I feel ya, when i was in my first time in high school the girl i was in offered to give me a BJ i adamantly refused, stating that i want to fuck her like a man and i did, with a condom i managed to last over 30 minutes of slow love-making with slow, and passionate thrusts
and this was when i was still a degenerate coomer playing shitty Meet & Fuck games (i shit you not, i actually used the M&F soundtrack during our love-session) apparently women get wet when you give them a massage--hence why you need to invest in foreplay before you actually fuck them
i miss my youth, nowadays i look upon pre-marital sex with shame and regret but the burden of morality is actually a boon, for it helps you choose the correct path in life instead of just basking in senseless hedonism
As much as i would Liberal degeneracy was part of my identity that and vidya, and weed but mostly vidya
we were all bluepilled once, gas-worthy even but turning a new leaf and striving to fight for our people, our civilization is what separates us from the cattle who would continue to hedonistic exist for the sake of existence itself
Reflection is important you need to face your mistakes in life if you want to overcome them
but also acceptance nobody is free of sin my child, and no one can't undo the sins of his past it is all in their hands
Even Helena who wasted her youth being a childless and bitter harpy can take the flag of Nationalism and make something of herself a teacher for young women maybe, if she's sincre about the white birthrate issue
similar to that grifter faggot Texas_Vet i think his words and teachings were mere lamentations of his failures in life and instead wishing others to fail, he wished for them to carry the torch he didn't
anyways that's how i hope it was and it's not all larping i guess you can see watching avatar the last airbender again really made my Autism comeback again... i feel like a child again
Well i'm pretty sure she IS a lost cause after all, being childless and 47 is pretty an eternal mark of shame where there is no redemption
yet i'm Buddhistpilled and try and find the good in everything except in kikes, these demons are devoid of goodness and they hate the natural order, try to control it and pervert it to their evil machinations
as for the NPC's, well my entire family are NPC's and i've tried to redpill them for years it's working somewhat, i managed to convince them on the racial/Nigger question but the jewish question they always BSOD and try and get away from the discussion even when we're talking about the Vax they still believe the TV lies because the alternative would be to face they've been lied their entire lives
its frustrating but i know how to get into them play on their emotions, use reverse psychology tell them to vax their kids and how wonderful it is to have a heart attack as a child must be
i scared my brother so much he will NEVER vax his kids as for my mother, she now admits the whole Vax shit is basically fake and gay and there is no going back to Normal after this (though she always reverts back after watching the electric jew) but she still refuses to address the jewish question because of her associates at work
doesn't matter though, as long the seed of doubt exists in their mind when the time come it will sprout NPC's don't wanna escape from their "Alice in Wonderland" reality and embrace how fucking corrupt & kike'd this world has become for the burden of redpills is immense https://files.catbox.moe/89mrka.png
Anyway, re turning npc, I agree with malware dude, it is very very difficult. I worked on this one very close friend for years, and he was starting to change, almost getting to the final layers. But then the fucker got this liberal bitch gf, and all bets were off. He is back being a globohomo consumerist npc living his urban life.
Lmao meet and fuck games. Man, I remember those. I couldn’t agree with you more here, I too am ashamed and regretful of all the premarital sex I used to have. And I’m glad I have found a moral virtuous path now.
They were fun as hell back in the day sometimes i miss being a normie, the desensitization to degeneracy and complete lack of giving a fuck makes for a happier, less worrisome life
but at the same time, a hollow and purposeless life i'm glad i found National Socialism when i did, because it forever changed me for the better.
Fucking disgusting, this is why marriage needs to be happening earlier otherwise school is just a government program to turn our daughters into useless whores. Condoms should also require an ID to purchase just like alcohol and carry a heavy penalty for being caught with one underage.
Glad to see someone else sees sense, that said the state shouldn't be in charge of children's education in the first place nor should unaccompanied minors be around the opposite sex.
Yep... many students didn't really have a choice this shit was foisted on them and virginity (even amongst girls) was demonized pretty hard
i'm ashamed to say but the girl i fucked was 15 and a half and boy she was fucking thirsty for the dick, so damn thirsty she came to MY home to FUCK ME you see what porn does to men AND women?
it's really sad because i think deep down they replaced our natural instinct to form bonds of love to just lust and lust is like the negative opposite aspect of love
it will only you to ruin
though do i regret it? yes and no no because... well i'm a man and getting pussy is pretty nice
yes because i sinned but most importantly because i lusted instead loved though when i was bluepilled it doesn't really matter because everything in our culture just says "enjoy yourself, don't think about the future, avoid good, science good" and all that shit
i shit you not, it was literally exactly that the whole MSM culture is toxic to society as a whole
Her age wasn't the problem, the problem is that it was premarital and didn't lead to any children because you used a condom. The difference between love and lust doesn't matter just focus on reproducing.
