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Now. I can say more to bolster the case, but the reason she thinks it's funny is because she thinks she's got me wrapped around her finger, just because I'll do video calls with her and be cordial and nice. I do not know how she has mistaken my kindness for weakness, but I am not in any capacity addicted to this woman. Furthermore, shortly after this she started again with her normal downer behavior which I fully expected, I stopped talking to her.

I used to date this woman and am just now talking to her after 3-4 years, and I figured already, but she also told me, that she is alpha widowed to me so hard that she hasn't so much as touched another man since we stopped talking 3-4 years ago. She said she would rather be single and miserable (and she is miserable) than ever date another man.

This just shows the stupidity of women. I know people think that because I'm the alpha in this case that I have to say "Oh yeah, I'm just so great, and all you guys have to do is be like me," but no. This woman is retarded. She wallows in her misery, lusting after me, then does shit to repel me, as if I'm going to chase her and try to reel her back in. I haven't spoken to her in 2-3 weeks now, and I don't plan on checking in again. I configured my phone to never show me any message she tries sending me, and I have no reason to look at her messages either; it'll probably be another 3-4 years before I talk to her, and by then she'll be too old for me to care about in any way, and all I have are the great memories I made with her and her input to the relationship, which was her pointing out how bad every situation is (even if it's not bad). This alpha widow stuff is like me hanging on to some celebrity crush I had in middle/high school and thinking that I have to have that or nothing at all. Mental illness these women have.

There is also another woman I dated 2 years ago that has said the same things or even more extreme. She is clinically depressed and lives in total poverty, but said she'd rather die alone and miserable than date another man or even marry him for financial support. And she is telling the truth.

I'm telling this story because I know there are guys who're hung up on this "alpha male" crap and women who are delusional enough to think they're going to get the guy back. And NO - I don't have a million options for women either - these women are just hung up on me, and it's their own doing.