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TIME TO TURN THE PAGE ....

submitted by Zyklonbeekeeper to HDLunited 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 02:18:42 ago (+13/-0)     (HDLunited)

this chapter has come to an end, this will be the last I post re my buddy. Actually this post is not directly about him....it's about the fragility of life and the ruthlessness of time, there's a mechanical cruelty to every second of the day, no compassion, no mercy, AND "NOBODY" IS SPARED...EVERYBODY HURTS SOMETIME.

I posted the initial submission yesterday 17hrs before BONDACCO'S departure, I never slept more than 20 winks last night and kept looking at my clock, at 6.00am this morning I felt an unfamiliar uneasiness...my buddy had 5hrs remaining here on this earth.

I stared at the time, wide awake with emotions stalled in neutral, knowing that I was stalled because I could do nothing to change the outcome of an inevitable that was yet to happen. Decades of problem solving, heated negotiations, persuasive influencing etc and I'm blank...and time kept moving forward, it was not going to stop and allow me to collect my thoughts.

I posted again 10 minutes before his expiration, 11.00am , and the last post was 10 minutes after 11.00. The entire process was surreal and almost incomprehensible, a process of this nature has a way of making one acutely aware of one's own mortality...and time keeps flowing like a river, time stops for nobody. One minute we're here, the next second we're gone, and a new chapter begins, only the names have changed but the process remains a cruel mystery for those in the next chapter.

What I'm getting at is, it's important to make a long mark on this short life...gone but never forgotten, mortal flesh may dissappear but a legacy is forever. There's only so much time, leave your mark for the world to see, however big your world is, leave your mark...AND NOT IN YOUR FUCKING FAGGOT SHORTS EITHER.


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[ - ] 2017Fallout 3 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 05:14:07 ago (+3/-0)

Condolences goat in this most difficult time. The passing of a friend always takes that part of you that was unique to that friendship with it.

[ - ] SumerBreeze 3 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 03:49:48 ago (+3/-0)

Get rid of all your faggot shorts - and your faggot pants, for that matter. Just keep the regular kind around, and make babies. Babies are the key to eternity. Don’t have sex with any niggers and especially not any jews.

[ - ] Crackinjokes 2 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 12:08:56 ago (+2/-0)

It's important to be part of a group that lasts beyond your lifetime that either ensures the continuation of your culture or makes sure your culture comes about.

This is the secret to success in history and always has been.

Thinking both about your own life but equally about what is beyond your life on Earth is essential and just not taught anymore.

Organized religion used to fulfill this function but I'm not sure any of the organizations are still true to that goal.

[ - ] JudyStroyer 2 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 07:23:23 ago (+2/-0)

Good post, man. Its an important thing to understand. Dont squander today, we might not get tomorrow, and yesterday is lost forever. Be well Zyklonbeekeeper. Keep your head up.

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper [op] 2 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 12:28:31 ago (+2/-0)

I'll be honest here...if not for this site I'd have no place to open up, 90% of society is shallow and clueless...a true clown world that I can not adjust to.
Hey "misery loves company" and VOAT's like a big banquet table.

[ - ] JudyStroyer 2 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 18:26:26 ago (+2/-0)

I have 1 friend, and my brother that I can be how I am and we get along great. Ive gotten the both of them to be more wise to the problems we have. The rest of the people are not too far off from the other people in the simulation in the movie the matrix. I cant even bring myself to have a conversation with them. This place is important to me too. It definitely has a place in my life that is hard to explain, unless you're here too. I dont make many posts here, but I'm here everyday. I also am glad you're here, enjoying the banquet.

[ - ] beece 1 point 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 19:42:47 ago (+1/-0)*

Brother - I feel for you. I was asked, but unable to fulfill, a brother veteran's (name was Mel) last request. That is, that would I please go to his home and return to the hospice ward he was in with a loaded pistol so he could end the extreme pain he was in. He explained that he had thought he'd beat it, until it was too late. Now all he had was this worsening excruciating pain and the knowledge that he was done for in the end.

