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I posted multiple time before in here, poal, and other places. Not everyone can be a fitness pro, and sometimes legitimate genetic health issues come into play.

Tonight I took a header into the rear bumper of my car in the garage. I have about a 3/4" gash on my right eye orbital area.

I have a medical condition, Stills Disease, basically an auto-immune disease where my body attacks my muscle and tendons. I've been trying to get into shape, and riding my bike 4 miles a day 3 times a week or more if I can. I'm trying best I can to get more fit, and more a man...

but alas I fail mostly. Many times working on heavy labor around my home I've had to stop. Literally seeing spots, tunnel vision, then almost passing out. After working that hard I usually have to take a week or more off any physical activities.

Over the past months my best friend and I built a new retaining wall. I lost count at 30 wheelbarrow loads of back-fill, and no count of the bricks manually carried. All that labor sent me into multiple times of seeing stars, tunnel vision, and stopping work for a good 30 minute break.

I went all-out tonight trying to be more fitness orientated, as I'm done with the wall build, and need to be not a fat slob. I literally have been working on this fore a year now, even in the horrific shape I am currently in.

So tonight I rode almost 5 miles. On the ride back there is a large uphill area. I pushed at it, and came down the last part, then in my driveway literally saw spots, then stars. I took a full header into the back bumper of my car in the garage. I have about a 3/4" gash on my right temple, and it is closed with liquid band-aid.

Sometimes people trying to get fit fail, and fail miserably. I'll try again, but for all you fit guys know that not everyone can achieve your status. Sometimes it is genetic, and sometimes it is not my own fault.