We tried so hard to get pregnant all that time but my seed just wasn't strong enough. We didn't want to adopt because thats cucked. So she eventually had enough of not having a child yet and got swooned by a black guy from her work. She was a civic nationalist and I could never convert her from her cucked christian ways so she didn't care about race. I can't believe she fucking did this to me, dumb bitch got drunk one night when she went to a business meet up after work at some bar. What should I do? Just kill myself or what?
