Not that I have much proof to go off, but as they say projection is admission of guilt. I have noticed some subtle signs though that something isn't quite right. The first thing is she changed the pin code on her phone, which was weird to me. She's had this pin code for many moons, and all of a sudden she just changed it. Not that i ever looked at her phone i just noticed the hand pattern she uses wasn't the same as prior.
The second thing is she used to have me on screensaver, and now its just a regular old standard screensaver. I thought this was interesting, since there wasn't really anything that prompted this change. The icing on the cake that's made me thing something is afuck is that she routinely takes off her wedding ring. She has it off more times than on nowadays. She says its cause it doesn't fit right, but she hasn't taken it to a jeweler or gotten it resized. From what i gather, the ring fits just fine. Then there's the chores, they just arent getting done anymore. It's like this woman has completely given up on anything house or marriage related.
Now personally, women will never in a million years admit to cheating. Even when they tell you they would never cheat on you, they could be getting raw dicked by who knows. Even when caught, they will happily blame you because so is the way of women. But I can't help but notice a pattern here.
I never understood self-immolation. Terrible risk/reward ratio with the pain and all. Better off taking a bunch of sleeping pills and pinning a note to your chest or something.
You know I so want to like him because of the technical achievements he's done which really were the dreams of all of us fans of science fiction in the 60s and the 70s and the 80s and the 90s. The rockets landing and doing all these great things but God he is sitting there chuckling with one of the worst people on the planet.