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Fuck it.

submitted by deleted to whatever 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:29:46 ago (+7/-3)     (whatever)

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[ - ] account deleted by user 5 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 02:00:45 ago (+5/-0)

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[ - ] oldblo 5 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:41:18 ago (+5/-0)

As for dying for a noble cause give it time. Im confident the world is fucked up enough to give you that chance before you die of anything natural.

If you really want to talk about it you can start by sending me a message and I will try to think up ways that make your life a bit better through ideally practical ways.

[ - ] Jerd34 1 point 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:49:41 ago (+1/-0)

Can’t figure out how to message you. Thanks for the response anyway

[ - ] oldblo 2 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:00:49 ago (+2/-0)

If you are on mobile turn your device sideways. If you are on laptop or desktop be in a window that isnt shrunk.

Look at the top right. You should see an envelope. It will either be red or white. Use it. Click, tap, whatever.
You will go to a new page. Near the top should be a button that says send a message. Use it. On the new page you will see a section to type in the user name and a message.

Put my username oldblo in the username section. Put your message in the message section. Then send message.

I will send you a message. You can see it by using the envelope I mentioned earlier. You can reply to my message with the reply function bypassing the above steps.

[ - ] Jerd34 1 point 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:07:14 ago (+1/-0)

Thanks

[ - ] Promethea 0 points 4 yearsApr 16, 2021 12:36:25 ago (+0/-0)

you're a good person for taking the time to write that all out.

[ - ] oldblo 1 point 4 yearsApr 16, 2021 12:42:12 ago (+1/-0)

Well thanks. I think the world is so fucked up in part because no one genuinely tries to help or care about others.

Seems like the person was just a glownigger though. Trying to get people confess to something.
That or someone fucking around.

[ - ] Tallest_Skil 4 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:36:08 ago (+4/-0)

Don’t kill yourself. I don’t need to keep being proven right about everything.

[ - ] Jerd34 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:47:02 ago (+0/-0)

Are you the profit of my life?

[ - ] WhiteCollarCriminal 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 01:39:27 ago (+0/-0)

You haven't found what is going to make your life happy but it is out there, never doubt that! It could be tomorrow and if you kill yourself you'd only have been one day away from true happiness. Miracles happen every day and we don't realize it because we expect the sky to open. Your miracle could happen when you pick up the keys that feel from a girls hands and she turns out to be your soul mate. It will happen but only if you're here!

[ - ] paul_neri 1 point 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 01:50:50 ago (+1/-0)

One of the most satisfying things I do is...pick up rubbish off the beach or in the bush. Try it and you too will become obsessed and ... you'll be distracted for a while from your other problems:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf052uxFF58

[ - ] account deleted by user 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 09:52:39 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] con77 1 point 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:26:45 ago (+1/-0)

God will not accept you if you commit suicide

[ - ] Cynabuns 1 point 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:18:08 ago (+1/-0)

Strain forward. Even if it's just for a moment, and then another moment, strain toward what is ahead.

[ - ] Jerd34 1 point 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:37:16 ago (+1/-0)

That’s exactly how I feel. Just barely able I make it from one bad moment to the next. Sleep is hell ans waking up is worse. Yet I’m still here. I may sound dramatic but I’m still fighting. So many people have killer themselves over shit like losing a job, breaking up with girlfriend etc.. fuck, I eat tragedies like that for breakfast. I’ve been through so much hell, It’s a miracle I’m still alive. But barely.

[ - ] Cynabuns 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:49:45 ago (+0/-0)

I think we all have days when the fight is just too hard and anybody who says they don't is lying. It's a step by step - moment by moment deal for where to place our focus, not on the big picture, which is sometimes mindblowing, and overwhelming. This stupid plandemic has made the world such a horrible place right now and I think that it's contributed to the depression we feel.

The words I shared with you are from my favorite passage in the bible. They have spoken to me, and on occasion, they must carry me. Let them carry you for a little while too.

