I was diagnosed with cancer right before age 33. It was discovered early, so it didn't spread. I have had it removed and am back to my life in some ways. But there are an infinite amount of thoughts going through my mind. I don't know whether to care anymore or keep doing well like I was beforehand.
It was just so shocking to me because I am the ONLY one in my family that didn't take the vaccine and I'm the only one that was closest to death since the situation.
I was going hard and I mean HARD on my stride of success. I am in a promising engineering career (I started late, but picking up faster than college grads) and started doing high-end serving part time to fast track retirement by age 50 and have a house sooner than too late. I had been making all my meals after vitamins, went to the gym 3-5 times a week, looked at going back to school, took a break from dating to focus on all this then bam. Suddenly cancer.
I had amazing support and tons of friend support but I know half who messaged me (I didn't make an entire FB post about my status like some psychos do) were hoping it was an exciting story from stabbing and a few of them were like oh crazy when I said no, it was cancer.
I got cancer this early in my life for no reason besides genetics and I am unsure what to do with my time knowing I could have 5 years or I could see the end further than others. Statistically, I won't make it to the end. I wanted to do so much and now I don't have the time to do it. I wanted to make enough money to retire early and direct/write these films I've been holding on to for years. I want to start a business. Just thought after thought keeps being stumped by my inner saying "Hey whoa there buddy, you won't make it maybe just relax".
On top of having a purpose, nobody is going to want to start a family with me anymore either. I don't blame them. Women are so fucking picky today, they don't want someone with the chance of death let alone the chance of passing it down so I haven't even been telling women I meet.
This is always the truth. Always has been. You just didn't understand. There is no tomorrow. You could be flattened by a cement truck. You could have a heart attack and fall over dead. You absolutely Never have any guarantee. This is life. Like the man said "when you're born you start to drown".
So how do you live knowing every second could be the last? How do you do silly things like make plans. Is there a reason not to? In fact I'd say there is More of a reason to do all those things you think are important.
You are here for a brief minute. Make the most of that minute. That may mean taking the day off so you can drink beer w an old friend. It may mean studying. Are you doing something else that's more important? You know, like sitting around feeling bad for yourself?
What was the evidence of cancer? Our body gets cancer all of the time but takes it out on its own. Early tests are notoriously bad at giving false positives because it may not have had the mutation to evade the immune system or to make itself immortal.
Hey Bottled_Tears, there are no guarantees, but this info keeps leaking out past the official medical establishment. I bought the horse paste in case I got the flu during the hoax, and would try any or all of these if the 'big C'.
Hope you have a good Christmas with friends and family. And live another 50+ years so you can see those 'manmade horrors beyond comprehension' they've promised us for yourself. Or maybe it won't be that bad and you'll just live out your full life. \o
So sorry for this fucking awful experience and thank God you didn't take the vax. I've found really getting into stoicism has helped me cope with this fucked up world. A major part of this philosophy is to contemplate your own death regularly as it helps to make you appreciate your life. Regarding all your plans, maybe this is a reality check that none of us are guaranteed a future and old age and so we shouldn't put our happiness on hold for some maybe future. Finding the balance is hard but worth chasing. Good luck mate and you are not alone - we will all die.
Every cancer has been genetically mapped now and most of them have what is known as "biologic" shots. Which is fancy words for gene therapy that kills your cancer.
What's the cancer?
If it's pancreatic cancer then you are fucked. Enjoy Christmas.
The Japs isolated some peptide from turkey tail mushrooms, and I know of some people that used weed concentrates topically and orally to beat that specific type of cancer. If it was removed, then it is now just about giving your body what it needs to make sure it doesn't come back, you will live to be 90 and have many white children.
Do whatever you have to including lying to get a nice white wife to have kids with, that will give you purpose.
Money money money money you’re gonna be so bummed because you didn’t get to make enough money money money. Money being the top priority in life, or is it?
Sounds like you are stressed, overworked and probably don't get enough sleep. Probably why you got cancer in the first place. Stress, literally stresses your body and immune system. Most of your body repair is done at night while sleeping.
