Because let me tell you at all the parties and everything you were drinking at it was always about you. You were bothering everybody else you were ruining it for everybody else you were making it all about you you were starting fights you were doing other stuff that was annoying and it was always about you.
And now you want everybody to celebrate your stopping drinking or stopping your drugs and once again it's all about you.
You talk about how it's helped you how you have changed how all this is changed and made your life better. Yeah no shit Sherlock we all realize that early on and that's why we didn't make it all about us and we had some civil restraint and we didn't make fools of ourselves and we didn't start fights and make all the other trouble that you all made.
So you know what I'd like to hear from you all to know that it's really changed you?
An apology.
An apology for all the parties you ruined. All the drunken fights you started. All the friends who had to stop what they were doing to take care of you because you were fucking yourself up. All the people who had to drive you home. All the people had to bail you out. All the people you inconvenienced. Because it was all about you.
Because when you picked up the next drink it was about you and how you felt and how you were handling whatever the hell you were going through that everybody else was going through but somehow was managing to not make it all about them.
So all you people coming on here seemingly want to make this another version of AA and somehow a gathering about you?
Show everybody you've really changed.
Stop making it about you.
And apologize for making it about you your whole damn life!
You're starting to sound like a fucking pedo bible thumper who wants to take me for a ride in your van to a 'sober transformation camp'.
Fuck off we don't owe you shit for trying to distance ourselves from this hellscape of reality we live in.
I'm not near any of the psycho 'condemn the kid' tropes you listed, but it really does say a bit about yourself.
If you don't have a vice for living in this hellish world, then I suspect that you enjoy it and are an active participant of creating it, so go fuck yourself.
If not, please tell us people trying to enjoy the least dangerous way to have some symbios of life while trying to negotiate this hellish clown world halfway sober unaffected. I'd like to learn from those who can.
Fishsticksforever -2 points 8 months ago
You're starting to sound like a fucking pedo bible thumper who wants to take me for a ride in your van to a 'sober transformation camp'.
Fuck off we don't owe you shit for trying to distance ourselves from this hellscape of reality we live in.
I'm not near any of the psycho 'condemn the kid' tropes you listed, but it really does say a bit about yourself.
If you don't have a vice for living in this hellish world, then I suspect that you enjoy it and are an active participant of creating it, so go fuck yourself.
If not, please tell us people trying to enjoy the least dangerous way to have some symbios of life while trying to negotiate this hellish clown world halfway sober unaffected. I'd like to learn from those who can.