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One lesson I've learned in life:

submitted by PhantomXLII to whatever 1 yearApr 28, 2023 13:30:38 ago (+5/-1)     (whatever)

Don't get attached to people.

Used to have a bunch of friends in high school, they all started doing degenerate shit. Cut them off.

Got to college, ended up being friends with a whole damn hall in the dorms. Most ended up doing degenerate shit, cut them off.

HS trying for a girlfriend, trying to find anyone decent was hard enough, got turned down every time anyway.

College, didn't even try. Sluts, narcissists, all of that everywhere. Just quit trying at that point.

Graduated and started subbing, there's a small handful of good kids I've become something like an older brother to. Try to do what I can to steer them straight, and one by one they keep fucking up. Not even adults yet and they're already lost. Casualties.

Yesterday I bump into one girl, one of the first who adopted me as an "older brother" I guess. In the morning I'm walking in and she runs up all giddy and everything borderline yelling "I have a boyfriend!". Made me feel fucking old but I was really happy for the kid. She doesn't have a lot of friends because they do stupid shit and she doesn't want to be part of all that, hyper as Hell, just a good kid. So I was happy for her.

Was.

I was in town basically babysitting last night at an event, kid finds me there and starts talking to me for a solid hour, as she does. Starts showing me her boyfriend and man my stomach just fucking sank. She's with a fucking mutt. A motherfucking nigger-White mutt. Looks like a discount Mexican with fucking broccoli growing on its head. There was a pic of them together and it was just repulsive. You got that fucking thing there looking half retarded and then a blonde and blue girl who I've unfortunately become somewhat attached to. Something between a favorite student and little sister.

Then she's showing me texts she gets from this dude and he's a total fucking prick.

Summarizing here, I told her what I think and highly recommended she get the fuck away from that thing. I'm not her parents, not her blood, no real authority, but I have seen a thing or two and good God I hope she takes my advice and bails.

But then I get up this morning and it just hits me... The damage is already done. That kid genuinely doesn't see anything wrong with what she's doing, and even likes the thing. Sad thing is, odds are she'll be in HS or college and end up as just another degenerate. Drugs, slutting around, whatever, despite being averse to drinking and other stuff like that right now. I've seen it happen a thousand times and it'll happen many more.

Just another casualty. But that's war, right?

Seems it's best just to stay detached and see people as means to an end if anything at all. Even the kids are fucked up now, and they're tomorrow's hostiles.

Yes, this shit is bugging me. It's one situation that exemplifies a lot that is wrong with this world God appears to have turned his back on, and I can't blame him.

I can't even kill myself because of that God.


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[ - ] deleted 0 points 9 monthsJul 19, 2023 16:56:38 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] Nasturtium 3 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 19:23:13 ago (+3/-0)*

People have turned their back on God and He is giving them over to their sinful desires because they do not love the truth.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 0 points 1 yearApr 29, 2023 00:24:31 ago (+0/-0)

That's probably it.

Shame even the kids are practically dead thanks to their decisions as well.

[ - ] HonkyMcNiggerSpic 3 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 15:17:55 ago (+3/-0)

I knew two girls since they were babies. Was friends with their dad. He started acting weird about ten years ago. I suspect hard drugs along with his wife. They started having leftist views. Was probably always leftists but just hid among us. I live in a very conservative area. Thena few years ago I find out that his youngest daughter was dating a nigger and he came over for date night each week to watch a movie and the dad would sit on the couch with them. What a fuckin pos he turned into. Then his oldest daughter starts looking like a man. Then she proudly told everyone that she is gay. She is a female-to-male tranny and has a live-in gf. Mental illness. I asked him why he had niggers coming to his house and he said "at least they go to college!" and I said they are still niggers and that sounded like something a mudshark would say. This dude has really hit rock bottom and I do not have an ounce of respect for him. I told him he got cucked and that kids turn out that way when there is a gay or weak father or absent father. He got mad and stormed off. fuck this little bitch

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 3 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 15:23:58 ago (+3/-0)

Damn... This rot is fucking everywhere.

