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I’d be interested in reading it. But yeah, people will probably be shitty to you about it.

You may get shit on a normie forum but you're here. Fifty plus years ago many people became aware of the power of psychedelics and used them to explore and improve their minds. See: https://www.carloscastanedaforum.com/italia/ayahuasca-dmt-e-carlos-castaneda/?lang=en

Ever since watching this interview posted by @CognitiveDissident5 I've been able to become aware of the demons you speak of.
Haven't seen them, haven't taken any hallucinogenics, but I catch them affecting my moods and how I react to external stimuli.

You are right about them being weak. You can easily dismiss them, for a while, just by acknowledging what they're doing and telling them to fuck off in a mocking tone lol.

It's been a few weeks but its been wild, and fascinating, ride so far.

The more I thought about it, the more I realise that old traditional habits used to ward of evil spirits could have been referring to these entities.

I've also conceptualized these beings as being "sins", such as wrath, gluttony, lust, etc. Recognizing any self detrimental behaviour you exhibit to be from the influence of these demons also helps prevent further self detrimental actions/inactions in the future, somewhat.

I also accepted the concept of "God", but in terms of the opposite of those demonic entities. Like a vast network of entities of light and good. If these vile things are real and can influence in a negative way, then the opposite have just as much likelihood of also existing.

I've been meaning to create a post regarding this stuff, but I think "doubt"(another bastard I've had since a kid) got the better of me.

Thanks making this thread mate. Has been good to contribute.

Oh and the medicine is called Ayahuasca.

This is gonna get weird, so bear with me. If anything enjoy the fantasy if you don't want to believe it. It's spiritual. I'm not gonna try to convince anyone that God is real, it's easier to take you to meet him. In this experience you will also see that demons are real. You will understand everything. It's not just some hallucination. It's absolutely real. I don't know why I feel like it taps into DNA but I just have a very strong feeling, no matter though, it works. We are absolutely full of demon parasites, everyone. You see them. You feel them. You feel and understand and see so much, it's beyond words. You feel absolute truth and love and so much more . You can see the filth of these disgusting vile creatures. I basically went on autopilot. When I realized what was happening I took authority over the entities and I commanded them out of me. I literally went to hell, to deliver some of them there. I came back and felt myself being purged. Like a weight of a thousand tons was lifted off of me. I know this won't be well received. I know so many people refuse to believe or even hate the idea that there is a God. I would never tell someone to go to church because I don't believe in that. But I do believe in God, and I do so even more now. I'm not gonna get dogmatic about it. I'm not some religious nutcase. It just is what it is if you accept it, you will see the truth. These demons not only want to destroy us, they want us to destroy ourselves. It just happens to be a coincidence that we did this on the day of the dead. I had no idea really. But the demons were very strong this day because of all the people worshipping them and dancing in demon costumes. I can go into 4k detail of what these things look like, what they're capable of, their stench, etc.. You're body purges them physically and spiritually. You see and feel it spiritually. The physical part comes in the way of vomiting, and in my case diarrhea as well. Hate to get so graphic but I think it's important. When you see this and you realize what it's doing to you, you become very very angry and hateful towards it. I had this feeling that they wanted to escape in my vomit but I didn't allow them, because they didn't deserve to get out so easily. They deserved to swim in my feces and burn in hell forever. I literally fought many of them, especially the strongest one. I ripped it out of my back, broke it's claws off, tore it's head open and shoved it's claws down it's throat. I flew out of me like a bullet from a gun, into the wall adjacent the bathroom, and it let out this horrible scream as it was dragged to hell. At that point I immediately sat up, physically saw the thing in front of me, and I screamed a bit when I realized how real it was. And I shuddered in absolute disgust. My girlfriends mom is the only person in the house who didn't take the Ayahuasca. She saw the demons too. Thousands of them went out of me , and out of my girlfriend and another lady here. The ones that came out me scattered into the house looking for someone else to latch onto. They couldn't because the indigenous family chased them out of the house and sealed the house. They went outside and were beating on the windows trying to get inside. Her mom witnessed this also, she was absolutely terrified. The entire house was shaking.