[ - ] Jerd34 1 point 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:57:31 ago (+1/-0)

Beyond the cynicism and dark humor, I assume most of you care. I assume (but hope not) that others feel similar as I do? It seems as though my experiences and the heavy weight of chronic depression has stripped away all of my dreams and desires and the only thing left is the need to use what’s left of my life for something good. I joined the military because I wanted to do something good, however naive I may have been. But then I wasn’t as hopeless. I know that the militias are a joke, but if there was a real organization that I could join to be on the frontline of this, I would devote myself in an instant.

[ - ] spasswerk 1 point 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:38:55 ago (+1/-0)

Before you leave spend some time wasted with some easy gal fucking your brains out.

[ - ] Jerd34 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:46:19 ago (+0/-0)

Not even interested

[ - ] lord_nougat 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 02:28:36 ago (+0/-0)

okay. a guy, then,

[ - ] account deleted by user 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 09:51:32 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] christianmusicreleases 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 08:37:49 ago (+0/-0)

Go tear down the fences in front of that church in Canada.

[ - ] Merlynn 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 07:20:13 ago (+0/-0)

Ok,first of all,dead people don't change things. Secondly,if you can't find a job,make a job. Shit still needs to be done. If you're half as good as you say you are,you can do something. If they won't hire you,start your own business. Grow some crops,try wood working or some other kind of construction job. Thirdly,you're 40,so you're behind. You need to find a woman ASAP and start making babies.

State goals,achieve goals.make shit happen for you. After all,the worst that can happen to you is you'll die and you're already ok with that. So go nuts.

[ - ] AOUsYamaka 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 07:13:11 ago (+0/-0)

Where in South America? Find a nice white Latina and start a family. You will get the meaning in life you are looking for. Having a family brings so much gratification in life. Good luck.

[ - ] germ22 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 02:40:37 ago (+0/-0)

Wanting to end it all has one benefit. you are now free. In a sence anyway.
The fear of dieing is something that stops most people from doing anything. Whats the worst that can happen? You die. And since that is something you consider doing anyway, you should have no reason not to try anything.
For feeling useful, or having some sort or calling or purpous, you could go and do some volunteer work. Help out at a soup kitchen or similar things. Don't like people, help out at a animal shelter, join a wildlife preservation group. Or like someone else suggested, pick up garbage out in nature.

[ - ] paul_neri 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 01:44:08 ago (+0/-0)

You have Voat in your life - what more do you need!

[ - ] Jerd34 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:58:48 ago (+0/-0)

Btw, downvote this to hell if you want. I don’t give a shit. Not here for stupid fucking points. Hell, if we actually had something useful to do, this stupid site wouldn’t exist.

[ - ] account deleted by user 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:57:38 ago (+0/-0)

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[ - ] Jerd34 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:00:06 ago (+0/-0)

Right

[ - ] Jerd34 0 points 4 yearsApr 14, 2021 00:12:45 ago (+0/-0)

I would if I could. I’m broke. Barely surviving on military disability. Either way, I’m pretty much worthless now as far as planning, building anything. I can barely make it through a day.

[ - ] NeonGreen 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:44:26 ago (+0/-0)*

Community. You will waist away without it. Try to find people to be with. Also, try to get to Asia, much better pace to life over here. Don't go belly up quite yet.

[ - ] DeadEyeCanNazi 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:43:46 ago (+0/-0)

LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT!
Often, most are better than the circumstances in which they find themselves.
Especially when one is at their wits end. As one who has been there, it'll get better! Hang on!
The only hands you can count on are at the end of your arms!

[ - ] Ducktalesooo000ooo 0 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:33:29 ago (+0/-0)

Is “your pack” in South America too?

How do you support the constitution from South America?

Also... building.

[ - ] Jerd34 -1 points 4 yearsApr 13, 2021 23:45:43 ago (+0/-1)

I have no pack. Been alone my whole life. Rejected by my own family. Life has been hell. And being blacklisted sucks. It’s almost impossible to live with any dignity. I love my country and our people and the only thing I desire is to have the opportunity to die for it.