The shitty part is having to just sit back and watch, unable to do anything.

[ - ] observation1 3 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 14:20:06 ago (+3/-0)

Feel good about planting seeds now, as they will grow later. The degenerates and narcissists, and misfits of the past soon grow wiser.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 14:22:10 ago (+2/-1)

The degenerates and narcissists, and misfits of the past soon grow wiser.

So we're cool with sluts, nigger lovers, and faggots now?

I don't get your angle here.

[ - ] SecretHitler 2 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 16:14:27 ago (+2/-0)

I used to be somewhat leftist and fairly degenerate and I learned better.

Writing everyone off as a lost cause and giving up on them and letting yourself be blackpilled about it is pussy and weak is the point he was making. Your OP comes across as real
defeatist and like a losers pov rather than someone who's still in the fight.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 16:21:47 ago (+1/-0)

So where do we draw the line?

[ - ] SecretHitler 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 17:00:03 ago (+1/-0)

What line? If they're White we fight to save them. If they're not White we either oppose then or work with them if it would further our interests. If they're jew they gotta go.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 17:15:32 ago (+1/-0)

On what's acceptable and what's not.

Don't tell me now that we're allowing "totally reformed I'm not about that life anymore" sluts, nigger lovers, etc. in the ranks?

Or are we?

Where does the forgiveness end and standards for conduct begin? Do you really think we're going to build an eternal empire off the foundation of those who are lost?

Or am I wrong?

Have I been wrong all this time, all through life? Was it wrong of me to have control and not go fucking around with different girls? Was it wrong to stay away from drinking? Weed? Hard drugs? Was it wrong of me to expect the same from friends and potential partners? Out of those who claim to want to build a better society?

Should I congratulate the girl in my OP and encourage her mixing with the mutt now?

Where is the line drawn?

That's what I'm asking. You've already said yourself you were a leftist and degenerate in the past. I never was. I grew up hearing "nigger" when my family talked about niggers, Dad would make jew jokes here and there when he was younger, and my extended family have a certain history.

So maybe that's my disconnect from you people. Maybe you all have seen and been on both sides of the aisle, I've only ever lived one. I know the other side, I understand it and its goals, but I never lived it and have no desire to see it continue except as a lesson in books and history itself.

So, I'm going to rephrase my question a bit, where do you draw the line?

I'm asking genuinely. I want to know if I'm wrong or not so I can adjust accordingly.

[ - ] SecretHitler 0 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 23:25:57 ago (+0/-0)

The line of what's acceptable, ok. It's plain and simple what's acceptable and what's not. Nobody's confused about that line.

But you're over here saying cut off everyone and live a loser's life because it sucks fighting something that's not easy, where you see shit that upsets you and where there's real stakes.

That's what a fight is. Saying it's hopeless because you don't like seeing the effects of being under oppressive power is slave mentality and that's why you're catching flak.

You don't have to adjust your attitude to yourself, but don't spread that shit where Whites are awake and need morale to keep up their own fight.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 29, 2023 00:15:03 ago (+1/-0)

It's plain and simple what's acceptable and what's not. Nobody's confused about that line.

Is that so? Because being a leftist degenerate is fucking unacceptable and the damage is irreparable. So is this your filth from the past leaking through, "fellow right winger"?

Or am I confused as to what's acceptable? How about you define it.

But you're over here saying cut off everyone

Yes. If they are traitors to what is right, they are already dead. There is no saving them. So these race mixers, faggots, sluts, and other filth... They can't be among us. Cut them off. There's nothing to be gained other than a peek into how the world may die. "Mistakes" they'll say... How badly do you have to fuck up to date a fucking non-White? To be a fucking faggot? To willingly go along with all sorts of degenerate behavior? I don't see a mistake. I see overt hostile action.

You don't have to adjust your attitude to yourself

Is this some spin-off of the "what you do in your own home is totally your business!" mentality? I'm curious. That's what it sounds like. "Hold yourself to your own standards, but don't expect anyone to follow them" bullshit.

but don't spread that shit where Whites are awake

"Please do not tell the truth."

and need morale to keep up their own fight

What fight? I'm here all by myself. There's nothing to be done, because nothing can be done. I get a front row seat in watching everything be corrupted and turned into fucking abominations.



