we_kill_creativity 6 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:24:41 ago (+6/-0)

What is your sugar intake? I mean, can your write down on a piece of paper, how much sugar you intake? All you have to do is write down how much sugar you eat each day.

[ - ] Panic [op] 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:29:24 ago (+4/-0)

I test my blood sugar levels daily. Usually about 120, which is not so bad.

[ - ] we_kill_creativity 2 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:47:27 ago (+3/-1)

120? Those are rookie numbers, let's get those numbers down to zero.

Hey, 120 isn't so bad, but it could be better. What do you eat/drink that get's those numbers up to 120? Start cutting out some of that shit.

[ - ] TheYiddler 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 07:05:20 ago (+3/-0)

Blood sugar of zero will kill a person.

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 07:57:02 ago (+1/-0)

Normal blood sugar level is 90-100. Zero blood sugar means you're dead. But thanks! At this point, blood sugar is the least of my problems.

[ - ] rzr97 2 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:07:14 ago (+2/-0)

120 and you're going to lose your fucking toe? How old are you?

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:04:38 ago (+5/-0)

I'm 66 years old. Had a very interesting life. Lived in 20 states plus 3 years in London, UK. Traveled all of western Europe and even hitchhiked in Egypt on a dare. Good times.

In my family, the diabetics all have a massive heart attack around age 60 then lose a leg to gangrene within the next 4 years. If they only take the toe, I wish they'd give it to me so I could plant it in my garden. Grow a new me for fun! I do have quite the green thumb. A gangrene toe is close enough, LOL

[ - ] rzr97 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:28:13 ago (+3/-0)

Not very old. If your blood sugar really is only 120 and you're type 2, you shouldn't be losing fucking toes unless your circulation is for shit. Try that full vitamin protocol I gave you. MAKE SURE TO DO THE 4-10 1000mg OF VITAMIN C DAILY AS A BASE. I capitalized that because the other things will literally help dissolve and slowly pull off the plaque. The plaque is there because you have micro tears in your endothelium, that MUST get repaired properly with the vitamin C or you really don't want to be removing that plaque.

You can go the Vitamin C route only, it will just take longer.

[ - ] TheBigGuyFromQueens -3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:11:03 ago (+5/-8)

AYO IF U KNOW SO MUCH THEN WHY MY DICK SO BIG

[ - ] Panic [op] 7 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:09:12 ago (+7/-0)

Don't really know all that much, but I've heard that tearing jewish panphlets off of light poles is a great elixer. Should have joined you.

Always loved your videos.

[ - ] TheBigGuyFromQueens 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:16:12 ago (+3/-0)

Thanks!

[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 6 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:16:40 ago (+7/-1)

Somebody ban this piece of shit.

[ - ] nipo 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:13:49 ago (+4/-0)

No way, I love that dude. His NY videos are great.

[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 0 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 20:12:09 ago (+0/-0)

He’s a bitch ass punk.

[ - ] Panic [op] 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:13:29 ago (+4/-0)

Relax. He hasn't had his coffee yet this morning and wakes up a bit groggy. Thinks he's @GreenSaint until the caffeine kicks in.

[ - ] drstrangergov 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:04:32 ago (+2/-0)

haw!

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 22:19:24 ago (+0/-0)

WHY MY DICK SO BIG

It's infected like my toe, BigGuy. amputation is your only hope.

[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 13 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:38:06 ago (+13/-0)

Let me know when you get to Florida, I wanna buy you a cold one and just fuckin hang out with you.

[ - ] Panic [op] 12 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:59:07 ago (+12/-0)

I'm now in Brooksville. At the end, I'll post my cell phone number. What do I have to lose?

Been a fan of your posts/comments for a long time. When I see ya, I'll tell you about my easy out. I prepared for everything.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 7 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:36:52 ago (+7/-0)

I live in Sandestin, lemme buy you a beer before you shuffle off this mortal coil

[ - ] rhy 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:02:06 ago (+5/-0)

Not beer. No carbs. Some other drink.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 07:54:20 ago (+3/-0)

He's dyin, let the man have a beer

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:30:50 ago (+3/-0)

I'll drink to that!

[ - ] Panic [op] 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:50:56 ago (+4/-0)

Will be in that general area and the wife and I might just pop in. We'll know in ten days what's to be with the toe/foot situation.

Only time I ever heard "shuffle off this mortal coil' was in a Monty Python skit about a dead parrot.

[ - ] KeepPoal4fags 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 00:25:59 ago (+4/-0)

Aw man, I wanna have a beer night with yous. A voat biergarten would be the best place on earth.

[ - ] PeckerwoodPerry 7 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:38:57 ago (+7/-0)

Fair enough, and I damn sure respect a man that lives life on his own terms. If you wanna eat some shrooms before you go I'd love to eat them with you bro.

[ - ] rzr97 9 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:04:22 ago (+9/-0)

Listen to me. Start megadosing vitaming C. You will save your fucking heart this way. Family member finally listened and just got a heart scope and guess what, it's fucking clear. From really blocked and clogged up to fucking clear. Linus Pauling is right, heart disease is a disease of light scurvy where the arteries to your heart which are under constant stress can't repair properly without vitamin C.

As for the diabetes, just get on some fucking mounjaro and testosterone replacement therapy and lose all your fucking weight. Don't get big, get small and fucking strong. Get rid of as much fucking fat as you can. Even if you're type 1 this will help a ton.

I have a lot of other health tips that will fucking save you.

You're going to get sepsis and die with toe rot from the sounds of it. If that gets bad, get intravenous vitamin C for the sepsis as well as all the normal shit they give you.

I can tell you where to go to get cheap ass trt, cheap ass mounjaro, and some other cool shit.

Are you type 1 or type 2?

