You believe you and the entire world are completely fucked and muh jew fucked you.
You also not only did nothing about it, you eagerly go work for the jew, to pay taxes to the jew, then buy plastic garbage you don't need from the jew, all so the jew can profit insanely on your efforts. Many of you worship then fake jew god even.
And you are proud of all of that and so much more you do for the jew.
Then to top it off, you train your junk DNA progeny to do the same, better and harder.
Yup, if I were you I would have killed myself a long, long, long time ago. Certainly I would not put it off another minute.
So you don't have a gun, no problem. Just find some pipe like that stuff coming out of the drier. Hook it up to the tail pipe of your car and put the other end inside the car. Roll up the windows, have some drinks and get drunk. When you're pretty good and sloshed, take the rest of the booze and go sit in the car, start the motor and listen to some tunes.