[ - ] SecretHitler 0 points 1 yearApr 29, 2023 16:00:52 ago (+0/-0)

and the damage is irreparable

That's stupid and not based on anything

your filth from the past leaking through, "fellow right winger"?

How about go fuck yourself if you want to abuse the honesty I shared with you.

You aren't very self aware. You're a cry baby and your "I was so noble and in control of myself" is such clear cope when you already said "all the girls rejected me anyway"

You lack life experience, and that position does not give you what you need to judge what's hopeless or who's a lost cause. You sound like you aren't able to go after and get what you want in life so you've given up. This is unrelated to jewish fuckery or societal degeneracy.

This is transparent and people are politely telling you it sounds pathetic and is not a good look, but you're socially retarded and are not picking up on the fact it's the best advice you could hear so I'll say it very plain for you:

You sound like a pathetic loser who wants to drag other people down so you feel better about it.

Go ahead. Pretend your pity party is you "telling the truth" like that's helping anything. You can't even help yourself, why should anyone listen to your mopey take on why we should all give up?

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 0 points 1 yearApr 29, 2023 23:28:29 ago (+0/-0)

That's stupid and not based on anything

You sure about that, bud?

How about go fuck yourself if you want to abuse the honesty I shared with you.

Abusing honesty? Is that what you call it? Interesting.

You aren't very self aware.

Why did you try typing at a mirror?

You're a cry baby

Lol

"I was so noble and in control of myself" is such clear cope when you already said "all the girls rejected me anyway"

You really don't get the situation there do you? I've had a couple girls outright ask me out. Not a lot, granted, but a couple. I never went for it because I knew what kind of people they were. I had several other girls I knew I had a shot with through HS that I never bothered with because, again, I knew what kind of people they were. The few I did try to ask out just didn't turn out in my favor. No hard feelings, no crushed soul, just how it was.

My standards aren't high. Just take care of yourself, be a virgin, at least try to be nice. That's it.

So yeah, sit there and pretend as if I'm some abomination and undatable fuck. Truth is, I just expect better because I hold myself to that same standard.

You lack life experience

And? By 15 you ought to know right from wrong. That's what matters.

does not give you what you need to judge what's hopeless or who's a lost cause.

Lol

That's funny. Justifying moral relativism now? I know a group that does that.

You sound like you aren't able to go after and get what you want in life

Well you heard wrong. Career is going to be great and offer me more or less exactly what I want, realistically speaking. "Love" life could be better but is it really worth it? But these things, my personal life, don't matter. What I really would like to see is an American-European ethnostate. One empire under God. The stewards of the Earth, directing the rest of the world as must be done.

You're just a piece of shit that can't handle someone telling the fucking truth. So how about you go fuck yourself.


[ - ] observation1 0 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 14:50:34 ago (+0/-0)

Your angle is that everyone is a lost cause.

Snap out of it. We all get bad news but it's up to you to decide how it effects you, if at all.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 15:16:51 ago (+1/-0)

Your angle is that everyone is a lost cause.

Yeah, that's what happens when most of the world is filled with filth, and people willingly give themselves over to absolute fucking degeneracy.

Snap out of it.

Out of reality?

We all get bad news but it's up to you to decide how it effects you, if at all

The shit that is happening shouldn't be an issue in the first place.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 1 point 1 yearApr 28, 2023 14:44:38 ago (+1/-0)

Well don't just downvote and run dude, what's your angle?

[ - ] observation1 0 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 14:49:09 ago (+0/-0)

I didn't downvote you.

[ - ] PhantomXLII [op] 0 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 17:00:07 ago (+0/-0)

Whoever did undid it too. Probably a misclick.

[ - ] namefagsrgay -2 points 1 yearApr 28, 2023 22:16:54 ago (+0/-2)

Fuck what god says