Yeah... it's really all about the birthrates/procreation isn't it?
though i do think a healthy balance of love & lust is the best recipe for a successful marriage, otherwise your kids are gonna grow around parents who are merely cohabiting and not truly together...
Oh but i do a normal society there would no femdom man would do all the work in bed, as nature intended it is jewish subversion that taught men to let the woman take charge and suck them off or ride them
jewish sexuality is what i call it, wanting to passively receive pleasure is a feminine trait a real man takes charge
basic english is not your forte is it? "to fuck her like a man" is to fuck her proper--i.e you are on top you do the thrusts, you do all the work while she just receives your yang (male) energy
I suspected this on a thread where he said something about other men’s penises in prison or something. I was gonna comment then, but I was too sleepy that day.
Dude's a pathetic troll and a fucking hipocrite faggot. He's spent the last few days digging through all my posts and comments on here downvoting everything because it has no life. I wish someone would pull his inventory, i don't have time or the desire. I think he has multiple accounts. And for some reason I can't downvote anything he posts. I dont care really because internet points are not important to me but obviously it's his life.
I'm baiting you and you're still doing it. Such a pathetic loser you are. I can imagine how you look. I bet your a 40 year old neckbeard living in the basement of some family member who's probably sick of you. I bet you don't know how to change your oil, and never even started a lawnmower. I bet you're looking down at your fat rolls right now, you wear a belt to take the strain of your pants button. You probably smoke weed like a fucking freight train. What else....
I think battery-powered lawnmowers are terrific. I had a small electric cord mower that I stored under the house for about 10 years. Got it out and the thing started perfectly and has been going well ever since. I shudder to think how one would get a fuel driven mower to go after all those years.
What is the age when mom's take their daughters aside to tell them how stinky and ridiculous they (all girls) are, but that guys, for some UNKNOWN reason (NOT for the having of babies), seem to WANT to find OUT about their stinkiness (bits), yet, not so much their ridiculousness (self), and THEIR job is to DECEIVE guys into thinking that girls are NOT stinky and ridiculous and TRICK them into MAKING a baby (sex), then ENSLAVE them (marriage) until they can RUIN them in the divorce?
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[ - ] SaneGoatiSwear 10 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:17:02 ago (+10/-0)
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 18 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:36:49 ago (+18/-0)
the FBI is bigly gay
https://files.catbox.moe/rfuffu.jpg
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 5 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 09:57:24 ago (+5/-0)
that's... pretty damn gay
i'd crack the faggot's skull but wanting to skull-fuck a man makes you borderline homosexual
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[ - ] SparklingWiggle [op] 7 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:01:43 ago (+7/-0)
Borderline would be getting a bj from a girl with dark hair above her upper lip and I wouldn't go anywhere near that, either.
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 5 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:12:35 ago (+5/-0)
i adamantly refused, stating that i want to fuck her like a man
and i did, with a condom i managed to last over 30 minutes of slow love-making with slow, and passionate thrusts
and this was when i was still a degenerate coomer playing shitty Meet & Fuck games (i shit you not, i actually used the M&F soundtrack during our love-session)
apparently women get wet when you give them a massage--hence why you need to invest in foreplay before you actually fuck them
i miss my youth, nowadays i look upon pre-marital sex with shame and regret
but the burden of morality is actually a boon, for it helps you choose the correct path in life instead of just basking in senseless hedonism
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 5 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:41:42 ago (+5/-0)
that and vidya, and weed but mostly vidya
we were all bluepilled once, gas-worthy even
but turning a new leaf and striving to fight for our people, our civilization
is what separates us from the cattle who would continue to hedonistic exist for the sake of existence itself
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[ + ] fightknightHERO
[ - ] fightknightHERO 2 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 10:48:56 ago (+2/-0)*
you need to face your mistakes in life if you want to overcome them
but also acceptance
nobody is free of sin my child, and no one can't undo the sins of his past
it is all in their hands
Even Helena who wasted her youth being a childless and bitter harpy
can take the flag of Nationalism and make something of herself
a teacher for young women maybe, if she's sincre about the white birthrate issue
similar to that grifter faggot Texas_Vet
i think his words and teachings were mere lamentations of his failures in life
and instead wishing others to fail, he wished for them to carry the torch he didn't
anyways that's how i hope it was and it's not all larping
i guess you can see watching avatar the last airbender again really made my Autism comeback again... i feel like a child again
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[ + ] fightknightHERO
[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 11:16:02 ago (+0/-0)
after all, being childless and 47 is pretty an eternal mark of shame where there is no redemption
yet i'm Buddhistpilled and try and find the good in everything
except in kikes, these demons are devoid of goodness
and they hate the natural order, try to control it and pervert it to their evil machinations
as for the NPC's, well my entire family are NPC's and i've tried to redpill them for years
it's working somewhat, i managed to convince them on the racial/Nigger question but the jewish question they always BSOD and try and get away from the discussion
even when we're talking about the Vax they still believe the TV lies because the alternative would be to face they've been lied their entire lives
its frustrating but i know how to get into them
play on their emotions, use reverse psychology
tell them to vax their kids and how wonderful it is to have a heart attack as a child must be
i scared my brother so much he will NEVER vax his kids
as for my mother, she now admits the whole Vax shit is basically fake and gay and there is no going back to Normal after this (though she always reverts back after watching the electric jew)
but she still refuses to address the jewish question because of her associates at work
doesn't matter though, as long the seed of doubt exists in their mind when the time come it will sprout
NPC's don't wanna escape from their "Alice in Wonderland" reality and embrace how fucking corrupt & kike'd this world has become
for the burden of redpills is immense
https://files.catbox.moe/89mrka.png
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[ - ] Ragnar 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 14:49:20 ago (+0/-0)
Anyway, re turning npc, I agree with malware dude, it is very very difficult. I worked on this one very close friend for years, and he was starting to change, almost getting to the final layers. But then the fucker got this liberal bitch gf, and all bets were off. He is back being a globohomo consumerist npc living his urban life.
