I had a confrontation with a customer at work the other day. Long story short, he wanted to be rude and I was hoping a mother fucker would. No consequences on my end, he's not allowed back.
Acquaintance that I've helped through a divorce contacted me recently. He's been ghosting me since, but now he's getting married again, so he wants to be chummy again. Fuck that. I don't need part time friends.
I'm pretty sick of people's shit right now, I don't know if I need to settle down or if people are just fucked up. I tend to match intensity, so I think the world's gone crazy and I'm just having to navigate the bullshit.
I hate being angry. That shit takes a lot out of me. I had anger problems when I was younger, and I've worked hard to overcome that shit. I feel angry a lot lately. I channel it into music when I get home, but in the moment I'm ready to go to jail. What do you guys think? Just me, something in the air, or natural response to clown world.
What's bothering me is that I've recently begun to feel inclined to fuck someone up physically, and I can name a few. It's probably just dealing with assholes, but I'm afraid it might be that I just don't give a fuck.
It's not just you, anyone with a brain can see this whole system is a giant piece of shit, they always try to contain most of us since childhood trying to brainwash us into being complacent like every other npc but the few of us who survive become time bombs.
And just like you said we are on the verge of "going to jail", my recommendation is to channel that anger to the right targets if you know what I mean, improve yourself, protect your loved ones but when the time comes, make them regret for putting you in that situation.
JuanchoTalarga 6 points 1 year ago
It's not just you, anyone with a brain can see this whole system is a giant piece of shit, they always try to contain most of us since childhood trying to brainwash us into being complacent like every other npc but the few of us who survive become time bombs.
And just like you said we are on the verge of "going to jail", my recommendation is to channel that anger to the right targets if you know what I mean, improve yourself, protect your loved ones but when the time comes, make them regret for putting you in that situation.