The trt will make you feel like a fucking god! I can show you how to do that too far better than the docs. Don't inject in your muscle. Inject in your fat/subcutaneous with a much smaller needle. Also, only do about 5mg at most twice a day and take a few days off. Get your blood checked regularly for high rbc and % and adjust accordingly. The goal is to mimic the test of a teenager not a roided out freak.

Respond to this and I'll help you. Fuck the naysayers. At least go out like a fucking god.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:51:34 ago (+2/-0)

Fuck the naysayers. At least go out like a fucking god.

Linus Pauling. Check!
Vitamin C. Check!

My healthiest years were in Florida when I had a huge orange tree next door and access to all of them. Would go in an OJ diet, squeezing down and drinking 2 gallons ever day. Felt 'like a fucking god'. Diabetes gone too.

[ - ] rzr97 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:24:44 ago (+3/-0)

Natural is good but you HAVE to megadose the ascorbic acid. Worse that happens if you take too much is diarrhea.

The reasons are evolutionary. Most animals create their own vitamin C (literally ascorbic acid) endogenously. All the ones that don't will get heart attacks on a non-natural diet. They have to eat a metric fuck ton of vitamin C laden foods in order not to, which guess what, turns out to be what our evolutionary ancestors did.

Get the 1000mg vitamin C ascorbic acid pills. You really can't take enough. Vitamin C is water soluble and you'll simply piss out the excess or get diarrhea if you take too much. It leaves your system in a few hours.

Don't try to do this with orange juice. Your blood sugar will shoot up and you simply won't get enough vitamin C.

Linus Pauling is considered the father of modern chemistry by many. Hell Linus Torvalds, the creator of linux was named after him. Dude won two nobel prizes by himself. The jew medical industry defamed him because he refused to back down on his vitamin C claims. Try it and see or die.

[ - ] rzr97 0 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:24:51 ago (+0/-0)

Natural is good but you HAVE to megadose the ascorbic acid. Worse that happens if you take too much is diarrhea.

The reasons are evolutionary. Most animals create their own vitamin C (literally ascorbic acid) endogenously. All the ones that don't will get heart attacks on a non-natural diet. They have to eat a metric fuck ton of vitamin C laden foods in order not to, which guess what, turns out to be what our evolutionary ancestors did.

Get the 1000mg vitamin C ascorbic acid pills. You really can't take enough. Vitamin C is water soluble and you'll simply piss out the excess or get diarrhea if you take too much. It leaves your system in a few hours.

Don't try to do this with orange juice. Your blood sugar will shoot up and you simply won't get enough vitamin C.

Linus Pauling is considered the father of modern chemistry by many. Hell Linus Torvalds, the creator of linux was named after him. Dude won two nobel prizes by himself. The jew medical industry defamed him because he refused to back down on his vitamin C claims. Try it and see or die.

[ - ] TheBigGuyFromQueens -3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:32:29 ago (+1/-4)

MY DICK LIKE A TEENAGER HIS NAME YUNG HAMMA

[ - ] 1point21jiggawatts 9 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:34:33 ago (+16/-7)

How to be Saved!

1) Recognize your Guilt before God: “For ALL HAVE SINNED and come
short of the Glory of God!” Romans 3:23.

2) Realize there is a penalty for sin: "For the wages of sin is death;..." Romans 6:23

3) Believe that Jesus paid your sin penalty on the cross and was rose again the third day: "...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." Romans 6:23 "Ye seek Jesus of Nazareth, which was crucified: he is risen" Mark 16:6

4) Understand that as a sinner there is nothing you can do to save yourself: "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Eph 2:8-9

5) Trust in Jesus alone to save you: "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." Romans 10:9-10

Simple Prayer of Salvation: Dear Lord, I know that I am a sinner. I
truly believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross for my sins, and
that He rose again from the dead. So now I put my faith in Jesus alone
to save me. I thank you Lord for saving me from my sin, in Jesus’ Name!

[ - ] RobertJHarsh 19 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:10:13 ago (+19/-0)

OP posts here and knows of the evils of the Jew and their lapdogs the Niggers. His entry into Heaven is assured.

[ - ] Panic [op] 10 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:21:34 ago (+10/-0)

Wow. Thanks friend.

See you there.

[ - ] RobertJHarsh 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:35:07 ago (+5/-0)

Anytime.

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:38:46 ago (+5/-0)*

1point21jiggawatts

Not looking to find salvation, but thanks. This is a living and dying thing. Just saying my pre-goodbyes and thanks to all here.

[ - ] oppressed 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:41:54 ago (+3/-1)

I'm so sorry for your pain and scare. Please don't leave Earth without Jesus Christ. God has done so much for me and spoken to me, so I can see the Bible is true. Its warnings are true that all non-Christians experience eternal conscious torment in Hell. (Sadly)

But there's hope for extended lives and healings in Jesus Christ. And most importantly, there is future Heaven.

Ephesians 2:8-10
“For it is by grace you have been saved through faith, and this not from yourselves; it is the gift of God, not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance as our way of life.”

[ - ] NaturalSelectionistWorker 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:11:21 ago (+3/-0)

It's not too late to save your soul from the jewish god. Turn away from jews and to your ancestral faith. If you are of Germanic, Nordic, or Anglo ancestry, Wotan will forgive you if you love your race and hate the kikes.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:29:24 ago (+2/-0)

Man, you did an Ancestry,com test on me! (Ya mised the Irish bits)

If there is an afterlife, I hope to see you there. Valhalla is party city.

[ - ] BlueEyedAngloMasterRaceGod 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:53:15 ago (+4/-2)

preying on someone when they're at their weakest. despicable

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:24:08 ago (+2/-0)

Thank you, my good man. Been being almost saved a thousand times by people who know the Bible less than I do. But it's okay. i can play this game too.

Luke 23:34 - Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.

