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The magic you seek is in the work you avoid.

Well for one you're not married so your life isn't ruined

Maybe don't let demons fuck with you instead.

Live knowing the jews want you dead. Relish in their hatred of your existence.

You're still better off than some of us idiots that latched ourselves to the wrong women because pussy.

Every time you start to hate on yourself, remind yourself that you hate kikes more.

You DO hate kikes more, right? If not, you're a loser and you SHOULD kill yourself.

I lost my first family.

Had my second family, three daughters.

33, 35, 39

Got my first high income job just last year.

Fittest I've ever been now
Only started being productive physically two years ago.

If there’s nothing else, and I mean NOTHING: Go to Mexico and indulge in a LOT of cocaine and hookers. You’ll find a new appreciation for life and return a new man.

I heard once it worked for some guy. Could work for you.

All of these responses and not one suggested you fond some importsnt jews and make them good.

Settle for a used up roastie and enslave yourself to a pointless job to support the jew system as it exterminates whites.

What's that? Right so why are you complaining about these things.

Start reading and watching videos on Stoicism. Adopt a new mindset and philosophy and the ancient school of Stoicism is perfect for people like you and me.

I've recently gone through the exact same motions you have OP. Had to fight the thought to not drive my car into a wall at high speeds or take a fuck load of drugs and just end it.

I have to learn to love myself, forget about the past, the bad decisions, the regret. Stop looking at a future that may never arrive and start living in the present.

Take up Stoicism.

People are going to tell you to lift weights. Stop.smoking and drinking. Fuck them. What you need to do is find God. Go to church and they are full of introverted pretty fat girls. Get one. Encourage each other to get in shape. Then in a year you're married to a hot chick.

Marriage is servitude and slavery. You dodged a bullet. Start working out and build a skill set. 36 is young, you have plenty of time to do meaningful things. Look into the philosophy of stoicism to get a better perspective.

Also suck my dick faggot

Do you just post this shit every week? Kill yourself already.

I dunno about fixing your loneliness but here's a few things that will absolutely help you. These are things I've had to learn the hard way.

THE BODY

Lose weight, get fit, work out, eat right, sleep right, get outside into nature. Naturally, don't do drugs, drink, sugar, etc. This requires establishing habits, which require you to work on it every day.

THE ENVIORNMENT

Do something, anything, constructive, every day. Fix that leaky faucet, replace that old janky electrical plug, fix/change your sparkplugs, shim the ceiling fan so it doesn't wobble, change your oil, straighten that crooked door, fix the door latch.

Whatever, just do something, every day.

THE MIND/SOUL

Pick something big to work on. Learn a language, fix up an old beater car/truck/mike/boat, rescue a dog and learn to train/care for it, pick up gardening, get some chickens, something that requires you to learn and work on it every day.

Do those three things every day and your life will improve.

TIPS

Making lists really helps here. A pen and pad of paper will work wonders. A cheapo walmart white-board to write out your daily/weekly goals helps a ton. Use some magnets to keep track of shit as well.

Establish a home gym. It's surprisingly cheap if you're careful. Take the money you would have otherwise spent on a gym membership each month and buy another piece of gym equipment.

Work on one thing at a time. It takes 90 days of doing something each day to make it a habit. Take it slow at first for each thing. Going hard right off the bat will fuck things up, you included.

Learn to cook. This is a life-changing skill. Once you get good enough you can make just about anything you want in any way you want. Copy fast-food, cheaper, tastier, faster, with lower calories and better ingredients. You can make up your own recipes out of anything you have in the fridge.

Learn to eat right. For Whites it's mostly meat, fatty meat, dairy, eggs, milk(careful of sugar additives), and some vegetables. If you want bread, learn how to make your own sugar-free bread. I recommend starting with sourdough bread. Do note that this will be real bread so it'll go bad fast.

Going to bed and getting up at the same time every day helps a lot. Cut out caffeine 5-8 hours before bed time. If you can, sleep in a quiet room with blackout curtains and/or cardboard up the windows. Keep that room for sleeping only. Get at least 7 hours of sleep a day. It's a very important part of keeping a healthy body/mind.

Give a thought towards dressing well. Wearing rags all day is fine for just derping about the house or gettin' some work done but you will need some semi-nice cloths to go out in. Even if you're just going to walmart, make sure you put on proper cloths. A nice pair of jeans/pants, a nice shirt, decent not-fucked-up shoes, and a good-looking jacket will go a long way. Dress for you, not for others.

Good luck you niggerfaggot.

if you do it don't go alone, take some kikes with u

Alcohol and being dormant WILL KILL YOU and I say that because I am doing exactly that...

If reincarnation is real, you're almost guaranteed to come back as either a stinky streetshitter, stupid nigger, or a diseased rat eating chink.

Maybe reincarnation is real, maybe it isn't.
But is it worth the risk?

Jokes on you, you don't even know what tired means, since you don't have children.
Anyway, like the other commenter said, go be a beach bum or something. You can do so much goofy stuff and return to your boring life afterwards. Or just game.

I don't know, I can't really say it's worth it.
It's not like it keeps getting better with age.
The good times? Yeah, they are behind you.
I'm not saying kill yourself, just saying the world you inhabit doesn't want you.
I'm saying our women are infected, hard, with this mind virus.
The hypergamy thing is bizarre to watch as it distorts their expectations.
I'm in my forties.
I'm married.
Big enough new construction on a few acres.
Doing fine.
But the world is bleak and people don't socialize a this age like they used to.
Shit's lonely.
Only going to get worse.
And aging takes away all the ability to carry out all that tough talk you did when younger.
Just ignore the fucking christians, they're the reason we're in this situation; without them, we're not overrun with migrants or conquered by jews; they're just as indoctrinated as the leftist...

You still have time. Get your shit together and you can make it happen if you want.

Need more good white fathers in this world.

Life doesn't happen all at once, brother. Pick some goals and do a little bit to make them happen every day. Especially when you don't want to. Learn to derive joy from doing what you don't want to do at present but know will be deeply gratifying you did a little later. I will remember you in my prayers tonight.

Exercise every day. Your state will improve. You can do it!

Enjoy your freedom.

Healthy males can father children into their mid-50's or later.

Get your shit together. Bitch less, and do things daily to improve yourself.

Lift weights, stop drinking/smoking, and hike daily.

I had my daughter at 35

You should, for the sin of anonposting.

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I kill myself every day.

Get a hobby, man.
38, never been married, currently unemployed; there's plenty to live for.
Besides, quitting is what the kikes want you to do.

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1 Peter 5:
6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:
7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.
8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
9 Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.
10 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you.
11 To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

Never divorce-raped or enslaved by a boss-of-you? Bro, you are sooo missing out.