[ + ] Ragnar
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[ + ] Ragnar
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She is a freaking harpy and a raging misandrist
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 01:12:49 ago (+0/-0)
maybe mother issues as well, because anglo women are crazy AF
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 01:14:55 ago (+0/-0)
sometimes i miss being a normie, the desensitization to degeneracy and complete lack of giving a fuck makes for a happier, less worrisome life
but at the same time, a hollow and purposeless life
i'm glad i found National Socialism when i did, because it forever changed me for the better.
[ + ] SparklingWiggle
[ - ] SparklingWiggle [op] 1 point 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 14:14:23 ago (+1/-0)*
Keep those mitts to yourself. What the fuck is with everyone today?
And how many times were you in high school? 21 jump street?
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and i only smoked maybe once a few months, weed was pretty expensive and i'd rather use the money on vidya and cheap rum
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they literally advertise sex to students and teach them how to use condoms & and birth-control
inadvertently promoting pre-marital sex amongst young students
though nowadays the Weimar is even worse than that, they literally give out CONDOMS now
https://archive.md/mRpkJ
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this shit was foisted on them and virginity (even amongst girls) was demonized pretty hard
i'm ashamed to say but the girl i fucked was 15 and a half
and boy she was fucking thirsty for the dick, so damn thirsty she came to MY home to FUCK ME
you see what porn does to men AND women?
it's really sad because i think deep down they replaced our natural instinct to form bonds of love to just lust and lust is like the negative opposite aspect of love
it will only you to ruin
though do i regret it? yes and no
no because... well i'm a man and getting pussy is pretty nice
yes because i sinned but most importantly because i lusted instead loved
though when i was bluepilled it doesn't really matter because everything in our culture just says "enjoy yourself, don't think about the future, avoid good, science good" and all that shit
i shit you not, it was literally exactly that
the whole MSM culture is toxic to society as a whole
[ + ] FellowWhite
[ - ] FellowWhite 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 01:43:19 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] fightknightHERO
[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 01:49:07 ago (+0/-0)
though i do think a healthy balance of love & lust is the best recipe for a successful marriage, otherwise your kids are gonna grow around parents who are merely cohabiting and not truly together...
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[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 22:04:39 ago (+0/-0)
Um , i'm not sure that means what you think it means ....
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[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 01:11:38 ago (+0/-0)
a normal society there would no femdom
man would do all the work in bed, as nature intended
it is jewish subversion that taught men to let the woman take charge and suck them off or ride them
jewish sexuality is what i call it, wanting to passively receive pleasure is a feminine trait
a real man takes charge
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 03:45:42 ago (+0/-0)
[ + ] fightknightHERO
[ - ] fightknightHERO 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 04:29:36 ago (+0/-0)
"to fuck her like a man" is to fuck her proper--i.e you are on top
you do the thrusts, you do all the work while she just receives your yang (male) energy
[ + ] dassar
[ - ] dassar 0 points 3.5 yearsNov 13, 2021 20:28:47 ago (+0/-0)
Ergo ' I would not fck you like a bitch' ....
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[ - ] SparklingWiggle [op] 5 points 3.5 yearsNov 12, 2021 14:21:21 ago (+5/-0)
I spent five minutes checking your very limited history.
You don't have enough points to DV stalk me.
I did not DV stalk you.
You spelled hypocrite, incorrectly.
You are gay.
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Fucking gold
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