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SearchVoat is Suicidal, That is Why He Started Talking About the Site Going Offline

submitted by deleted to MeanwhileOnSVF 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 14:22:50 ago (+21/-3)     (MeanwhileOnSVF)

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[ - ] system 9 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:40:59 ago (+10/-1)

I won't lie I am not a fan of the guy. I wanted to work with him shortly after launching this site and he pretty much blew me off. But I am sad he is in this state of mind.

For the record.. my life is shit but I have never thought about suicide and would NEVER kill myself. I view at it as the ultimate form of disrespect towards yourself, those who care about you, life, and nature. I believe I am here for a reason and I haven't found that reason yet. Maybe he has. But even if it's all pointless I love and appreciate the little things too much.. what this world has to offer. The food, beautiful women, sights, smells, lessons learned, everything. And while the world is in disarray and misery is rampant I plan to ride it out till I am forced out.

I heard a quote the other day that really resonated with me. It went something like

"I exist as a fuck you to the universe, who brought me into it kicking and screaming."

[ - ] SearchVoat 6 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:46:10 ago (+6/-0)

I'm not interested in popularity so I'm not bothered about whether you're a fan or not. I have no ill feelings towards you. But to set the record straight, your idea of "wanted to work with him" was your "offer" to make me a mod on your site. I didn't want to spend time and effort doing that for you.

[ - ] system 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 18:24:35 ago (+4/-1)

I planned on giving you admin access to the server. To start off yes, you would need admin and mod powers on the site which you had for 1 day till you failed to engage or respond back to the fact I gave you those powers.

Regardless I hope you get through this rut. You are talented, smart, a driver of free speech, and the world needs you. Don't let all the time and energy you've invested into this life go to waste. You are better than that.

[ - ] SearchVoat 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:31:53 ago (+3/-0)

Look, I'm sorry I can't let this go yet, but "giving me admin access to the server" and "mod powers" and I'm thinking, why would I want that? What's the upside for me? You wanted help, I suppose, and you could have asked me to help in specific ways, but your attitude was "I'm so generous, here, have admin access, have all this power"... as if that was of any use or interest to me. Just struck me as arrogant, I guess. Why would I want control over your site?

[ - ] system 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 22:23:59 ago (+3/-0)

That's a very bizarre and demented interpretation of what happened. You wanted to incorporate more voat-like features on your site. I had already built a decent replacement and I didn't want to work on the site alone. I saw the value you could add and it seemed like a good fit. My only intention was to create a better replacement for voat. I thought you wanted that too. What you describe is ridiculous and not at all characteristic of myself. I think that's evident to anyone who has been paying attention.

[ - ] system 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 23:19:24 ago (+1/-0)*

Here is me seducing @SearchVoat with UNLIMITED POWER https://www.voat.xyz/sv.png because I am so generous.

[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 01:29:00 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:37:12 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] Jiggggg 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 19:05:49 ago (+3/-0)

Hey man, I just want you to know that I appreciate SearchVoat as well as the SVF. I go there all the time (but I can only lurk because I lost my password). You have contributed a huge amount to preserving free speech. I know what it's like to feel suicidal and hopeless. It's a terrible frame of mind and I hope that you get through this. One thing that helped me a lot was looking at my diet. I tend to get depressed if I eat too much carbs or sugar, because it throws my gut out of balance. I know that sounds dumb but it's the truth... a good probiotic can go a long way.

Anyway we're all here for you bud.

[ - ] Epictetus 2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 19:26:23 ago (+2/-0)

What is your goal? Ultimately, suicide for no cause other than checking out is a new thing. A jewish controlled culture thing.

I'm not going to try to talk you out of it. If you are a competent white man who has made up his mind, my words are of little effect beyond the fact that you dishonor yourself and your people.

[ - ] dassar 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:44:42 ago (+1/-0)*

I don't know you , have never interacted with you.

Ultimately everything We do on this mortal coil comes from free will or the self-abdication of such in how We (as an individual) chose to react to stimuli, events and situations outside of our control or of our own making.

The act of Suicide, imho while neither weak nor cowardly in of itself, is irreversible and permanent and the effect it has on those left behind is life long and life changing - whether it be the Parents, close Friends, Siblings or Children.

