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I fucked up yesterday. Spent the night in the county lock up. Not fun, don't recommend it.

Long story short is I had a few too many, took a corner the wrong way, spent six hours at the hospital, and the next eighteen in jail.

I'm lucky that I didn't hurt anyone. I fucked up and I'm in the process of addressing problems that I haven't felt properly motivated to address until now. When I got out I walked the six miles home. Wife was working and I needed that time to process the way I've been acting lately. It was hot as fuck out.

My truck isn't too fucked up, cosmetic damage really. Me, on the other hand, I feel like death sucking on a lifesaver. Hopefully a year from now, when I get my license back, I can look back and consider it a net benefit. That's the goal anyway.

So yeah, feel free to rag on me and call me a selfish asshole, or a degenerate alcoholic, or whatever else. I'm calling myself the same things right now, so feel free to join in. I just want to use this situation to better myself. I think if I can do that it's worth it, or at least that's my level of cope right now.

Not anon, because y'all already know me and I think it's fine if I give you some ammo to tear me down. I'm a flawed human that needs work, that's extremely lucky I didn't hurt anyone, and hopefully properly motivated to make myself less flawed.