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I had a few eye openers when I least expected them. I'm in my late 20s, 4,000miles from home, 2,000miles from the 1st world, on an island in the Caribbean and Pablo Escobar and Carlos Leger have a ruling hand over the Caribbean and West to the Pacific ocean...and the money to fund their own political/military control of a dozen Caribbean and Latin America countries. When you're immersed in the "workings" of this part of the world it's very easy to end up dead.

I'm focused on "shit" and somehow I cross paths with a White girl of Irish descent who was born in Barbados. Here's what I never learned in school, she was the offspring of SLAVES.

Her name was Gwen, she was a "Red Leg" and she was desperate to get off that island hell. I was surprised about what she talked about, in short, I learned that day that there were White slaves before black slaves.

What I really found confusing was that because she's a citizen of the British Commonwealth she is entitled to go anywhere within the Commonwealth but not her, not any of them...BUT...niggers can.

I always had a distrust for government but I really got an education that day about how evil the British Empire is, of which I'm a part of. Now my eyes go wide open and I am looking at my life, my government, the "shit" I am involved in/with and, something that I thought was straight forward impoverished life, I started to pay closer attention to the survival aspect of human behavior.

I've been around a lot of people and my social interactions were dictated by a behavior and perspective that was nurtured and influenced in 1st world conventions. When you spend time with a young White woman who is willing to do anything (anything at all) to get off that island, desperate enough to marry whomever just to get out, or when you see someone eating their food from a plastic bag that is crawling with maggots in 110°F temperature, or when you see a family of 7, including 2 aged elder, living in a 16'x16' thatched hut and sharing 2 beds and much more, but actually living in this environment with all it's misery and being a witness to the mass corruption that is facilitated by the British crown, America and Europe, but living it made me lose all respect for authority.

THEN I SEE THE WEAPONRY AND AMMUNITION THAT IS EVERYWHERE IN THE 3RD WORLD...BUT YET A DESPERATE YOUNG WHITE WOMAN, AT THAT TIME , WAS STILL ENSLAVED BY THE BRITISH CROWN...AND THE "WAR ON DRUGS" IS A JOKE.

Every time I'd return to the 1st world, since then and progressively every year for 30years , it became more and more evident as to just how evil these governments are. They have no problems killing their own...or anyone else for that matter, (((they))) bring death and misery and nobody wants to see it.