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Ever know you were fucking up in life ?

submitted by SirNiggsalot to whatever 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 12:06:49 ago (+23/-0)     (whatever)

I've been , yet I see no good answer. I'm just in a nihilistic funk . Don't see the point of anything anymore. Sure have loved ones , for what , so they can break your heart through their own failings , or just because you watch their health decline and they suffer and die.

I've been making incredibly wreckless decisions , which I sometimes feel bad for and sometimes feel like fuck it , I'm playing the hand I'm dealt.

I know you should never make decisions based on feelings , but lately idgaf.

Thanks for letting me share , faggots.


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[ - ] NaturalSelectionistWorker 10 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:05:48 ago (+10/-0)

Jews have poisoned you. Consume less jew poison. I know ot's difficult to raise your own chickens and grow your own vegetables but it's something we're all gonna have to start doing.

[ - ] ReincarnatedGoat 5 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 14:21:08 ago (+5/-0)

yes

first you must remove the jew from within.

[ - ] bobdole9 7 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:56:40 ago (+7/-0)

Have you had any decent direct sunlight exposure lately? Seasonal depression is real.

[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 2 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:39:21 ago (+2/-0)

Sunlight sure does make a difference! I do pretty much all there is to get , thanks to my job.

[ - ] Rowdybme 2 points 2.2 yearsFeb 7, 2023 00:05:03 ago (+2/-0)

I had this exact same thought. Other day it was nice and got some sun. Was on cloud 9 for like 2 or 3 days. Definitely been down since

[ - ] bobdole9 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 7, 2023 09:04:45 ago (+1/-0)

I'm planning to start seeds in my basement - UV grow lights can help a bit, but it is 100% not the same as real sunlight. Might be something to think of to get you through until real sunlight returns.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 5 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:28:50 ago (+5/-0)

SirNigs, the culture is trying to demoralize you. You matter. You are a white fascist. Literally no one else matters. They dont want you to reproduce. They want you to drink too much and kill yourself. Dont do what they want. Be efficient and effective. Focus on getting stronger every day.

[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:41:40 ago (+1/-0)

Sincere thanks sister !
I truly appreciate your encouragement

[ - ] 3Whuurs 5 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:03:21 ago (+5/-0)

This is exactly what stoicis was for.
It’s not a mythos like many want to make out of it, but as an ethos its probably the best approach towards discipline of mind in hard or demoralizing times.

[ - ] SkullFuckerSupreme 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:17:47 ago (+1/-0)

Great Zeus!!

[ - ] deleted 4 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 17:20:11 ago (+4/-0)

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[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 3 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:35:34 ago (+3/-0)

I'm an old Boomerwaffen fuck.
I drive trucks 10hrs a day , still workout 3-4 days a week , body fat about 12% right now , am just a pissed off old fuck ready to go off. I do at least try to enjoy the ride tho.

[ - ] Jiggggg 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:56:43 ago (+0/-0)

I've been making an effort to reach out to friends more lately too

Me too but my friends are all married with kids. I see friends at the gym every day by then when I go home I don't have anyone to hang out with anymore. Maybe I'll do a summer league of something too, that's a good idea

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper 2 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 14:30:42 ago (+2/-0)

I empathize with you...everyone you cared for and tried to help along the way couldn't see that you were doing it because you wanted them to enjoy life with you and that by them hurting themselves in turn hurt you...all the effort, time and money and emotional loading that you put into them was futile, like a failed investment...I invested a lot into those closest to me only to see that investment dissolve into nothing and I'm left holding worthless receipts...since I've given up hope I feel a lot better, and I just don't give a fuck anymore but I'm sticking it out just to see what happens and to keep people pissed off....if nothing else OP, live for yourself and get your satisfaction from laughing at everyone's mess...you will get great enjoyment from saying to everyone, "I TOLD YOU SO".
Life has no shortage of misery but that 5minutes of genuine satisfaction that comes from everybody else's fuck up will keep you going.

[ - ] deleted 2 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 12:49:40 ago (+3/-1)

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[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 12:54:27 ago (+1/-0)

Lol , ikr ?

[ - ] deleted 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:08:00 ago (+2/-1)

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[ - ] PostWallHelena 2 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:18:46 ago (+2/-0)

I did medication for a long time. And I did the therapist thing. I feel like therapist only tell you what you want to hear. They don’t fix anything. Its sort of voodoo, like going to church or something. Im an atheist but I would recommend going to church over wasting money on some kike therapist. Its another jewish religion. Its literally run by jews.

The meds work a little bit for a little while, and then they stop working. Its called the poop out phenomenon or something. You keep taking them because if you stop you start to feel worse.

But the worst thing is that drugs like SSRIs SNRIs benzos and many other psych meds are associated with early dementia. They make you stupid with prolonged use. This is the dirty little secret the shrinks don’t tell you. Plenty of studies documenting significant early cognitive decline in long term med users. Dont wait until youve been on this shit for 20 years to find out why you cant remember anything anymore because your brain is shot and youre only 40.

Sorry to burst your bubble. I know what its like and I wanted to believe those faggots had the answer more than anything.

[ - ] KeepPoal4fags 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:32:48 ago (+1/-0)

I can tell right away when someone is on psych meds, stay away from that shit. Micro-dosing mushies works amazing for depression without any of the crazy side effects. Its not a replacement for healthy living though.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 16:46:35 ago (+1/-0)

There are people with a predisposition for schizophrenia for whom psychadelics are not a good idea in any dose. Its kinda russian roulette. Cluster A personality disorder types should steer clear.

[ - ] KeepPoal4fags 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 22:45:34 ago (+0/-0)

Those same people are prescribed ssri's and shit like candy, to a much worse end. Its much better for them to micro dose mushies than flip out on the jew version, in heavy-handed prescriptions.