[ - ] drstrangergov 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:06:31 ago (+2/-0)

we are all on the titanic. get on the lifeboat.

[ - ] MaryXmas 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 17:38:33 ago (+1/-0)

So you know about this type of thing... so we need to feel truly sorry for our transgressions. I myself as a sinner, am working on repentance. But how does one truly repent aside from leading a guilt ridden existence?
If you have any religious forums, I'd be interested to visit.

[ - ] 1point21jiggawatts 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 20:45:29 ago (+1/-0)

so we need to feel truly sorry for our transgressions

That's not true. That is a very common "false gospel". We OUGHT to feel bad about our sins but it's not a condition for salvation.

Salvation is a free gift that you receive simply by believing God. Both the Old and New Testaments agree. "Abraham believed God, and it was counted unto him for righteousness." This is what "grace" is. Unearned favor granted to us despite our being undeserving of it. It's His grace alone that saves us and it's a free gift that does not require us to do the impossible and stop sinning, we just have to BELIEVE GOD. That's called FAITH. "And if by grace, then is it no more of works: otherwise grace is no more grace. But if it be of works, then it is no more grace: otherwise work is no more work."

If we could clean ourselves up enough to deserve salvation we wouldn't have needed Christ to die in our place.

Worry about putting your trust on the only righteous one first and once you've done that the Holy Spirit of God will be available to you to help you deal with your sin nature as much as you're willing to try.

[ - ] MaryXmas 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 21:48:18 ago (+1/-0)

I certainly like your way better, however is repentance not a core feature of faith? If you look at your past, are you truly sorry for all the sins that you made - fornication, lies, all the things you got away with. I know we do not deserve the grace of God but I don't know enough about repentance- it seems like people take it too lightly. If you aren't going to repent, just go wild as you will end up in hell just the same.
I am working my way through scripture- I feel like modern society has made a mockery of Christianity. A pope that supports transgender, gay and what's next... abortion? I am trying to get my ducks in a row as I feel the end times are near.

[ - ] 1point21jiggawatts 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 22:33:55 ago (+2/-0)*

Repentance is a term that has been redefined to mean "turn from your sins" but Biblically it means "change your mind" and that's all. God Himself is quoted as having repented of things and yet is also stated to be sinless.

It's honestly a judiac trick to pervert the gospel into a works-based thing.

The repenting you need to do is to go from not believing God to trusting Him.

A big part of the reasons people reject Christianity is because of so many judaic lies that "mainstream Christianity" has been fed and now accepts and teaches.

People recognize the falseness on a spiritual level and reject the entire faith because of the perversion and corruption that it's gatekeepers push. Even the best sorts of churches usually have major false doctrines.

The Old Testament shows us the results of people trying to get to God by their own righteousness and is a tale of increasing depravity culminating with the religion that crucified Jesus and which we see today corrupting the world.

The Gospel or "Good News" is that when you stop trying to earn your way to God and just believe what He says and trust Him, He'll take care of the rest for you.

"For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast."

[ - ] MaryXmas 2 points 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 17:00:37 ago (+2/-0)

Thanks for this!

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 12:05:09 ago (+0/-0)

Repentance is important. Nothing to feel guilty about. It is an archaic term which simply means:
Now Cut That Out! Do What You Know Is right!

So ease up with the worrying. Go have fun. Have fun and spread the cheer and good times with others! My family motto was always:
Live Till Ya Die. Now Go Out There And Live It Up!

Recall in the Bible when Jesus told Mary the harlot:
John 11: "And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more."

Well that was easy! If Jesus cut her slack that easily, fear not for your lesser transgressions.

We get our blessings by pouring blessings upon others. And the best way to correct others lost in sin is by distracting them with something better. It's called FUN!

So here's your marching orders from one who's been there and done all that: Live it up! Have a blast! Be the life of the party! And surround yourself with good people. The (bad) company we keep is the downfall of so many. But just be the fun kind of person that can wow the crowd. You'll be loved by all and become a shepherd to the lost.

And when the end nears, do as I intend: Throw a farewell party and invite all your family, relatives and new found friends. Oh and invite those who hate you. Give a farewell speech and tell everybody that you now see that you were so wrong and that they were right all along, then ask for forgiveness. The former enemies will feel such remorse after you have passed and kick themselves for years knowing that you were the better person.

Then giggle out loud as you fade away. Keep them guessing!

[ - ] CHIRO 8 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 00:29:32 ago (+8/-0)

Peace be with you, fella. Death is scary for a moment, but you'll soon realize that it shouldn't be, just before you forget it again. One thing is for sure, each of us will have the reckoning you are currently. Every fucking one of us. It's one of the most deluded parts of human life, the way we often treat the dying like they're an exception.

If life is good to you right now, I hope you're dealt more of it than you bargained for. It would be wonderful if the antibiotics work. Hope is for the brave. And if they do not work, cherish all of these moments you have left to go, like we all should. You come into the world counting days.

Keep us updated. Enjoy the fuck out of New Orleans and the beach.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:40:32 ago (+2/-0)*

Hey CHIRO, death never seemed scary to me. Autism I guess. Have struggled many times, but whenever things got tough, I just move to another state and started over. A real tumbleweed of a life. And now, it's looking like I'll be blowing away to parts unknown. It's not scary. It's what we do.

[ - ] Sleazy 7 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 02:02:28 ago (+7/-0)

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:58:36 ago (+3/-0)

Great advice from Dylan Thomas. Love this.

[ - ] Sleazy 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 20:25:45 ago (+1/-0)

Glad you appreciated it,

[ - ] oppressed 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:57:44 ago (+6/-0)

A lot of people mention low carb/keto diet combined with intermittent fasting. That's what worked for me. Losing weight rapidly reverses type 2 diabetes in many cases. Dr. Jason Fung sees patients at the end of care when T2D has progressed to kidney failure, dialysis, etc, and he brings many of them back to health. He has studied it extensively, his solution is keto diet with fasting, has a book and videos on youtube.