I have sole custody of two young boys, their Mother had visitation rights up until she 'suddenly' died the night before Mother's Day three years ago.
She struggled with mental illness and substance abuse.
The effect her death has on them is devastating and ongoing (life long no doubt). Mothers day now puts a sour taste in all our mouths even going to visit my Mother (their Grandma) for a family dinner. All days throughout the year set aside for family celebrations are now 'different'.
Whether we like it or not, Parents have a life long obligation to ensure our own offspring thrive and prosper and that We are simply 'there' when they need us.

As tough as things get, I also exist as a fuck you to the universe, and to the globo-homo that want me dead, my kids brainwashed and raped and they think it's funny.

Peace and blessing man.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 4 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:54:08 ago (+4/-0)

It makes me sad too. I hope he hangs in there.

[ - ] knightwarrior41 7 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 18:46:57 ago (+7/-0)

I hope he hangs in there

oh shit Lol

[ - ] PostWallHelena 4 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 19:58:54 ago (+4/-0)

Ok that was totally inadvertant. I was trying to say something positive🙄

[ - ] knightwarrior41 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:17:53 ago (+1/-0)

i know but remember around depressive ppl use your words wisely lol

[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 01:49:00 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] deleted 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:54:22 ago (+2/-1)

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[ - ] deleted 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 22:15:50 ago (+1/-0)

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[ - ] TwiceBanned -7 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:44:05 ago (+1/-8)

He probably blew you off because no one wants to associate with pedophiles like you. Anyone with a drop of common sense wouldnt get involved with you for anything whatsoever, or youll be inviting your child molesting friends over and yelling at everyone who tells the degenerate fuck to go away.

You probably should think about killing yourself, your life is shit because of your pedophile tendencies after all, doing us all a favor and offing yourself is really the only right thing you could possibly do with whats left of your pathetic life.

[ - ] JudyStroyer 8 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 18:36:29 ago (+9/-1)

Shut the fuck up, faggot.

[ - ] deleted 2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 20:04:41 ago (+2/-0)

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[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 27, 2022 13:26:24 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] PostWallHelena 5 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:03:36 ago (+6/-1)

Here’s my take—

Jews have a megaphone, and to anyone that tries to resist their twisted regime, they just start saying “kill yourself, kill yourself, killyouself.” Jews are all pleased as punch when people like us voluntarily off themselves because they are ruining our lives! Its their fucking aim.

The fuck Ill ever kill myself. Im not going to fucking oblige kikes.

Its all some people need is some kike demoralizing them to lay down and die.

Searchvoat says he’s a asshole? We’ll he’s not a very good one if he kills himself. Never lay down and die for kikes or anyone else.

And by the way fuck you for posting your perversion. Back on my shitlist.

[ - ] Hermes 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:18:38 ago (+3/-0)

I think there was some work on this by Michael Aquino and the military. They can basically send electrio magnetic waves and other frequencies in your direction. He may be a little controlled op, but Mark Dice actually did a video on it recently. So they can gang-stalk you and send frequencies in ur direction to fuck with you and your perceived reality.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9q0r9GwvtCc&ab_channel=MarkDice

[ - ] Temp20210918c 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:20:43 ago (+1/-0)

White people have such a comparative advantage on entry into Valhalla that suicide is an extremely dumb idea for us. It's not that hard. One or the other:

1) Do your best to produce, protect and raise white children
2) If you're prevented from doing #1, let the valkyries bear witness to your courage in destroying anti-whites.

[ - ] deleted 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:08:32 ago (+1/-1)

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[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:20:57 ago (+1/-1)

Delete the post then. Its your post

[ - ] deleted 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:24:56 ago (+2/-1)

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[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:58:00 ago (+2/-3)

Stop posting pictures of naked little girls.

B-b-but muh story, muh voice, muh harassment. No one understands me

Stop posting pictures of naked little girls.
Stop posting pictures of naked little girls.
STOP POSTING PICTURES OF NAKED LITTLE GIRLS.

[ - ] albatrosv15 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:34:48 ago (+0/-0)

Maybe he himself is only 14?

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 05:01:40 ago (+0/-0)

Hes like 40

[ - ] dalai_llama -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 04:32:51 ago (+0/-1)

Fucking fake ass drama queen bullshit. Kikes like you should kill themselves. Fucking idiot.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 05:03:07 ago (+0/-0)

Not gonna happen

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 3 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 15:40:28 ago (+3/-0)

You'd think if he was feeling down he'd just interact with us all a little more. I know when I feel suicidal you all make me want to sharpen my knives and sh........

