I never thought it would happen to me. I never wanted to ever touch the stuff but when a close friend I trusted with my life introduced me to crack cocaine he said it wasn't as bad as i thought. The fuck it isn't. Ive been hiding this addiction for 3 years now and I just know my life is so close to crashing down into nothing because I cant stop using this nigger drug. Ive always said it was for niggers and I admit im basically a nigger now. Any advice on how I stop smoking this shit between all the deserved insults would be appreciated. I need to get a grip and I can't believe ive managed to hold my life together this long.. but I can feel the rocky bottom fast approaching and im desperate to stop. This is absolutely a cry for help.
I don't know how old you are, but I will let you know that as you age, you start to learn things that sounded corny as fuck when you were younger are actually wise adages.
#1 : Be careful of the friends you keep. I want to be very clear here, that even if you get through recovery, the people that backslide are those who start hanging out with similar people again later in life. Even if it is twenty years later. You have to cut shit heads out of your life. Acknowledge that you are a shit head, but rise above it and stay away from those who are. Even if you have to live in a shitty apartment complex for poors, find some people to associate with that have (real) goals. People that hold themselves accountable. Find people better than you, and associate with them. It's important to leave the past life in the past. We all fuck up, and we all have demons to fight, some stronger than others.
If you are going to win such a difficult battle, why turn around when it is over and walk right back into the flames?
Good luck. I don't know you, but I will pray for you.
anon 0 points 10 hours ago
I don't know how old you are, but I will let you know that as you age, you start to learn things that sounded corny as fuck when you were younger are actually wise adages.
#1 : Be careful of the friends you keep. I want to be very clear here, that even if you get through recovery, the people that backslide are those who start hanging out with similar people again later in life. Even if it is twenty years later. You have to cut shit heads out of your life. Acknowledge that you are a shit head, but rise above it and stay away from those who are. Even if you have to live in a shitty apartment complex for poors, find some people to associate with that have (real) goals. People that hold themselves accountable. Find people better than you, and associate with them. It's important to leave the past life in the past. We all fuck up, and we all have demons to fight, some stronger than others.
If you are going to win such a difficult battle, why turn around when it is over and walk right back into the flames?
Good luck. I don't know you, but I will pray for you.