Maybe take it easy a bit and spend more time doing things you enjoy ?
[ + ] Panic
[ - ] Panic 7 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 03:50:07 ago (+7/-0)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HYILnjc_wuY
[ + ] TheViciousMrPim
[ - ] TheViciousMrPim 6 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 05:57:14 ago (+6/-0)
So how do you live knowing every second could be the last? How do you do silly things like make plans.
Is there a reason not to? In fact I'd say there is More of a reason to do all those things you think are important.
You are here for a brief minute. Make the most of that minute. That may mean taking the day off so you can drink beer w an old friend. It may mean studying.
Are you doing something else that's more important? You know, like sitting around feeling bad for yourself?
You faggot.
Everybody dies
[ + ] TheYiddler
[ - ] TheYiddler 4 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 06:58:07 ago (+4/-0)
[ + ] Bottled_Tears
[ - ] Bottled_Tears [op] 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 14:15:44 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Monica
[ - ] Monica 3 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 08:39:58 ago (+3/-0)
You never had cancer. But you fell for the oldest trick in the book. Now go put on your faggot pink ribbon and do a dance with the nurses.
[ + ] Sector2
[ - ] Sector2 3 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 06:03:13 ago (+3/-0)
Still aint dead, beating cancer with veterinarian medicine. Dr cant beleive it, but fuck her, she tried to kill me. - https://www.voat.xyz/viewpost.php?postid=6130c3bce5576
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Hey Bottled_Tears, there are no guarantees, but this info keeps leaking out past the official medical establishment. I bought the horse paste in case I got the flu during the hoax, and would try any or all of these if the 'big C'.
Hope you have a good Christmas with friends and family. And live another 50+ years so you can see those 'manmade horrors beyond comprehension' they've promised us for yourself. Or maybe it won't be that bad and you'll just live out your full life. \o
[ + ] Deplorablepoetry
[ - ] Deplorablepoetry 3 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 03:25:17 ago (+3/-0)
Quite certain all of us goats will hold your hand
How does that help you?
Not sure at all but sympathy…, empathy….., just let me hold your fucking hand…, man
..and remember, God awaits you just as He does everyone
[ + ] Peleg
[ - ] Peleg 1 point 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 09:03:16 ago (+1/-0)
Edit to say what I really wanted it to say
[ + ] purityspiral
[ - ] purityspiral 2 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 07:09:01 ago (+2/-0)
You can't leave until you fix it.
Get back to work.
[ + ] clymer
[ - ] clymer 1 point 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 08:57:33 ago (+1/-0)
also, ivermectin, B17 (laetrile), C60.. You're still young
[ + ] 2017Fallout
[ - ] 2017Fallout 1 point 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 04:59:35 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] 4thTurning
[ - ] 4thTurning 1 point 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 03:51:15 ago (+1/-0)
Every cancer has been genetically mapped now and most of them have what is known as "biologic" shots. Which is fancy words for gene therapy that kills your cancer.
What's the cancer?
If it's pancreatic cancer then you are fucked. Enjoy Christmas.
[ + ] Bottled_Tears
[ - ] Bottled_Tears [op] 1 point 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 03:56:20 ago (+1/-0)
[ + ] RIGGED_ELECTION
[ - ] RIGGED_ELECTION 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 09:48:45 ago (+0/-0)
If it was removed, then it is now just about giving your body what it needs to make sure it doesn't come back, you will live to be 90 and have many white children.
Do whatever you have to including lying to get a nice white wife to have kids with, that will give you purpose.
[ + ] PhantomXLII
[ - ] PhantomXLII 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 10:53:02 ago (+0/-0)
Guy's dealt with cancer and now not only are you going to lie to the poor bastard, you're going to encourage him to fuck up his life even more?
Demonic. Kill yourself.
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 12:26:58 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 12:26:00 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] fuck_usernames
[ - ] fuck_usernames 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 12:24:21 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] Shockadee
[ - ] Shockadee 0 points 4 monthsDec 23, 2023 10:42:38 ago (+0/-0)
Maybe take it easy a bit and spend more time doing things you enjoy ?