I never thought it would happen to me. I never wanted to ever touch the stuff but when a close friend I trusted with my life introduced me to crack cocaine he said it wasn't as bad as i thought. The fuck it isn't. Ive been hiding this addiction for 3 years now and I just know my life is so close to crashing down into nothing because I cant stop using this nigger drug. Ive always said it was for niggers and I admit im basically a nigger now. Any advice on how I stop smoking this shit between all the deserved insults would be appreciated. I need to get a grip and I can't believe ive managed to hold my life together this long.. but I can feel the rocky bottom fast approaching and im desperate to stop. This is absolutely a cry for help.
Your local treatment center would be maybe the best idea, but you can try this old system before, it can not hurt to try: it's 3 things: loads of vitB3, and fasting until autophagy starts (more than 60 hours), - here is some advice: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug2F8Epd6Ug
And third, most important thing is to know that you will go in the spiritual battle, basically exorcising a demon from some vacant part of your mind. So, prayer helps a lot, any kind of mindfulness helps too. You can even try to figure out which demon got you and how, via guided meditation, like this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnN6tyIpQl0
anon 0 points 15 hours ago
Your local treatment center would be maybe the best idea, but you can try this old system before, it can not hurt to try: it's 3 things: loads of vitB3, and fasting until autophagy starts (more than 60 hours), - here is some advice:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug2F8Epd6Ug
And third, most important thing is to know that you will go in the spiritual battle, basically exorcising a demon from some vacant part of your mind. So, prayer helps a lot, any kind of mindfulness helps too. You can even try to figure out which demon got you and how, via guided meditation, like this one:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnN6tyIpQl0
Good luck, know it can be done.