[ - ] dingbat 7 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:55:47 ago (+7/-0)

Carnivore diet. Don’t intake anything that can convert to sugar in the system (which the infection will feed off of). The extra protein will help your wound. I sincerely hope this is not the end of your road. Thinking of you and your wife and wishing you the absolute best, punker. Please tell me your favorite album(s). I will listen and think of you.

[ - ] Breeder 7 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:49:30 ago (+7/-0)

Till Valhalla, friend.

[ - ] No_way_oy_vey 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:00:44 ago (+6/-0)

Did you ever try low-carb, ketogenic diet or carnivore? I've heard some people have success with that as opposed to mainstream medical approach.

[ - ] GreatSatan 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:36:05 ago (+3/-0)

Fasting is also very important. It does wonders.

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:11:10 ago (+5/-0)

Die well nigger.

[ - ] Panic [op] 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:30:35 ago (+4/-0)

Die well nigger.
Best comment in the thread. Well done.

But in ten days, I'll know if I lose a toe or if it's gone too deep. If I only lose a toe, will I be accepted back into the Fraternal Order of Nigger Faggots? Give me reason to hope!

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 19:08:15 ago (+2/-0)

You can never stop being a nigger faggot, it's in your blood, it's the breath you take and the aura you emit.

NIGGER!

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 22:41:20 ago (+1/-0)

and the aura you emit.
Yeah my wife always fusses over the aura I emit.
Thanks RMGoetbbels!

[ - ] edmundo 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 05:32:08 ago (+5/-0)

Dude ... don't give up. I know it's easy to say and hard to do, but the world needs good people like you. We need Voat friends to talk, chat, exchange ideas, opinions and knowledge. Fuck it - be a one legged fucker if needs to be but you will be a Voat fucker no matter what. If you have problems with insurance in the USA let me know, I may be able to help you but it would require you to move your ass to Europe for a few months.

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 12:39:03 ago (+1/-0)

Since my Original Post, I have set up appointments with several specialists. Wound care doctor today, MRI guy next week, Infectious Disease guy next month. Doing all I can.

I went to a hospital in the UK back in my youth with a broken hand. Doctors, X-rays, cast. All at no charge. Sweet! My brother-in-law went into the Army in 1973 and was stationed in Germany. Loved it and stayed. Worked his whole career in childrens hospitals and even gave up his American citizenship for Germany's. Today, he speaks better German than English which is a big chuckle in the family.

[ - ] edmundo 1 point 3 weeksApr 12, 2024 15:38:11 ago (+1/-0)

I'm a lawyer in Poland. If you find yourself in some really bad situation regarding the insurance in the US we can set up an ltd. company here in Poland which will hire you and you will have full health insurance cover just like any other Polish working citizen. I know it requires you to move here but if you need this kind of help, you can contact me.

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 13, 2024 15:15:49 ago (+0/-0)

I'm a lawyer in Poland.

My wonderful wife Bernadette is Polish, raised in that huge Polish city called Chicago. She's truly a life saver. I've met all of her relatives and they're all smart and kind people. Must be a Polish thing.

Your offer is the most generous thing I've ever seen. I thank you with all my heart. Being retired now, we could actually afford to move there and make this happen, and you bet she'd be wanting it to be a permanent move. She's already looked up the long lost relatives from the past in Poland.

But my insurance is good here and pays for everything I need. And yet, after I do (hopefully) recover, the idea of moving one-way to Poland would be delightful. Thank you for such an offer!

[ - ] edmundo 0 points 2 weeksApr 15, 2024 11:39:35 ago (+0/-0)

No problem, I wish you stay in good health and don't loose faith. Polish healthcare is far from perfect but still it's better than nothing. However if you have good coverage in the US it's most likely much better than here. All best to you and your family and if you ever decide to move to PL - contact me, I will guide you through the process.

[ - ] fritz_maurentod 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:57:42 ago (+5/-0)

I hope you can survive this and recover with some sort of carnivore diet.

However, if you nothing works, please don't blow your brains off with a shotgun. Make an "exit bag" and go peacefully. I send you a hug from Germany.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:37:45 ago (+2/-0)

No suicide, but I did know a 17 year old girld who did the shotgun to the face. Her mom was a witch and she wanted to send the message. Hell of a way to do it.

Also, hugs from Germany are appreciated. Been there a few times in my wanderings. Love the place and the people.

[ - ] TheOriginal1Icemonkey 6 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:21:22 ago (+6/-0)

I have no words.

May we meet again in Valhalla.

✌️🙏

[ - ] bobdole9 6 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:20:21 ago (+6/-0)

Going through the tunnel and knowing you control the light that's at the end hopefully brings relief.

Hope you get to see the good of the world before clocking out one last time.

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:37:25 ago (+5/-0)

FWIW, I'm also kinda autistic and even as a child, I had no fear of death. Feel sad for my wifey, but she's surrounded with family and will be okay after a bit.

I hope you're right about the tunnel. Thanks.

[ - ] mannerbund 6 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:05:11 ago (+6/-0)

Shit man, know that some of us have fond thoughts back for sure. I hope things turn out for the best and you can hang out a bit longer with us.

Best and sincerest wishes,
Mannerbund

[ - ] Warden 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 16:06:14 ago (+1/-0)

Prayers for your strength, Brother. I hope you don’t give up on life, like it sounds above…
Your family needs you, your wife needs you. There are a few comments here with what seem like good suggestions, but you have to want to live for anything to help. Ask God to ease the stress, ask him to give you the strength to fight and most importantly, ask him for advice on how you should proceed…..from that point forward, whatever comes your way that seems like a coincidence, it isn’t a coincidence, it is God communicating with you so don’t ignore him. God Bless you and yours. Christ is King.

