I never thought it would happen to me. I never wanted to ever touch the stuff but when a close friend I trusted with my life introduced me to crack cocaine he said it wasn't as bad as i thought. The fuck it isn't. Ive been hiding this addiction for 3 years now and I just know my life is so close to crashing down into nothing because I cant stop using this nigger drug. Ive always said it was for niggers and I admit im basically a nigger now. Any advice on how I stop smoking this shit between all the deserved insults would be appreciated. I need to get a grip and I can't believe ive managed to hold my life together this long.. but I can feel the rocky bottom fast approaching and im desperate to stop. This is absolutely a cry for help.
THAT is the behavior you must stop. You know you are lying so dont accept the lie (you are both sides of this)
Tell yourself no. You have to learn how to do that, no way around it. You're in charge now,you're grown, you decide. You have to tell that little shit (also you) NO! and mean it.
You cannot rely on others to punish you. You must provide it yourself. There is no authority to handle this, you must handle this.
If you do not, the world itself will push you through that tiny hole. Oh... you'll fit.
puremadness 1 points 1 day ago
THAT is the behavior you must stop.
You know you are lying so dont accept the lie (you are both sides of this)
Tell yourself no. You have to learn how to do that, no way around it.
You're in charge now,you're grown, you decide.
You have to tell that little shit (also you) NO! and mean it.
You cannot rely on others to punish you. You must provide it yourself.
There is no authority to handle this, you must handle this.
If you do not, the world itself will push you through that tiny hole.
Oh... you'll fit.