Oh. Yeah, there's that. MISS YOU ALREADY SEARCHVOAT!

..........or come play with us like you used to.

[ - ] x0x7 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 00:00:35 ago (+1/-0)

We all have to think pretty highly of ourselves to think interacting with us is an automatic cure for depression.

[ - ] RMGoetbbels 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 00:03:16 ago (+0/-0)

I told him to: Do a flip faggot!

That should help!

[ - ] mainstreamsneeze 2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 20:56:21 ago (+2/-0)

[ - ] deleted 2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 20:12:52 ago (+2/-0)

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[ - ] PrincessRobotBubblegum 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:45:46 ago (+1/-0)

Schopenhauer said: “There is no trial so great that someone hasn’t endured it with aplomb, nor any insult so minor that someone hasn’t murdered themselves over.” Or something like that, in German.

Wish I had some psychotropic drugs.

This is becoming like the hippie movement by around the time everyone got burned out and became The Big Chill (1983).

This is kinda like something Kevin Costner might have said before the opening credits.

But they cut him out of the film. Harsh.

My suicide note would be moe like Rudolf’s “Goodbye Yukon Cornelius, I hope you find lots of tinsel!” speech. But my dozen or so selves are bound by a sort of oath to live.

Just kidding. Pathological narcissist. No compulsion toward suicide.

Have run out of steam.

[ - ] i_hate_sodomites 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 06:54:13 ago (+0/-0)

I honestly don't give a shit. If he isn't willing to take out a synagogue or shoot up one of the projects floor-by-floor, he's just a fucking loser - let him die ignominiously. If you're going to go out, take a bunch of the enemy with you - or shut the fuck up already, and leave the rest of us alone.

Fuck losers. We don't need them.

[ - ] totes_magotes -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 15:41:24 ago (+1/-2)

I hope he does a backflip.

You're not suicidal if you're posting about it online; you're just looking for attention.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:48:07 ago (+2/-0)

Really? Surprised and depressed at your comment.

[ - ] totes_magotes 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:26:23 ago (+0/-0)

You can be that way if you like but it shows why people who don't have a clue about shit shouldn't be making policy. People who are suicidal don't wave their hands and scream "Look at me!"

They make their plans and then execute them. If they say goodbye to anyone and they're really suicidal, they don't go blathering about it because they get a peace from knowing their pain will be over when they die. Telling someone about it will give that someone a chance to stop them and that would take away that peace and bring pain back. They want peace if they're suicidal. If they're not suicidal, they just want attention.

So I hope he does a backflip.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:51:29 ago (+1/-2)

You speak as if their are only two possible states of mind. Totally committed to suicide or histrionic attention seeking. You have a false understanding of how people’s mind’s work. You have talked yourself in to a simplified paradigm to make your world less cluttered and obligating. That is your illusion.

He’s not dying of fucking cancer. He has toddlers.

I have a better sense of what must be done in terms of “policy” than almost every other goat here, because I am the only one to consistently argue that it must be informed by an understanding of evolution, which is the fucking key. I doubt that you get that.

[ - ] totes_magotes 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 18:14:19 ago (+1/-0)

Whoa, you really misspelled "I want to ad hominem."

Fuck off.

[ - ] PostWallHelena -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 20:02:33 ago (+0/-1)

There is no ad hominem in that comment.

[ - ] totes_magotes 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 21:16:35 ago (+0/-0)

Wow, a fool, a liar, and deluded all in one shot. Amazing.

[ - ] PostWallHelena 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 25, 2022 05:05:03 ago (+0/-0)

Give yourself a break. Youre not THAT bad.

[ - ] deleted 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 15:51:11 ago (+4/-3)

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[ - ] diggernicks 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:03:23 ago (+0/-0)

This

Its like this is you faggots first day on the internet

[ - ] deleted -1 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 14:51:20 ago (+0/-1)

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[ - ] diggernicks -2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 15:04:30 ago (+0/-2)

DO IT FAGGOT

[ - ] PostWallHelena 1 point 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 16:48:46 ago (+1/-0)

Not surprised at your comment though.

[ - ] diggernicks 0 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 17:02:28 ago (+0/-0)

Oh well

[ - ] deleted -2 points 1.8 yearsJul 24, 2022 14:32:51 ago (+2/-4)

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