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 12, 2024 09:00:33 ago (+0/-0)

Thank you Warden. All these well wishers is touching. I was never a top poster at UpVoat, but I actually read every post and comment, and have since old Voat days.

You goats have raised my spirits. I intend to do everything medical and dietary that I can to pull thru this. Even my wife sees my upbeat mood. Thanks again and thanks to all the goats for the info and advice.

[ - ] Nein 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:37:50 ago (+4/-0)

Farewell niggerfaggot.

You could have avoided it, by living a healthier lifestyle, but you got jewed to early to change into what you had to be. That fate suffer a lot of people here, myself included.

[ - ] GottaGasEmAll 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:32:55 ago (+5/-1)

Dudes are going to kill this guy. Diabetes is a resistance to insulin, carbohydrates reduce resistance to insulin. A carbohydrate diet cures diabetes. It's sad considering the advice being given, but true. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1394223/pdf/jphysiol01610-0047.pdf

This is the mechanism
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC507380/
free fatty acids induce insulin resistance in humans by initial inhibition of glucose transport/phosphorylation which is then followed by an approximately 50% reduction in both the rate of muscle glycogen synthesis and glucose oxidation.

Contrary to 100% of the sourceless opinions in this thread, you need a near 100% carbohydrate near 0% fat diet until it gets under control.

[ - ] No_way_oy_vey 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 12:03:41 ago (+2/-0)

Contrary to 100% of the sourceless opinions in this thread,

Your link is about feeding high-fat diets to rabbits... Ironically that is the same flawed methodology that Ancel Keys et. al. used to promote the disastrous low-fat diet to the American people. "Look, we fed rabbits lard and they died!" "Fat is bad!"

There can be more than one path to a destination, but going near-zero fat sounds very unhealthy, since fats are a necessity and carbs are not. Red meat has essential nutrients in abundance that do not exist in plants. I've never heard of this high-carb diabetes approach. I have however heard of many people getting off their diabetes meds with low-carb.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6566854/

[ - ] ItsOk2bArian 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:31:08 ago (+5/-0)

Go full carnivore and practice the Wim Hof method of controlled hyperventilating to flood the body with oxygen.
However, if you gotta go out try to do it in style. Run over a billionaire or at least a Rabbi. Maybe fly a small stolen aircraft into a Wall Street investment firm's headquarters. Something that fucks with our overlords and makes them wet the bed in their sleep

[ - ] Panic [op] 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:02:02 ago (+4/-0)

Best advice ever! Um, can I borrow your airplace this weekend? I'll take good care of it. LOL

[ - ] ItsOk2bArian 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 02:03:42 ago (+1/-0)

You got it bud, anything for an old goat on his last leg....(No pun intended...ish).
I'll gas it up and have it waiting out front for you with the keys in the ignition

[ - ] rzr97 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:24:17 ago (+5/-0)*

You know if your blood sugar is 120 mostly and you're still losing your toes, I'll bet you your heart is for shit. Your circulation is the main problem.

GET ON THAT VITAMIN C NOW!!!

I'd add some L-Lysine, Proline, fish oil, vitamin d with k2-mk7, nattokinase, curcumin and a whole fucking aspirin every two days if not more.

I'll clear your fucking heart for you man. I know how to do it. Fucking arteries and circulation will be like you're 17 again.

Don't do the testosterone until you've been on that vitamin C protocol I just gave you for 4 months.

[ - ] TheBigGuyFromQueens 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:09:33 ago (+5/-0)

Damn, man. Not sure what to say here. I wish you the best and hope what you’re predicting doesn’t come to fruition. can your wife massage blood into your lower extremities like twice a day? Would something like that help? Maybe an electro stim pad?

[ - ] Smedleys_Butler 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:42:00 ago (+5/-0)

My uncle is getting amputated tomorrow, and a friend of the family is on hospice due to cancer/diabetes, my aunt who's only 60 not doing good with it either... You always seem pretty youthful chap. Keep your head up. Certainly there's a better way to go than quartzicide?

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:02:15 ago (+5/-0)

"Quartzicide" Damn that's funny. When the time comes, I have real easy out. I'll post about it.

[ - ] oppressed 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:48:22 ago (+5/-0)

I hope you're not talking about suicide dear sir

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:03:45 ago (+2/-0)

No suicide. But I'll post about it another day, at the end.

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 13, 2024 15:33:30 ago (+0/-0)

My uncle is getting amputated tomorrow
Man, I feel bad for him, more than myself. I've seen this every generation in my family, and effectively, one's life is over at that point. I prefer the alternative.

Been a couple of days since your mention of the amputation. How's your uncle holding up? I wish him all the best. Being surrounded by family will help him pull through.

[ - ] Smedleys_Butler 0 points 3 weeksApr 13, 2024 15:58:53 ago (+0/-0)

He's still in hospital. Some confusion from drugs, but he'll be alright

[ - ] NaturalSelectionistWorker 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:08:42 ago (+4/-0)

How old are you? If you're under 70, fuck around with diets designed to improve heart health and eliminate diabeetus. If you're over 70, run over jews and blame it on your poor eyesight and weakened foot.

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 13:17:22 ago (+1/-0)

OP here. Went to my wound care specialist this morning. He cleaned out the gunk from my big toe and we took this picture of my open wound. NSFL, but it proves the song: Ba-ba-ba-ba-bad to the bone.
https://files.catbox.moe/85otf0.jpg

[ - ] Gowithit 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 13:21:43 ago (+1/-0)

of course you made it small enough to have to zoom in! 😆

[ - ] Crackinjokes 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:36:45 ago (+4/-0)*

Chromium picolinate

Makes your insulin MUCH more effective at controlling blood sugar.

super cheap. But it at CVS or Walgreens.

https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1992-10-20-mn-637-story.html

Also this

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=da1vvigy5tQ

But if none of that works I say your plan is a good one. We're all going to go sometime and people would be a lot better off if they faced it and accepted it and chose their own method before they got so horribly weak that someone else was choosing for them. Sorry to lose a good mind. I think one of the worst things about death is you lose all the wisdom and experience of the most wise people and they're all replaced by inexperienced youth that are still very gullible. It takes a lifetime to understand what to believe and how to believe people or not believe them and then all that training is lost when that generation dies.