[ - ] ghetto_shitlord 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:32:45 ago (+1/-1)

It's your job to fix it, the therapist is a guide.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 16:42:45 ago (+1/-0)

Then its not really a medical intervention is it? Its a religion.

It does not fix people with profound problems. The only people who are “well” and claimed it helped them are people who had minor problems which they would have worked out on their own. Psychotherapy is not scientific, it’s gay shamanism. Its pseudo science. They never have to show results, just string along desperate people and rake in cash .

Its voodoo for “smart” people. Its the accepted religion, far more than christianity or anything else. You’ll defend it no matter what because its your faith. You are an irrational religionist and no logic set before you could ever dissuade you that it’s completely made up. Fake. Another kike fairytale.

Tell all “the rapists” down at the shul, the jig is up. No thanks, kike.

[ - ] ghetto_shitlord 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 17:56:55 ago (+1/-0)

Yes, it is, they cannot change only you can change your thinking.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 21:12:54 ago (+0/-0)

Save the fucking bromides Joel Osteen.

[ - ] deleted -1 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 22:56:54 ago (+0/-1)

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[ - ] Anus_Expander 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 17:30:15 ago (+0/-0)

Therapists are glorified hand-holders

[ - ] deleted -1 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:46:45 ago (+0/-1)

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[ - ] deleted 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:19:04 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 20:36:16 ago (+0/-0)

Fucking hell I just wrote this long reply to your comment but the internet ate it. I dont know where it went.

I dont really feel any worse off now that I dont take them, mood-wise. I just feel that they have caused significant memory problems. Theyve never shown that antidepressants work in a long-term randomized control study.

These are the same pharma firms and the same regulatory agencies that conned us over covid. The industry safety data is not reliable. I just wanted you to know the risks because I wish I had.

I believed this meds worked because they told me they worked. But my problems really didnt get better, in retrospect. I was compliant because they told me I would have the most benefit from compliance. When things didnt get better, they told me it was because I wasnt committed enough to treatment.

I feel like I was in a retarded cult that just promised me great things and never delivered. And I trusted it all because “science”. I feel used and robbed.

Anyway do what you want with this information. Just my personal experience. I really am very sympathetic to your issue because I have struggled with similar shit.

Heres a couple of links I just quickly looked up on the subject.
https://adaa.org/sites/default/files/New%20Concerns%20Emerge%20About%20Long-Term%20Antidepressant%20Use.pdf
https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/da.22584
https://digital.lib.washington.edu/researchworks/bitstream/handle/1773/36827/Heath_washington_0250E_16082.pdf

[ - ] redsfan277 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 20:25:37 ago (+1/-0)

listen to some stoic philosophy my nigga.

The world has been shit long before we came along, and it will turn to shit always. We are here to struggle and survive, even when the getting is good people fail to realize the brink most people live in.

Try to travel and widen your eyes, you dont have to go far just walk in the sun and observe the world around you. It aint all that you see on tv or the internet or the politik. Breath the air and enjoy the moment. feel the sun hitting your face.

[ - ] 9000timesempty 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 19:18:03 ago (+1/-0)

I am a piece of shit, but the world is more of a piece of shit than me. As long as I'm not purposely or accidentally hurting people then I'm doing better than most of the people around me.

[ - ] Jiggggg 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:59:52 ago (+1/-0)

I, too, am a sad bastard

[ - ] Breeder 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 14:15:07 ago (+1/-0)

What are some examples of bad decisions you've made recently?

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper 3 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 17:52:36 ago (+3/-0)

Moving my investment portfolio to TD Wealth Management from Manulife, and now back to Manulife after I got into a discussion with the financial adviser about the moral decline of society and the financial thievery of our "FRACTIONAL RESERVE BANKING INSTITUTIONS"...another bad move I made was giving a significant amount of money to my kids to help set them up in life and all I got in return was disrespect...haven't spoken to my kids or grandchildren in 6 years now, but I'm over them now and there's no going back, which is why I no longer give a fuck about anything but my wife, my aged mother and my 3 bears.

[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 15:09:18 ago (+0/-0)

Oh , wouldn't you like to know , lol

[ - ] Peleg 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 20:40:59 ago (+0/-0)

You stopped and got that truck stop blow job, didn't you! You know it was wrong but you did it anyway! Bad decision right there. Especially since the last time you did it when you put your hand on her head, "her" wig moved! But you went back because it was the best one you ever had!

[ - ] SumerBreeze 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 12:39:20 ago (+1/-0)

It’s only the hand you were dealt if it’s all just a game. Don’t play any games cause the faggots that made the rules have it rigged.

[ - ] Sector7 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 7, 2023 02:18:54 ago (+0/-0)

Wreckless decisions while you're driving are the best decisions.

[ - ] 2Drunk 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 23:35:40 ago (+0/-0)

Get yourself to church, the church of the GDL, Goyimtv.com.

[ - ] Anus_Expander 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 17:28:51 ago (+0/-0)

Put down the cheap wine, and go to bed

[ - ] SirNiggsalot [op] 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:31:48 ago (+0/-0)

Unlike you faggot , I drink whiskey , you know , like a man

[ - ] Anus_Expander 1 point 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 18:36:13 ago (+1/-0)

I used to, until I discovered cheap wine

[ - ] SkullFuckerSupreme 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 13:18:28 ago (+0/-0)

[ - ] SkullFuckerSupreme 0 points 2.2 yearsFeb 6, 2023 12:38:31 ago (+0/-0)

You can be like Rorschach.

Doom the doomers.

https://www.yewtu.be/watch?v=7gi1eT7HvtM