Now I know their true nature. They live off of everything bad, negative, self destructive etc... And most of all, fear is their drug of choice, their manna. It feeds them and makes them seem stronger but really they're pathetic and weak. I could explain why there are demons, where they come from, and why they're constantly attacking us, but that's not important right now and I'll save that for whoever wants to know. I will explain exactly what these things look like. They're disgusting black gray color, semi opaque with disgusting separated slimy skin, gaping holes in their skin with more parasites inside them. They have a distorted disgusting head with no eyes, no ears, but a large nasty mouth with disgusting sharp infectious teeth.They have 4 arms/legs whatever but no hands. Instead they have claws similar to a praying mantis. They only have enough strength to get inside you, and dig in their claws and basically never let go. They're become absolutely terrified when they realize you have no fear. Then they scream in terror. If you do have fear, they taunt you, insult you, they do everything they can to thwart you. They did this to my girlfriend. I had to help her through it after I killed mine. Everything that we do to make ourselves comfortable, makes the demons stronger and limits your ability to get them out. I was experiencing extreme freezing cold and burning on fire at the same time. I wanted to get comfortable but I knew that the less comfortable i was, the weaker the demons became. I felt a pressure in my body trying to escape but my clothes blocked it and I knew i needed to disrobe. At this point I was literally freezing. I laid down on the cold tile floor and I let out a very long tone, don't know why, at the end of it i felt the rest of them get week and fly out of my back. During all of this, i certainly went through hell. It was absolutely terrible for a moment. But I knew it was them weakening and losing their grasp. After the final purge, i felt an enormous waterfall of love, peace, truth, ecstasy, and God. I felt God in every way. I jumped up so fast I swear I could have hit my head on the ceiling. I shouted at the top of my lungs, singing in absolute childish joy and jubilation. "i Love you! You're so amazing! You're so beautiful!". It was the most real and truthful experience I've ever had in my life. I danced around in absolute bliss and I literally felt like I was in heaven. I knew with ever fiber of my being that God is real, he loves us, and most Importantly, hell is not for us. We don't have to fear God, hell, etc . Hell does exist but it's not for us, it's for the demons, watchers, and fallen angels.
I immediately realized the power and authority I had. I regained total control of my body and mind, almost like kicking someone else out of the driver's seat and taking back control. I was definitely deep in the spiritual realm or whatever and it was very foggy and difficult to manage both the physical and the spiritual at the same time, but I had the strength and the power. I went out to my girlfriend and the rest of them in the ceremony and I knew exactly what I needed to do. From that point on i was focused on guiding my girlfriend through it. She was struggling and her mom was making it worse because of her fear. I had to force her mom to leave. I had to yell at her to get away from us and I saw the demons glare at me through her. She slammed the door and left and then I took charge over the rest of them. The indigenous family said they've never seen someone go as deep as me, and as fast. Most people have way to much fear and get lost. They said that i have some kind of special strength. And when I was in it, deep in it, i felt myself getting stronger and stronger.

After all of this, very heavy, warm, cozy relaxation. Like you're a baby in your mother's womb. This was the most incredible part for me. I literally haven't slept in over 20 years. After this I slept for 2 days deeply, more intense dreams than ever, peaceful, clean, everything good that you can imagine. I should emphasize clean, it absolutely cleanses everything, spiritual, physical, emotional trauma. It all gets wiped away.. Of course you still have memories of those events but the damage comes from the demons that enter your body during those traumatic events. I was shown so much. Specifically when and how the demons entered into me when I was 5 years old.

I'm curious, but I don't recommend copy/pasting the post if doxxing is a concern of yours. Better to paraphrase or give us a quick rundown.

I saw so much during this experience. One thing I saw; a spiritual war is on the horizon. God delivered this medicine to me right when I needed it. Everything happened right at the perfect time. Now I want to offer this healing to others. If you are a spiritual warrior, or you want to be, and you want to prepare yourself, purify yourself, come here. I will help. And this is not for me. I have nothing to gain from it. I just want to share this miracle.

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