Good luck to you I hope your experience a miracle or a self-directed miracle but if not see you at whatever is next if anything.

[ - ] albatrosv15 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:48:59 ago (+3/-0)*

Okay, you are based, but how are your children and grandchildren? Did they turn into faggots? Why aren't they here?

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:58:25 ago (+2/-0)

Five kids, five grandkids. All more stable and doing better than I.

BTW, yesterday, I re-read 'The Rime of the Ancient Mariner', an old favorite. Do you know about it? The titular character kills an albatross, and his shipmates tie the dead bird with a rope around his neck. And then the fun begins. Do check it out.

[ - ] albatrosv15 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:35:30 ago (+2/-0)

So... is some of your buddies working at google and you can check who googles that stuff and you can pin-point the searcher? Lame.

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 16:10:16 ago (+1/-0)

I'm old enough to have a book with that one. Now if you go to YouTube, they have Richard Burton reading it off. Either way, it's very good.

[ - ] Version6 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:31:48 ago (+3/-0)

May things go better than you hope Panic. I wish you well and many years ahead.

[ - ] Jewpacabra 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:50:12 ago (+4/-0)

When you come through the Mississippi Coast area, let me know. I'll fry you up some fresh fish...can stay here and eat or take it with you for a snack on the trip.

[ - ] Cantaloupe 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:22:56 ago (+4/-0)*

May God’s comforting presence envelop you in peace. May the warmth of His love dispel any fears or doubts that linger, whispering of the joyous reunion that awaits beyond this temporal veil. May angels surround you, heralding a new beginning where pain and sorrow are no more.

Will check on various treatment options.

Continuous glucose monitoring
https://www.dexcom.com/en-us

[ - ] JudyStroyer 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:16:33 ago (+4/-0)

You should fight man, but i respect your ability to come to terms. Id buy you a beer but i am way far north. I sincerely wish you peace no matter what you choose to do. Till Valhalla, brother!

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:47:47 ago (+3/-0)

JudyStroyer
Lordy, you have the best damn username here. Just love it. Always my favorite username. Give it to me... it's my precious!

Ahem. Been watching LOTR rings again. Sorry.

[ - ] JudyStroyer 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:11:28 ago (+2/-0)

Dude! I just bought the bluray set to watch with the kids last week! We watched the first and friday we will watch the second. Lol, it’s synchronicity!

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 16:27:39 ago (+1/-0)

Last night we watched The Two Towers. Tonight, Return of the King.

[ - ] allAheadFull 4 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:13:08 ago (+4/-0)

I don't have any personal experience with this but I'll mention it anyway. I've seen some people supposedly use chlorine dioxide for diabetic foot ulcers and it sounds similar to what you have. There's a lot of info on rumble.

[ - ] HatefulHomelessMan 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 05:33:59 ago (+3/-0)

My fondest farewell. Truly.

[ - ] HatefulHomelessMan 4 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 05:35:27 ago (+4/-0)

I'd just like to say that you don't need your foot to type and spread your knowledge via memes until your final breath.

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 13, 2024 15:39:45 ago (+0/-0)

Thank you @HatefulHomelessMan. I feel thike the old man in this short clip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DscJ5PFkZxQ

[ - ] anrach 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 15:39:46 ago (+2/-0)

Rest easy man. It's good that you approach this on your own terms and with eyes open.

[ - ] Stonkmar 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 15:16:33 ago (+2/-0)

Do not go gentle into that good night

[ - ] TomMacdonald 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 14:47:28 ago (+2/-0)

Delete toe. Stop processed food. Eat veggies raw.

[ - ] BlueEyedAngloMasterRaceGod 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:53:57 ago (+3/-0)

Don't panic.

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:40:59 ago (+3/-0)

Don't panic.
But then I'll need a different user name? Maybe something with Blue Eyes? Nah, that's taken. Dang it!

[ - ] Hermes 3 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 02:55:51 ago (+3/-0)

Whatever you want to do. God speed borther!

[ - ] SilentByAssociation 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 12:21:19 ago (+2/-0)

Diabetes? From what I see in these comments, it sounds like you're willing to put up a fight when it comes to Lord Beetus.

All you need is red meat. Have Dr. Ken Berry or Dr. Anthony Chaffee drill it into your head.

https://youtube.com/@KenDBerryMD

https://youtube.com/@anthonychaffeemd

It sounds like you may have limited time, so I hope the way you do use your time extends your future drastically. Stay well, goat. We're rooting for you.

[ - ] FacelessOne 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 12:18:29 ago (+2/-0)

Dox the toe

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 22:53:30 ago (+2/-0)

[ - ] Panic [op] 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 13:02:46 ago (+1/-0)

Just went to my wound care specialist and got a good pic of the toe, with open wound and bone showing. Will find a pic host and post it here today. NSFL pix are my favorites.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 1 point 3 weeksApr 11, 2024 14:07:57 ago (+1/-0)

You should use that for memetic warfare, "Don't get the Covid jab!"

[ - ] DivineLight2 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:10:23 ago (+2/-0)

God speed, but as said, this is beatable.

Going close to zero carb seems to more mask the issue and will reverse the damage to an extent, but that'll be you for life. No more beer, donuts and burgers. Carbs off the table, at least until you get to a low body fat.