Please, no judgments here. Mel had been in 2 wars and injured serverly twice. Near death type injuries, and he never complained about it. Much later, when he learned he had cancer, he wasn't too cranked about it. He'd seen so much worse. Until it was too late.

I think of Mel fairly frequently, and I second guess my choice of inaction and not bringing him the pistol he requested. It was before this elective suicide/euthanasia thing. He had access to Morphine, lots of it as he was in a veterans hospital hospice ward, all I could do was to tell/ask the nurse to up his morphine dose.

I felt like shit then. Still do and am sad right now considering it. But I do know that I put some positive into his end of life, and I don't think I would have felt any better had I shortened Mel's life and fulfilled his wish. Likely it would have been the reverse. We all die. It was Mel's time. I swing by his grave on occasion. Doesn't make me feel any better.

FUCK. That's all I have. Wishing you well, take a moment to consider the good parts is all I have for you.

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper [op] 0 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 23:44:22 ago (+0/-0)

@"beece"...YOU KNOW! YOU KNOW!...this is a large planet, but it's a small world, out of nowhere fate brings like minded people together, just when you're ready to resign yourself to the fact that you're all alone and disconnected, bang, somebody in your philosophical sphere appears. Somebody who knows that if something has to be explained then "they" wouldn't understand.
Along with your buddy Mel your mark is a lightening bolt gouged into granite and holy fuck, I would carry Mel's water any day as I would yours...I have not seen war but I've fought some serious battles, I had last rites once, almost twice, but I had choices that would've prevented that, you and Mel, had no control over what was going to happen, every second is a razors edge over a strand of hair and your real friends are with you...the true measure of a man is proven when he faces what appears to be an inevitable end...so many people have no clue as to how men like YOU AND MEL are created because they lack principle and moral substance, they're self absorbed in progressive fantasy while totally oblivious to the
virtues of true intellect and worldy wisdom.
Any lesser of a man would crumble if faced with EVERYTHING you and Mel went through...I really appreciate you sharing that experience...
Forever respect brother.

ON A SIDE NOTE...I've completely changed my whole attitude towards war and warfare, I, as did everyone else post WWII, have been fed a ship load of fucking lies from kindergarten to grade 13, media and government is complicit too, the ✡️ has done serious damage to the world beginning with Oliver Cromwell in the mid 1600s, (((they))) are responsible for the majority of wars and conflict and are subverters, I won't fight for a kike, I won't fight for this kiked country, I'm not fighting to save clown world nor would I offer my life to defend this FILTHY SODOMITE prime Minister or any fag whore politician...BUT...my honor and respect to the warrior...I'd stand by you (and Mel) any day.

ETC ETC ETC

[ - ] GrayDragon 1 point 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 05:28:17 ago (+1/-0)

"...AND NOT IN YOUR FUCKING FAGGOT SHORTS EITHER."

LAWRZ. What if that will be my ultimate mark on history?

Cheers mate.

E: Here is to Bondacco and Banshee and Stormie. O/

[ - ] bobdole9 1 point 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 09:47:52 ago (+1/-0)

Killdozer had the right idea.

[ - ] oppressed 0 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 09:21:00 ago (+0/-0)

suicide leads to eternal hell. i wanted to tell you that but i didnt think youd do anything with that info.

life isnt mainly about leaving a mark for yourself, its about believing and following Jesus.

There is heaven and ternal life to look forward to if you are Christian.

[ - ] Zyklonbeekeeper [op] 0 points 2.5 yearsNov 13, 2022 12:15:05 ago (+0/-0)

Suicide hurts the people who are left behind, "pulling the pin", so to speak" in my perspective, is a cowardly way to deal with life's shitty bed, that's been my sentiment for a long time...BUT...when all else is lost and one's belief in Jesus does nothing for the excruciating pain that has all but infirmed one to one's bed, to where one is no longer the brick wall that protected so many in one's life and to where one needs 24hr monitoring for fear of choking on one's own saliva, and a lot more suffering than mentioned...when one exists only to breathe and see what one is no longer an active part of...when one's only purpose is to be a burden...I can understand how exiting this life is justified.