Typically the root cause beyond diet, is body fat (not total weight, but body fat) and the max body fat your body can take is genetic. Japanese despite being about 130lbs have higher than expected levels of beetus. They just aren't supposed to have much fat.

So if you can get to 20-22% you'd be doing good, even better if you can get to 15-18%.

I also hope you've had a full blood panel. Hormones, thyroid, these all make it harder.

You can do this, nigger faggot.

[ - ] LostWhale 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:05:22 ago (+3/-0)

I don't give a shit, if you make it all the way down the pipe to the Florida keys I'll buy you a beer as well. Send me a DM if you find your way.

[ - ] HeyJames 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:42:23 ago (+4/-1)

I will see you in Valhalla one day brother. The end is only the beginning

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 1 point 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:05:46 ago (+3/-2)

Jews don't go to Valhalla, LARPagan faggot.

[ - ] NaturalSelectionistWorker 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 04:15:06 ago (+5/-0)

Neither do jew worshipers, they get stuck as slaves to jews in the jewish afterlife.

[ - ] HeyJames 0 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:03:24 ago (+0/-0)

Yes I already knew you weren't going. No need to reiterate your status.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels -1 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:05:55 ago (+0/-1)

No U

Still larping as a feather nigger?

[ - ] HeyJames 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:19:20 ago (+2/-1)

Just curious, do you have any personal or career goals? Are you even living independently and have access to non public transportation? Seems that you have too much time on your hands to participate in very meaningless conversations.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 16:35:18 ago (+2/-0)

Am retired now. So is the wife. We have a dependable auto and on weekends, we take road trips on the back roads here in Florida. Before living here, we lived in the Blue Ridge Mountains of western North Carolina. The country roads there were wonderful.

[ - ] HeyJames 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 16:41:09 ago (+2/-0)

I have heard a lot about the blue ridge mountains. Would like to visit one day

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 0 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 11:36:39 ago (+1/-1)

Yes, yes, and that's hilarious coming from the fat ass that only goes out once a month for supplies. You'd think those sweat lodges would have shed a few pounds.

[ - ] HeyJames 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 14:27:14 ago (+2/-1)

See you've become very defensive instead of genuinely answering. That pretty much tells me everything I need to know.

For reference, I'm just getting back home from a very nice trip in my 2024 f150. I'll probably try and hit the gym when I get home to my 3 bedroom 2 bathroom house and do some meal prepping.

My life is so much better than yours and it's going to be impossible to get any sort of triggering out of me knowing the disparity in our lifestyles.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels -1 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 14:58:08 ago (+0/-1)

muh material possessions

Have fun when the computer chip holds your new (not paid for) truck hostage 🤣

They don't have gyms on the rez, and you don't look like you've ever been to one anyway.

[ - ] HeyJames 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 15:00:40 ago (+2/-1)

You pay for my truck. It's a tax write off, so because of people like myself taking advantage of tax code it will inevitably put a bigger burden on people such as yourself who pay a certain percentage of their Walmart wage income.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 0 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 17:10:40 ago (+0/-0)

Oh look, the jew is obsessed with money 😅

[ - ] GreenSaint 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:23:01 ago (+2/-0)

Ahhhhhhh you’re the universe bro. No matter how it turns out you’re serving your purpose. I’m not gonna even try to comfort you cause I’m fucked too and it’s hilarious. We’re all gonna end up in the same place. Fuck it bro

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:50:02 ago (+2/-0)

What? No final dickpic request! I'm feeling unloved. Sob. (LOL)

[ - ] Panic [op] 0 points 3 weeksApr 13, 2024 16:03:12 ago (+0/-0)

I’m not gonna even try to comfort you cause I’m fucked too and it’s hilarious.

Are you okay @GreenSaint? I'm fighting my way through my own mess, and I keep reading about others here who have it much worse.

I really love being in this small group with all these funny and wise fellows and ladies. I can tough this one out for better or worse, but watching others suffer and despair is just the worst. There's too much of this out there, and of course, the real bastards of the world seem to live best and longest, while the truly good folks stumble and fall apart way too early.

Hoping that despite your woes, life is still worth living and that you have many good years ahead.

[ - ] GreenSaint 0 points 3 weeksApr 14, 2024 03:00:07 ago (+0/-0)

Thanks I mean it

[ - ] Kozel 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 21:04:38 ago (+6/-3)

You should visit the federal reserve building and check out the historic sights before you croak.

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:06:08 ago (+3/-0)

What on earth are you talking about?

[ - ] oyy_veyy_goyy 11 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:50:36 ago (+11/-0)

Sounds like he's trying to get you to do something fed-posty.

Anyway, please don't die. There are so few good men on this planet left that any loss is a devastating one. I hope you seriously consider doing what some of the others here are suggesting for your health.

[ - ] Kozel 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:46:02 ago (+2/-0)

Yeah totally, he's going to get arrested and sentenced to life. 🙄

[ - ] Sector2 6 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 00:26:29 ago (+6/-0)

Maybe trying to make you laugh at the absurdity?

My heart event was the 15 minute version, so they came and loaded me into the amberlamps. Became conscious long enough to hear the chick working on me call for someone to come help "so this one doesn't code on me too".

That was pretty absurd. Got 4 tubes installed, so I'm good for the next while. \o

[ - ] Kozel 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:50:40 ago (+4/-1)

A completely legal field trip, of course.

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 09:24:52 ago (+2/-0)

In Minecraft, yes?

[ - ] GreatSatan 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:34:18 ago (+1/-0)

Holy based!

[ - ] Gigglestick 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 07:16:09 ago (+2/-0)

Are you an electrician?

[ - ] Panic [op] 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 16:42:51 ago (+2/-0)

Done many things, but not that one. Computers in the 1970's, Owned an appliance repair biz for over a decade more rrecently. Been a lot of fun.

[ - ] UncleDoug 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 06:49:03 ago (+3/-1)

The comments are all terrible nutritional advice, christcuckery Jew lite worship, asking OP to commit acts of terrorism knowing full well he leaves a family behind or not even enquiring treatability of illness.

It’s not over until the fat lady sings @Panic.

[ - ] Panic [op] 5 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 10:12:10 ago (+5/-0)

Actually, I'm all choked up by the responses. Thanks friends.

But where you see a lot of strange comments, I see people who care enough to try to help; people with differing backgrounds and ideas which is what makes UpGoat so interesting. And the offers to buy me a cold one from all over is touching. Now this is how to check out. Surrounded by well wishers.

Not sure if this is the end, but I'll know in 10 days or so. Been a fun ride. You niggerfaggots are just the best.

[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 2 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:24:12 ago (+2/-0)*

Why give in to it? Fight to the end. This said, if ya know its time then its time. Only you know that. I wish you the best. There are diets as some here posted that do work. It isn't too late. Meat and veggies is the way.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 2 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:00:42 ago (+2/-0)

Did you know AOU spammed v/awww and only left for Poal when Putt caught him?

[ - ] Panic [op] 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:04:27 ago (+3/-0)

Nah, never got into all that drama. And now, it's all just fading away in my life.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:47:13 ago (+3/-0)

What matters is the knowledge and legacy you leave behind. Teach them about the jew.

[ - ] Clubberlang 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:20:38 ago (+3/-0)

Imagine asianjew doing something yiddish.

[ - ] JosephGoebbels 3 points 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 22:49:06 ago (+3/-0)

He made the Christmas theme a menorah and had kike stars for snowflakes. I'm currently putting it into a movie project. Some shit you can't make up.

[ - ] GreatSatan 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:29:13 ago (+1/-0)

1. Is it type 1? If not lose weight, fatass

2. Why go out with a whimper when you can do something to damage Globohomo and help your people on your way out? I don’t think any White man has a right to leave this Earth in the state it is currently in.

[ - ] Kozel 2 points 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 08:30:41 ago (+2/-0)

I don’t think any White man has a right to leave this Earth in the state it is currently in.

What stops us from taking action is the life we live, the ones we love, the comfort that exists. When that's no longer a a factor things become possible.

[ - ] watts2db 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 03:23:44 ago (+1/-0)

Best of luck sir I really hope you can beat this or at least make the most of the time that you still have. Thanks for being a comrade and keep fighting the good fight.

[ - ] Cantaloupe 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 02:20:32 ago (+1/-0)

2:20 The best way to prevent, slow down or reverse plaquing in the arteries:
• Vitamin K2
• High vitamin C foods
• Vitamin E
• Keep your Omega-6 fatty acids very low and keep your Omega-3 fatty acids very very high

5:13 The best foods for blocked arteries:
• Wild-caught salmon
• Sauerkraut (a fermented cabbage product): it's loaded with vitamin K2, it's also loaded with Vitamin C (7 times the RDA)
• A big arugula salad with extra-virgin olive oil, apple cider vinegar (or red balsamic vinegar), sunflower seeds, Parmigiano cheese (get the authentic type from Italy), and garlic

[ - ] dosvydanya_freedomz 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 01:55:16 ago (+1/-0)

call upon the name of the lord and you shall be saved.


i'm sorry to hear this, i lost my granny to diabetes and high blood pressure. she had her legs amputated as well. and on top of that she was also battling dementia so i know how tough diabetes can be. it is a killer if not treated properly and timely.

please, dont lose hope. may God be with you through his son the lord jesus christ. amen!

[ - ] Indoctrinated_USA 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 01:37:18 ago (+1/-0)

Take care friend.

[ - ] knije_tahou 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 00:44:32 ago (+1/-0)

F

[ - ] drstrangergov 1 point 3 weeksApr 10, 2024 00:08:00 ago (+1/-0)

checking out just when things are getting interesting? rest easy old friend. we will meet you on the other side of time. might be worth holding out for a bit longer though. just to see what happens.

[ - ] I_am_baal 1 point 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:52:58 ago (+1/-0)

This won't help your diabetes, but it'll kill infections. There's a device called a rife machine that can kill pathogens through resonance. With that, you need the proper frequency to really kill what you're trying to kill, but you can do frequency sweeps to cover a large range.

A cheaper option, but one you'd have to build yourself, is a magnetic pulser. It's like a rife machine, but enough energy to kill the pathogen is stuffed into singular pulses, meaning it doesn't need to resonate. It's like the difference between an opera singer singing to break a wine glass vs hitting it with a sledge hammer.

Here's some info on how to build it: https://www.scribd.com/document/134581166/My-Home-Made-Bob-Beck-Electromagnetic-Pulser

Here's a variation of it that some guy built:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/5AtkWr5Ax4QU/

It might look overly complicated, but all you need to do is charge a capacitor or capacitor bank and discharge it into a coil with enough energy over a short enough period of time to destroy the pathogens.

another thing to try might be colloidal gold or colloidal silver.

[ - ] rzr97 1 point 3 weeksApr 9, 2024 23:18:50 ago (+1/-0)

Everyone's right about the sugar and carbs which I know you already know. 120 and losing a foot though, wtf. What is your a1c regularly? What is your age range?

Shit if you don't want to talk to me about it, get with this guy or some of the others that do testosterone replacement therapy as well as peptides. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHnvHmV-jxc

They don't know much about vitamin C and haven't had diabetes like you and me but they can at least make you feel like a god, get skinny and healthy.

You should be taking at least 4-10 1000mg pills of ascorbic acid a day (vitamin C). Do it. What the fuck do you have to lose. For your heart. The diabetes is obviously diet and exercise. That zone book is a good recommendation but half of the peptides these guys recommend will lower your blood sugar, tirzepatide, mots-c, etc.